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- Who's The Boss [070-142-011-3.5]
- By: Linda Turner
- Category: FICTION ROMANCE
- Synopsis:
- No synopsis available.
- Last printing: 10/10/02
- `?45.' ISBN: 0-6823-100-7935-1
- Chapter 1
- The red Miata had once been a hot little number, but that was before it
- tangled with the concrete support post of the only overpass within
- twenty miles. Watching the tow track haul off the twisted piece of
- metal, Riley Willtaker shook his head in disgust at the careless
- destruction of a good car. He'd always hated waste. Thankfully, he
- wasn't the one who was going to have to call Brenda Johnson and tell
- her what her little brother, George, had done to her new sports car
- when he took it out for a spin without her permission. No, that
- unpleasant task was going to be left to George--Riley would make sure
- of it. Wild and reckless ever since he hit fourteen and started to
- shoot up like a weed, the kid had been looking for trouble for the last
- three years. He'd finally found it.
- Directing a hard glare at the pale young man who silently stood at his
- side and watched the tow track head toward town, Riley said, "I'm going
- to have to take you
- in this time, son. You had an open can of beer in the car and you
- haven't got your license with you. " George, looking a very
- inexperienced seventeen, turned a sickly shade of green.
- "I guess it was a dumb thing to do."
- That went without saying.
- "What I can't figure out is how you even got in the damn thing," Riley
- retorted.
- "Those little bitty go-carts weren't made for big old boys like you."
- "That's why I had the top down," the teenager admitted in a voice that
- had a tendency to crack.
- "So my head wouldn't poke through the roof."
- The image of the youth's red head popping through a convertible top the
- way it would a T-shirt that was three sizes too small flashed through
- Riley's mind, threatening to drag a smile across his rugged face.
- "Well, at least you had the sense to wear your seat belt. I imagine
- your sister will be thankful you weren't hurt."
- His freckles standing out in his pale face, George nodded glumly.
- "Oh, yeah, she'll be thrilled. Now she can kill me herself."
- He sounded so forlorn that this time Riley couldn't help but grin.
- "Not as long as you're in my jail," he assured him, pulling open the
- back door to his patrol car.
- "I won't let her touch a hair on your head. So climb in, Son. The
- county's giving you a free ride to town."
- It was a courtesy George would have just as soon de- dined, but he
- didn't have that option. Folding his tall frame in half, he ducked
- into the back of the patrol ear. Seconds later, they were headed back
- to Lordsburg as the creeping shadows of early evening deepened into a
- darkness that was as vast as the surrounding New Mexican desert.
- When Riley saw the single headlight racing toward him in the oncoming
- lane, he assumed it was a motorcycle. But the minute the vehicle
- whizzed past, it was obvious it was an older-model ear with one
- headlight out. Swearing, he was half-tempted to let it go so he could
- get George into town and processed without delay. But the teenager
- wasn't in any hurry to call his sister. And a ear with only one
- headlight on a two-lane road was an accident waiting to happen.
- "Hang on," he warned his passenger as he slowed down for a U-turn.
- "I've got a little business to take care of before I take you into
- town."
- As expected, George didn't utter a word of protest.
- With the wind rushing through the open window to. whip her already
- wild hair into a tangle of chestnut curls, Beeca sang enthusiastically
- along with the Reba McEntire song playing on the radio of her
- grandmother's old Ford. The road stretched like a black ribbon before
- her, straight as an arrow and deserted. Relaxed, her elbow resting on
- the window frame and her fingers tapping a beat on the steering wheel,
- she never thought to look behind her.
- Suddenly, a patrol car with light bar whirling and siren blaring came
- out of nowhere, scaring the life out of her as it raced up behind her
- and hovered threateningly on her tail. Choking on the lyrics about a
- cheating man, she snapped to attention, her heart in her throat.
- "Just because he's right on your fanny doesn't mean he's after you,
- girl," she told herself as she quickly lifted her foot from the
- accelerator.
- "He probably got a call and you're in his way."
- But when she drifted over to the shoulder of the road to let the
- vehicle behind her pass, it shadowed her every
- ? move and swung over to the shoulder, too. Her stomach dropping to
- her toes, Becca groaned.
- "Oh, no!" Muttering curses, she braked to a stop, racking her brain
- for the offense she had committed, but she couldn't for the life of her
- think of a single one. Unless the officer had ears like radar and had
- caught wind of her singing, she thought with a flash of dimples.
- Granted, she couldn't carry a tune in a bucket and her crooning had
- been known to make dogs howl, but that was hardly a ticketing
- offense.
- So what the devil had she done?
- Resigned to facing the music--for whatever she had unwittingly
- done--she grabbed her purse and stepped out of her car. As a former
- deputy sheriff herself, she knew what a difference attitude could make
- between getting and not getting a ticket, so she waited patiently for
- the officer to approach, silently cautioning herself to behave. This
- was not the time to let her sometimes-smart tongue get away from her.
- With the patrol car parked right behind her vehicle, blinding her,
- Becca could see little of the officer who made his way toward her with.
- steps that wouldn't be hurried. Surrounded by the night, his features
- in shadows, he looked huge. And with every step, he grew taller,
- bigger, more intimidating.
- "Good evening, ma'am. Can I see your license, please?"
- He spoke in a low drawl that slipped out of the darkness like the
- rumble of thunder in the distance. Another woman might have
- appreciated the rough, sexy texture of that male voice, but Becca was
- already digging through her purse for her wallet and merely glanced up,
- distracted . only to swallow as a gasp of recognition hit her like an
- unexpected fist to the throat.
- Riley Whitaker.
- She'd never met him face-to-face, but she would have known him in a
- crowd of thousands. Lordsburg was a small town, with only a few people
- who could be classified as celebrities, and like it or not, Whitaker
- was one of them. A private man who didn't seek the limelight, he'd
- been the sheriff of Hidalgo County for close to a decade and, as such,
- was one of the handful of elected officials who made the front page of
- the newspaper regularly.
- The gray-toned, stern pictures she'd seen in the Gazette, however,
- hadn't done him justice, she nol~l dazedly.
- Lord, he was a big man! Engulfed in shadows, his rugged face set in
- deep lines by the harsh glare of headlights that hit him from the side,
- he was taller than average, broad shouldered and lean hipped in his
- khaki uniform and black Stetson. In spite of the warmth of the night,
- he was neat as a pin, but Becca knew better than to mistake him for one
- of the button-down-collar types who ran the sheriff's office from
- behind a desk. He worked in the field, just as his deputies did, and
- had a reputation for being a hands-on law-enforcement officer who moved
- fast when he had to.
- Which didn't mean she thought the man could walk on water. There was
- no question that he was good in the trenches, but as an elected
- official, he was only as good as the men he surrounded himself with.
- And lately, his deputies had made an embarrass' rag number of mistakes.
- Normally, Becca wouldn't have held that against him.
- Mistakes happened. But when they became chronic and the man in charge
- did nothing to correct the situation, then he was falling down on his
- job. A job that she knew she could do better--which was why late that
- very afternoon, she'd registered as a candidate for sheriff in the
- upcoming elections in November.
- ?
- Now, however, wasn't exactly the best time to bring that up, she
- decided, prudently eyeing the ticket book he held in his hand. But
- Lord, she wanted to. Struck by the irony of the fact that after living
- in the area for nine months, she'd come face-to-face with him today of
- all days, she cursed her crazy sense of humor. Smart comments lined up
- on her tongue like sky divers waiting to jump, and it was all she could
- do to swallow them.
- Struggling to hold back a smile, she found her license and handed it to
- him.
- "IS there a problem, Sheriff? Unless the speedometer is off in this
- old bucket of bolts, I wasn't speeding."
- "Your speedometer's fine, Mrs. Prescott," he replied, reading her name
- off her license and showing no sign of recognition.
- "Can't say the same about one of your headlights, though. The right
- one's out."
- "Are you kidding?" Surprised, Becea started around to the front of the
- car, only then noticing that the beam of the old Ford's headlights was
- noticeably absent on the right side~ "I guess I Wasn't payidg
- attention. This was my grandmother's car and it hasn't been driven in
- a while" -- "Was?" Riley broke in sharply, arching a d~rk brow at her.
- First George, now this woman. Didn't anyone drive their own cars
- anymore?
- "She died three months ago," Becca explained.
- "She had a stroke right after Christmas, and I moved out here from
- Dallas to take care of her. She left me this old tank and this is the
- first time I've driven it. I wouldn't be in it now, but I had to make
- a quick trip into town to get some things for my daughter's lunch
- tomorrow, and the battery on my Jeep was dead."
- It was a logical excuse and probably the truth. Even in the fractured
- light, Riley could see she had the open,
- 13 honest features of the girl next door. Her driver's license said
- she was thirty-two, but with her heart-shaped face, dimples and large
- green eyes, she didn't look anywhere near that. In fact, with her dark
- hair falling in unrestrained cur is around her shoulders,-she could
- have passed for a college student, and a darn cute one, at that. The
- thought slipped up on him from his blind side, catching him by
- surprise. He couldn't remember the last time he'd really looked at a
- woman, married or single, especially on the job. He didn't care for
- the distraction. Scowling, he tore his eyes away from the delicate
- lines of her face, only to have his gaze land by chance on the
- inspection sticker on the lower corner of the windshield.
- It had, he noted suddenly, expired nearly ten months ago. Without a
- word, he stepped around to the rear of the old car to get'a look at the
- license plates. They, too, had expired.
- "It looks like_ you've got bigger problems than I thought," he said
- sternly as he rejoined her.
- "Your husband should have taken a look at this old heap before he let
- you drive off in it. The plates and inspection sticker are both
- out-of-date."
- Becca's eyes glittered dangerously. Let her? she thought
- indignantly.
- No man let her do anything. She almost told him just that before her
- common sense reminded her she was on the verge of getting a ticket she
- couldn't afford if she didn't find a way to get on this stern man's
- good side. And it took only one glance at the blue eyes frowning down
- at her to tell her she had her work cut out for her. The man looked as
- unbending as a crowbar.
- Dragging in a calming breath, she let it out slowly and forced an easy
- smile that she was honest enough to admit had gotten her out of more
- than one tight spot.
- "I wish I could blame this on a man, but I'm a widow, Sheriff. And
- ?
- I admit I should have known better. I was a deputy sheriff in Dallas
- before moving here and"-- It was the wrong thing to say. Becca knew it
- the minute she saw Riley's eyes narrow.
- "You were a deputy?" he
- "Yes, but" -- "Then you're right. You should have known better. I'm
- going to have to give you a ticket."
- "What?" Totally forgetting her plan to charm him, she cried, "You
- can't be serious! I'm only a half mile from home!"
- For a moment, she thought she saw his mouth twitch but immediately
- dismissed it as a trick of the harsh lighting when he merely looked at
- her, not the least impressed with that argument.
- "What's that got to do with anything?"
- "Everything! Can't you just cut me some slack this once? I prom iv
- I'll go right home and I won't drive this old junk heap again until
- it's street legal. Scout's honor." Staring down into those incredible
- green eyes of hers, Riley was damn tempted to let her go with just a
- warning. And it had nothing to do with the way she was looking up at
- him so pleadingly, he told liimseff in annoyance. The offenses she'd
- committed were minor, and he needed to get George into town and booked.
- Unfortunately, the situation wasn't that simple. His office had been
- taking some heat lately from the mayor and the press for not issuing
- enough citations for serious infractions. He readily took the blame
- for that--he didn't think a sheriff had to be hard-nosed to be
- effective. But some of his younger deputies had been a little too
- easygoing, so just that morning, he'd sent out a memo that no more
- warnings would be issued. If poopl~ broim the law, they would be given
- the ticket they de~2~d,. :
- And Mrs. Beeca Prescott had broken the law. Filling out the citation,
- he handed it and her driver's license back to her.
- "Sorry, ma'am, but the law's the law. Make sure you have the headlight
- fixed and the car inspected and licensed before you drive it again.
- Have a good evening."
- That last, inane comment, Beeca decided, was too much. Giving him a
- withering look, she growled, "Stuff it!" and slipped behind the wheel
- of the old Ford. Seconds later, she pulled back onto the highway and
- drove off. But not before she'd caught sight of his crooked grin in
- the rearview mirror.
- Chuckling, Riley stared after her long after her taillights disappeared
- from view, appreciating the lady's spunk. So beneath those cheerleader
- -cute dimples of hers, the lady had a temper. She was the type to lead
- some man a merry chase, and a lifetime ago, it might have been him. But
- not now. It had taken him a long time to find contentment, and no
- woman was messing that up. Dismissing her from his thoughts, he turned
- back to his car. and George. His shift was over, and he would have
- liked nothing better than to leave the problem of the teenager to the
- next deputy who clocked in. But if he made the collar, he did the
- paperwork--it was that simple.
- Resigned to at least another hour of work before he could head for
- home, he climbed back behind the wheel and headed for the jail.
- As it turned out, booking George didn't take all that much time.
- Dealing with the youngster's sister, however, was another matter. Just
- as soon as Brenda Johnson was assured her brother hadn't been injured
- in the wreck, she threatened to choke him until his eyes bugged out.
- ?
- Thankfully, George was already behind bars at the time, so she couldn't
- get her hands around his throat.
- "He's dead meat," she told Riley, glaring at her brother through the
- bars.
- "Just as soon as he's out of here."
- Amusement gleaming in his tired eyes, Riley turned her toward the front
- door.
- "Then if he turns up mi~ing, I'll know who to blame. Go home and cool
- off, Brenda. I promise this'll lOOk better in the morning."
- She apparently didn't think so, but she finally took his advice and
- left. Riley planned to do the same thing as soon as he checked his
- messages. But before he could touch them, his newest deputy hesitantly
- knocked on the dOOrjamb of his open office door, and it was all Riley
- could do to swallow a groan.
- It wasn't that he didn't like the kid. He'd hired Mark Newman five
- months ago because he had all the makings of an excellent deputy. Fresh
- out of college, with a de. grce in criminology, he was young,
- enthusiastic and willing to do whatever was asked of him. At the time,
- his eagerness to be the best law-enforcement officer New Mexico had
- ever seen had seemed like an asset. It had taken a week for Riley to
- realize that Mark's eagerness bordered on a zealousness that more often
- than not led to mistakes.
- Just looking at the younger man made Riley feel every one of his
- thirty-five years, but it was his constant bungling that strained
- Riley's patience. He'd lost count of the times he'd almost let Mark
- go, but he couldn't quite bring himself to do it. Newly married, with
- a baby already on the way, the younger man really was t~ying to do his
- best.
- Firing him would be like kicking a big, overgrown puppy for tripping
- over his own feet.
- Motioning to one of the chairs angled in front of his desk, Riley said,
- "Have a seat, Mark. What's on your mind?" Loose limbed, with his
- uniform, as usual, straining across his broad shoulders, Mark rushed in
- and dropped into the nearest chair, his brown eyes bright with an all
- too-familiar eagerness.
- "It's about the election, sir... I just wanted you to know I'm backing
- you one hundred percent. If you need any help with your campaign, any
- help at all, all you've got to do is ask." Surprised, Riley didn't
- even want to think about what Mark's well-intentioned fervor could do
- to a campaign.
- "I appreciate the offer, but I wasn't actually planning to do much ...
- just put up a few posters to remind people I'm running again. Since
- it's a one-horse race, it's a waste of money to do anything else."
- In the act of stretching out his long legs, Mark froze.
- "You mean you don't know?"
- Something in his shocked tone warned Riley he wasn't going to like what
- was coming next.
- "Know what?" he asked carefully.
- "That you've got some competition this year. And it's a woman, too!
- Let me tell you, it about knocked my socks off when I heard about it.
- From what Isabel Martinez over at the county clerk's office said, the
- lady just barely met the residency requirements. She moved here from
- Dallas"-- " Dallas? " Riley echoed sharply, the memory of flashing
- green eyes working their way back into his thoughts.
- "You aren't talking about Becca Prescott, are you?"
- "Yeah. According to Isabel, she came out here to take care of her
- grandmother after she had a stroke. You know her?"
- ?
- "Only well enough to give her a ticket she wasn't too happy about," he
- said flatly. And to know that the lady wasn't big as a minute. Barely
- five-four if she was an inch, she couldn't have weighed a hundred and
- ten pounds dripping wet. She might have held the title of deputy in
- Dallas, but Riley seriously doubted she could have been anything but a
- paper-pusher. No man with a brain in his head would want a woman like
- her as backup in the field.
- Memories, dark and bitter and long buried, stirred like the ashes of a
- fire that refused to die, but Riley had no intention of letting them
- fan to life. His expression cold, he ruthlessly forced the stark
- pictures back to the distant, black pit of the past. There were some
- things a man was better off forgetting.
- "Isabel said she seems just spunky enough to give you a run for your
- money," Mark said, worry knitting his thick brows together into what
- looked like a ledge across his square forehead.
- "You know, it might not hurt to schedule a few more speeches and see
- about getting a campaign manager. Just in case. You wouldn't want to
- underestimate the lady or anything."
- Shaking off his grim mood, Riley almost laughed. If his opponent had
- been anyone but a woman, he might have had something to be concerned
- about. But Lordsburg wasn't a big, cosmopolitan city like Dallas. This
- was ranch country and still pretty much a man's world. The voters were
- conservative, and they weren't going to take kindly to the idea of a
- Becca Prescott toting a side arm or dealing with troublemakers who
- weighed twice as much as she did. She could campaign until she was
- blue in the face, but it wasn't go' rag to change the fact that she was
- the wrong sex for a sheriff, and an outsider as vlell. She was beaten
- before she even got started.
- "I'll think about it," he agreed, mainly to appease the younger man.
- "But I'm not going to lose any sleep over the lady. Once the voters
- get a good look at her, she's going to have a hard time convincing
- anyone she's serious."
- Seated at her kitchen table as she figured up her monthly bills, Becca
- stared down at the pitiful balance in her checking account and tried
- not to wince. It wasn't easy. That morning she'd sold her
- grandmother's old Ford to Frank Taylor, the rancher down the road, but
- she hadn't been able to get much for it, since she hadn't replaced the
- broken headlight or done the other things necessary to make it street
- legal. What little she had gotten had gone to pay last night's
- exorbitant ticket. Then she'd had to dip into her miserable excuse of
- a savings account to buy a battery for her Jeep. With what she had
- left in her account, she and her daughter, Chloe, would he lucky to eat
- hamburger until payday.
- For what seemed like the thousandth time since her~ grandmother had
- died, Becca found herself second guessing her decision to stay in
- Lordsburg. Granted, she'd inherited her grandmother's house, but there
- wasn't much work in the area. The only thing she'd been able to find
- was a part-time position as a teacher's aide three days a week, and it
- didn't pay peanuts.
- She knew if they returned to' Dallas, she could probably get her old
- job back. But she and Chloe hadn't exactly been living high off the
- hog there, either. She hadn't been able to afford an apartment in the
- best area of town, which had presented another problem. Some of the
- neighborhood bullies had decided it would he fun to pick on a deputy's
- daughter, and Beeca had been afraid to let Chloe out of her sight.
- There was no way in hell she was
- ? going to put her back in that situation, especially when she was so
- much happier now.
- If, however, she could manage to sell her grandmother's house, she'd be
- able to afford something in a better neighborhood than they'd been in
- before. Playing the devil's advocate, Becca had to admit that was a
- big if.
- Lordsburg wasn't exactly a hot spot for real estate. The house could
- he on the market for years before a buyer was found.
- Which left her and Chloe right where they were, with barely two nickels
- to rub together. God help them if they had any kind of emergency.
- A knock at the back door distracted her, but before she could answer
- it, Margaret Hawkins, one of her neighbors, blew in like a dust storm.
- "_Becc__a, thank God you're home!" she breathed in relief, her brown
- eyes snapping behind the leases of her bifocals.
- "I'm so mad, I could spit!"
- The most eccentric of three ladies who had been her grandmother's
- neighbors for fifty years or more, Margaret lived life with a vigor
- that Becca couldn't help but love.
- Eighty if she was a day, she kept her hair dyed strawberry blond and
- didn't care a fig if it looked natural or not~ A potter by trade, she
- wore clothes and jewelry as outrageous as her hair. No one could ever
- accuse her of being dull.
- Grinning affectionately, Becca pulled out a chair for her at the table,
- then headed for the stove.
- "Have a seat while I make a pot of tea. You look like you could use
- some." Too agitated to sit still, Margaret paced the length of the
- big, old-fashioned kitchen with her usual restless energy. Her free~
- flowing red-and-gold-gauze dress streaming out behind her plump figure,
- she whirled suddenly and waved a piece of paper under Becca's nose.
- "Look at
- 21 this--this garbage. That man actually had the nerve to give me a
- ticket for disturbing the peace! " Bewildered, Becca echoed, " A
- ticket? For disturbing the peace? Let me see that. "
- "I wasn't doing a thing," the other woman claimed with outraged
- innocence as Becca smoothed out the crumbled citation and read it.
- "Just crossing the street in front of the art-supply store when that
- pup of a deputy-Mark What's-his-name--stopped me and accused me of
- jaywalking. Right there in front of God and everyone!"
- she buffed, her softly lined, usually smiling face snapping into an
- indignant frown.
- "But there're no crosswalks there or traffic signals," Becca said.
- "What did he expect you to do--go three blocks down to the nearest
- light and cross there?"
- "You got it, sweetie. Can you imagine? I told him he was crazy, and
- that if I was his granny, there was no way in hell he'd make me do
- that."
- Her eyes starting to dance, Becca said dryly, "Let me guess... that's
- when he gave you the ticket for disturbing the peace."
- "Yes! JUst like I was some drunk making a ruckus in the middle of
- church! So I figured if I was going to get a ticket anyway, I might as
- well speak my mind. And let me tell you, he didn't like it one little
- bit when I told him he ought to be ashamed of himself, picking on an
- old lady who didn't have anything but her Social Security. That's when
- he got all red in the face and threatened to haul me in if I didn't go
- on about my business."
- Her smile slipping, Becca could picture the scene all too easily.
- Under other circumstances, it would have been comical. But there was
- nothing funny about her elderly friend scraping together what pennies
- she had left after
- ? her bills were paid for a ticket that should never have been issued
- in the first place.
- Tucking the citation into the pocket of her jeans, Becca slipped an arm
- around the older woman's shoulder and gave her a hug.
- "Don't worry about it," she said reassuringly.
- "I'll take care of it."
- It wasn't an idle promise. Looking after her three eccentric neighbors
- came as easily to Becca as nursing her grandmother had. The only adult
- under seventy-eight in a string of four houses ten miles outside of
- town, she ran errands for them, took care of them when they were sick
- and took on their battles when they needed a defender.
- And right now, Margaret needed someone to fight a battle for her.
- Becca was just the one to do it.
- ~ hal~! interviews. His success as sheriff was well documented and a
- matter of public record. It was his past he didn't care to discuss,
- the life he'd buried before he'd settled in Lordsburg. That was
- ancient history and had nothin~ to do with the man he was today. But
- some things couldn't be avoided, especially in an election year when he
- had competition for the first time in nearly a decade. That thought
- brought the image of Becca Prescott to mind, irritating him no end.
- With Sydney O'Keefe seated across his desk from him, the last thing he
- needed was the distraction his opponent provided. -A reporter for the
- Hidalgo County Gazette, Sydney had the nose of a bloodhound when it
- came to a story. and the tenacity. With the awards she'd won, she
- could have made a name for herself on any big-city paper in the
- country, but for reasons Riley couldn't begin to guess at, she didn't
- seem the least bit interested in venturing further afield.
- Dreading the thorough questions he knew were sure to come, he resigned
- himself to the inevitable and settled back against the age-softened
- leather of his desk chair.
- "I've got fifteen minutes," he told her, his blue eyes glinting with
- challenge.
- "Give it your best shot." More than equal to the task, Sydney jumped
- right in.
- "It's no secret that you've had some problems with your staff over the
- last couple of months. Do you plan to make any changes before or after
- the election? Assuming you're reelected," she quickly added with a
- small smile when he gave her a sharp look.
- Half expecting the question, since the problems he'd been having were
- the talk of the town, Riley said, "Whenever you take on new,
- inexperienced personnel, mistakes are going to be made. It goes with
- the territory.
- That doesn't mean you fire"-- A sudden commotion in the outer office
- interrupted him.
- "Wait!" John Sanchez, one of his deputies, called out in surprise.
- "Ma'am, you can't go in there! Sheriff Whitaker's busy" -- "This won't
- take a minute." With the promise floating down the hall ahead of her,
- Becca hurriedly evaded the deputy and rushed through the open office
- door. The second she spied him seated at his desk, she had eyes for no
- one but Riley. Her gaze locked with his, and suddenly her heart was
- pounding crazily. From irritation, she assured herself quickly,
- refusing to notice how ruggedly handsome he looked in the light of day.
- He might he a good-looking son of a gun, but what kind of sheriff
- allowed his deputies to harass little old ladies?
- Marching right up to his desk, she carefully laid the ticket down in
- front of him and gave him a sweet smile that was as sharp as the
- daggers in her eyes.
- "Good afternoon, Sheriff," she said pleasantly. Too pleasantly.
- ?
- "Forgive me for interrupting, but I was wondering if you'd care to
- explain this."
- Riley's gaze shifted from the citation to Becca Prescott to the
- flustered deputy who hurried in after her with the clear intention of
- doing whatever he had to to get her out of there.
- All too aware of Sydney taking in the entire scene like a kid at a
- candy store, he could already see the headlines.
- Somethnes, he thought, swallowing an oath, it just didn't pay to get
- out of bed in the morning. Quickly waving John away, he said, "It's
- okay. I'll handle it."
- Not fooled by her apologetic manner, R/Icy knew a riled lady when he
- saw one. Oh, she hid it well--he had to give her credit. But behind
- that saccharine smile of hers, she was all but grinding her teeth,
- champing at the bit to light into someone. It didn't take three
- guesses to figure out who.
- He picked up the citation she'd laid before him, as- sure hag it was
- the one he'd given her last night, though he couldn't for the' life of
- him figure out why she thought arguing about it now was going to do her
- any good. Then he read it.
- "This is for disturbing the peace," he said in
- "That's right," she said approvingly, like a teacher praising a first
- grader's attempt at reading.
- "One of your precious deputies gave it to my eighty-year-old neighbor
- because she argued with him when he stopped her for jaywalking.
- JayWalking, Mr. Whitaker," she stressed in a honeyed voice, her eyes
- mapping with fire.
- "What's the matter? Were your deputies having a slow day? Or do they
- make a habit of picking on little old ladies to liven things up?"
- "No, of course not"
- "So giving frivolous tickets to octogenarians is standard practice for
- your office? Is that what you're saying?"
- She was spoiling for a fight, but Riley wasn't a man who let anyone
- pull his strings easily. Especially this little bit of woman who he
- hadn't even known existed yesterday.
- "My deputies aren't in the habit of harassing anyone, especially senior
- citizens," he said carefully.
- "Since this is the first I've heard of it, I can't comment on the
- circumstances, but you can be sure I'll look into it."
- If that was supposed to reassure her, Becca had news for him. She knew
- the procedure as well as he did--he'd question his deputy, then accept
- his version of the incident as gospel, case closed. And poor Margaret
- would still be stuck with a ticket she didn't have the money to pay.
- "That's it?"
- she demanded incredulously.
- "You're just going to look into the matter?"
- Beginning to get irritated, Riley suddenly found himself battling a
- crazy urge to grin. Damn, she had a short fUse.
- "You got a better suggestion?"
- "You're dam right I do," she retorted.
- "But if you think I'm going to tell you how to straighten up this
- place' and get you reelected, you're crazy!"
- She stormed out without another word, leaving behind a silence that
- fairly crackled with tension. Muttering a curse under his breath,
- Riley tore his gaze from the empty doorway only to have his eyes lock
- with Sydney's amused one. After one look at the Cheshire-cat smile
- slowly spreading across her face, he knew he was in trouble.
- God, how could he have forgotten her? She'd sat as quietly as a mouse,
- eating up Becca Prescott's defense of her friend with a spoon.
- Tomorrow's paper would be full of it:
- Sheriff Accused Of Harassing Old Ladies.
- ?
- He'd never live it down.
- Sitting back in his chair, he surveyed Sydney wryly.
- "I suppose it's too much to hope that you don't know who that was."
- Unabashed, she laughed softly.
- "You're darn tootin', cowboy. You know me--I always do my homework.
- "By lunchtime today, I knew everything there was to know about Becca
- Prescott, including her shoe size. You're in for a tough fight."
- That was just what he'd been afraid of. If today had proved anything,
- it was that the lady was more than willing to stand up for what she
- believed in.
- "She's an outsider. That won't sit well with a lot of people."
- "So were you at one time," she reminded him.
- "And that didn't stop you from getting elected. She also has
- experience, the kind that could get her hired in any law enforcement
- office in the country. Her ex-boss in Dallas could do nothing but sing
- her praises when I called him about her.
- Said she could have been bossing him instead of the other way around if
- she hadn't been a woman. " She waited expectantly for him' to respond,
- but Riley's tooroma hadn't raised any idiots. He liked Sydney,
- respected her, admired her tenacity. But he never, ever, forgot that
- she was a reporter.
- "That dog won't hunt, Syd. This election isn't going to be a battle of
- the sexes."
- "Maybe not for you," she replied easily, undaunted, "but don't bet your
- job that it won't be on the minds of every dude and dudette in this
- county. Becca Prescott is going to gain a lot of sympathy from the
- women around here. She lost a husband to cancer while she was pregnant
- with her daughter, then paid off his medical bills with the little bit
- of life insurance they had. She could have gone on public assistance,
- could have sat down and felt sorry for herself, and no one would have
- blamed her. But
- 27 she didn't. She got a job with one of the largest sheriff's offices
- in the country and supported herself and her baby without anyone's
- help. Then, when her grandmother got sick, she walked away from a good
- job to do the right thing. That takes guts, and once the women in this
- county learn. more about her, they're going to like what they hear.
- "
- "I didn't say they wouldn't like her," Riley argued diplomatically.
- "From the sound of it, she has a lot of admirable traits. But this
- isn't a popularity contest. We're talking about who's best for the
- job, and my record speaks for itself. I've protected the citizens of
- this county and their property for almost ten years, and I don't think
- they're going to be too keen on voting me out of office, let alone
- replacing me with some newcomer they don't know from Adam."
- "What about the problems you've been having? The mix-ups? The
- mistakes?"
- A muscle riPPled along Riley's granite jaw. Ten years of excellent law
- enforcement shouldn't be shrugged aside because of a few stupid
- mistakes. His blue eyes shuttered, he struggled for patience, refusing
- to let her rattle him.
- "We've had some turnovers in the last year, and anytime you take on
- rookies, you've got to expect some problems," he explained calmly.
- "Inexperience will show every time, but you don't fire someone just
- because he makes a few minor mistakes. Rookies are by nature overeager
- and too anxious to make an impression. Unfortunately, it's usually the
- wrong one."
- "So you think this is just a temporary condition?" she asked shrewdly,
- nailing him down.
- "Of course," he said confidently, and silently prayed he wasn't
- whistling in the wind.
- Chapter 2
- Sydney left soon after that, and Riley couldn't deny he was glad to see
- her go. Usually they got along fine, but there was no question that
- she made him nervous when she got that reportefts gleam in her eyes.
- Nothing stood in her way when she smelled a story, and there were more
- than a few things in his past he'd rather not have laid bare ',m the
- paper.
- In the outer office, phones rang above the clatter of computer keys,
- and at the coffee machine in the staff room, John Sanchez and Myrtle
- Purvis, the mouthy dispatcher who had been part of the office long
- before Riley had come on the scene, argued over the possibility of the
- Dallas Cowboys winning another Superbowl this year. He had his own
- ideas on the subject, but next year's budget projections littered his
- desk, and if he didn't get the numbers together and to the city
- council, he was going to have more explaining to do.
- Blocking everything out, Riley was bent over his desk, scowling, when
- there was a perfunctory knock on his door. He looked ~p to find Gable
- Rawlings striding into his office as if he owned it. A slow grin
- turned up one corner of Riley's mouth.
- "Well, come on in, man," he drawled, motioning to the chair the rancher
- had already dropped into.
- "Make yourself at home."
- Humor glinting in his light blue eyes, (}able did just that, stretching
- out his long legs. As head of the Double R Ranch, one of the most
- successful spreads in southwestern New Mexico, he could, at times, cut
- a commanding figure. But never with his friends. And he'd c]almed
- Riley as a friend from the moment he'd first been elected sheriff and
- started cleaning up the corruption of his predecessor.
- "Don't give me a hassle, Whitaker. You've got a problem."
- "More than one," Riley replied ~ppantly, frowning down at the
- alarmingly high figures he'd just come up with.
- "Which one were you referring to?"
- "Becca Prescott."
- Riley's head snapped up.
- "What is it with that woman?" he complained crossly.
- "I only just learned of her existence last night, and now she's all
- anyone wants to talk about!"
- The humor fading from his weathered face, Gable said, "I'm not
- surprised. Josey can't stop singing her praises."
- Frowning at the thought of one of his best friends' wives supporting
- his competition, he sat up straighter.
- "She's met her?"
- He nodded.
- "At the elementary school. She's a teach- efts aide there, and Josey
- ran into her a couple of days ago when she stopped to make sure all the
- kids had their shots. She thinks you're going to have a fight on your
- hands,
- ?
- Riley, and so do I. Have you hired a campaign manager yet? "
- "No, of course not. You know I never mess with that kind of stuff."
- "Because you've never had any competition before. You haven't got that
- luxury this year. The lady could give you a run for your money."
- "Oh, come on," Riley scoffed.
- "We're talking about a woman. A little bitty woman," he stressed,
- using his hands to indicate her height and build.
- "Sure, she could probably run the office without too much trouble, but
- how's she going to handle Dan. Trainer when he gets plastered every
- payday and starts pushing his wife around?
- Even drunk he'll be able to swat her out of his way like a gnat. Can
- you honestly see the men in this county taking her seriously? "
- "In case you've forgotten, men aren't the only ones who have the vote
- around here," Gable said dryly.
- "A lot of women are going to like what Mrs. Prescott has to say,
- especially when she zeroes in on the mistakes that have been plaguing
- your office for the last couple of months. When the ladies step into
- the voting booth, you could be history."
- Far from resenting his friend's remarks, Riley had to give him cue
- dit--he didn't beat around the bush but shot straight from the hip.
- "That's why I just had a long discussion with Sydney O'Keefe. I wasn't
- making excuses, but I wanted her and her readers to know that I've
- hired more new people this year than I have in all the other years I've
- been in office combined. And rookies make mistakes. But they'll
- learn--you just have to give them time. Once the voters understand
- that, they'll see that Beeca Prescott has far more liabilities than I
- do."
- It was a sound argument, but Gable still wasn't convinced.
- "Maybe, but the lady's obviously got a lot going for her, and a good
- campaign manager would know how to handle her.
- And you know how short people's memories are. A lot of them are going
- to forget all the good things you've done and just remember the
- screwups"-- As if his words had conjured up the main perpetrator of
- those screwups, Mark Newman knocked at Riley's of rice door and only
- then noticed he had a visitor.
- "Oh, I'm sorry, sir. I got a message that you wanted to see me, but I
- didn't mean to interrupt. I'll come back later." Normally, Riley
- would have preferred to speak to the younger man in private, but his
- shift ended soon, and if he didn't talk to him now, he wouldn't get a
- chance to until tomorrow.
- "That's not necessary," he said, mo- fioning him in.
- "Have a seat, Mark. I understand you issued a disturbing-the-peace
- citation this morning."
- "Yes, sir!" Always eager to talk about his work, Mark sank into the
- chair next to Gable's like a 1ooselimbed puppy," his brown eyes alight
- with indignation as he reeatled the incident.
- "I stopped a woman for jaywalking on Main Street. She cut across the
- street right in front of me!"
- "Were you in your patrol car?"
- "No, s'~r. I'd just stepped out of the City Diner, where I'd had
- breakfast."
- "Were there any other vehicles on the street? Did she almost get
- hit?"
- "No, but it was a clear violation, sir, no question about it. And
- after your memo the other morning, I couldn't just let it slide. So I
- stopped the lady and explained to her that she was violating the law by
- not using the crosswalk."
- Hot color, nearly as red as his cropped, curly hair, stole up his
- throat into his cheeks.
- "That's when she
- ?
- chewed me out like a kid caught throwing spitballs in school. And she
- was loud, sir! Everybody in the diner heard her, so I had no choice
- but to cite her for disturbing the peace. "
- His lips pressed into a flat line, Riley didn't dare laugh, or look at
- Gable, who was suddenly staring at the ceiling with fierce interest.
- What, he wondered wildly, was he going to do with the kid? He'd tried
- to be patient with him, to get him to temper his enthusiasm with common
- sense, but every time Riley thought he was getting through to him, Mark
- pulled a stupid stunt like this. Jaywalking, for God's sake! No
- wonder Becca Prescott had chewed a strip off of him--the whole damn
- thing was ridiculous. And trouble he couldn't afford with the election
- just around the' corner.
- Unclenching his jaw, Riley leaned back in his chair and surveyed his
- deputy, letting the silence stretch just long enough to let Mark know
- he was less than pleased.
- "I realize that must have been difficult for you," he said finally.
- "Especially if you were in the right and she really was jaywalking.
- But sometimes the hardest part of the job is hanging on to your temper
- and not letting someone goad you into making a bad decision. Which is
- what happened here. "
- "But she broke the law!"
- "A misdemeanor," Riley countered.
- "Jaywalking is hardly a federal offense. And if you were so concerned
- about the law she broke, you should have given her a ticket for that,
- not for disturbing the peace because she argued with you. Old ladies
- speak their minds. It's a free country.
- You can't go around ticketing them because you don't like what they
- say. So next time, try to be a little more tactful, okay? "
- He posed the order in the form of a suggestion, b Mark wasn't dense.
- Pushing to his feet, he nodded stiffly.~ "Yes, sir. I'll do my best.
- Now, if you'll excuse me, I" got some ~ports to finish. " Like a kid
- escaping from ~/ principal's office, he wasted no time in leaving. The
- minute he was out of earshot, Riley checked l/ phone book and dialed
- Margaret Hawkins's numb~ " Margaret, this is Sheriff Whitaker," he
- said, grating 11 easily as soon as she answered the phone.
- "I understa~ you had a little trouble with one of my deputies this
- morning."
- As expected, she gave him an earful, but Riley syml: thized with her
- and assured her he understood perfect! As sheriff, he wasn't just a
- law~nforlaanent officer, b a friend, confidant and advisor to the
- citizens of Hidall County. He'd learned a long time ago that
- talking--at listening--to people could accomplish a lot more than
- playing the heavy, so when he hung up a few minutes late he and
- Margaret had an agreement. He would tear up the ticket, and she would
- try to remember to use the eros walk from now on.
- "The minute Becea Prescott hears about this, you knc what's going to
- happen, don't you?" Gable asked as sot as he hung up.
- "She's going to aCCUse you of tearing t that ticket to win votes."
- "Let her," he said with a shrug.
- "No one will belie~ her. It's common knowledge that I've been tearing
- t frivolous tickets for years."
- "I still think you need a campaign manager."
- "Why? He'll just tell me to put up some more poste and work on the
- speeches I've already got scheduled. ~ relax, will you? I've got
- everything under control. Becc Prescott hasn't got a prayer."
- ?
- Still miffed in spite of the fact that she'd given her opponent a
- well-deserved piece of her mind, Becca would have liked nothing better
- than to forget she'd ever laid eyes on him, Winning the lottery would
- have been easier.
- The word was now out that she was running for sheriff, so when she
- stopped at the elementary school where she worked to pick up Chloe from
- kindergarten, the only thing her friends and co-workers wanted to talk
- about was the election and Riley Whitaker. When she and Chloe stopped
- at the printer's to pick up the posters she'd ordered to advertise her
- candidacy--posters she had, thankfully, paid for before Riley hit her
- with that outrageous ticket last night--she couldn't look at them
- without thinking of the man she was challenging.
- The real killer, however, was when she drove into her driveway and
- found her three neighbors waiting for her on the wide porch that
- stretched across the front of her grandmother's wood-frame house.
- Seated next to her in the passenger seat of her ten-year-old Jeep,
- Chloe straightened at the sight of their visitors, her blue eyes, so
- like her father's, sparkling with anticipation.
- "Look, Mom, the grannies are here."
- Becca grinned at the eagerness in her daughter's voice. The three
- ladies had claimed Chloe as all adopted granddaughter from the moment
- she and Becca had moved in. Invariably, at least one of them was
- waiting for her on the porch after school with a special treat.
- "If they keep bringing you cookies, I'm going to have to go on a
- diet."
- Chloe giggled and was out the door like a shot the minute the car
- stopped. Shaking her head at the five-year old unflagging energy,
- Becca retrieved the posters from the back seat and followed more
- slowly, her heart warming as she watched her three elderly Lriends hug
- Chloe and fuss over her.
- TJaey ranged in age from seventy-eight to eighty-one and were as
- different as night and day. Clara Simpson, short and plump, was a
- sweet-tempered gossip who adored a good love story. Unapologetically
- vain, she would rather bump into things than wear her ~ in public, and
- she never left her house without rouge and lipstick on. Lucille
- Brickman, on the other hand, had no patience for cosmetics, kept her
- iron gray hair cropped close to her head and was as straightforward as
- she was tall. She never called a spade anything but what it was, but
- she was a soft touch when it came to kids. She'd never had any of her
- own and would have walked over fire for Chloe.
- And then there was Margaret. Surveying the potter's latest getup,
- Bccca made no attempt to hold back a broad, fond smile. Wearing a
- purple-and-yellow muumuu and clunky gold earrings, she greeted Becca
- with a fierce hug.
- "You're the sweetest thing for talking to the sheriff!" she exclaimed,
- enveloping her again in a perfumed embrace.
- "He called me."
- "He did?"
- Practically beaming, her parchment-fine chceks blushing like a
- schoolgirl's, she nodded.
- "He was so nice! He said the ticket was all a misunderstanding--he was
- sure I just forgot to use the crosswalk. So he's going to tear it up
- and we can forget this unfortunate incident ever happened. Wasn't that
- thoughtful of him?"
- Lucille, sitting straight as a poker in the porch swing, humphed at
- that. "It sounds like election year shenanigans to me." Shaking her
- head in exasperation at her friend, she said affectionateiy, "I swear,
- Margaret, sometimes you're so incredibly naive. Of course he tore up
- the ticket. The man was trying to buy your vote."
- ?
- Wide-eyed, Margaret gasped.
- "No, he wasn't! Was he?"
- "Riley Whitaker's not like that, and you know it, Lucy," Clara scolded,
- shooting Lucille a chiding frown.
- "If he tore up a ticket, it was because it never should have been given
- in the first place. Which doesn't mean I'm voting for him," she
- assured Becca quickly, in case she'd misunderstood her defense of the
- man.
- "I just don't think we should accuse the poor boy unjustly."
- Becca wanted to smile at that--no one but Clara would describe
- Lordsburg's tough, ruggedly masculine sheriff as a boy--but somehow she
- managed to keep a straight face.
- "Whatever his motives were, the ticket's been torn up and that's all
- that matters." Deliberately changing the subject, she said, "I picked
- up my posters while I was out.
- Come take a look and tell me what you think. "
- "We're going to put them up all over town after supper," Chloe confided
- excitedly as they followed Becca inside the house to exclaim over the
- professionalism of the notices, which Becca had designed herself.
- "Mama said I can put some up, too. But we have to make sure they don't
- come down or we could get in trouble for littering." Lucille gave a
- quick, teasing tug on her ponytail.
- "You got that right, spider. Some of us" -- she gave Margaret a
- pointed look "--have already tangled with the law enough for one day,
- so we'd better mind our p's and q's. Why don't we help you and your
- more, and then you'll he finished that much faster? We can divide them
- up, then each go in our own car, and cover the whole county fore
- dark."
- Margaret and Clara immediately seconded the suggestion, chattering
- excitedly about the places they thought the handbills would get the
- most attention, but Becca hesitated, not sure the idea was a good one.
- Clinging to
- 37 their fiercely guarded independence as long as they dared, they all
- still drove--though the times they actually went out alone were
- becoming rarer and rarer. And every time they did, Becca found herself
- holding her breath until they returned.
- Lucille had a heavy foot, Clara had a tendency to crawl and Margaret,
- God love her, was usually off in a world of her own making. And none
- of them could see well late in the day when the light was fading.
- Afraid to let them out of her sight, Becca wracked her brain for an
- excuse to turn them down, but even as the words hovered on her tongue,
- she took one look at their expectant faces and knew she couldn't say
- them. Since her grandmother's death, the three of them had become like
- family to her and Chloe, and she loved them dearly. After all the
- times she had run errands for them, this was a rare opportunity for
- them to do something for her, and she couldn't deny them. Even if she
- knew she'd be worried sick about them the entire time they were running
- around the countryside by themselves.
- "Let me get a county map," she said, giving in gracefully, "and we'll
- decide who goes where."
- Even with help, putting up the posters took longer than Becca had
- expected. With Chloe's enthusiastic assistance, she covered the north
- end of Lordsburg and the county, tacking handbills on strategic fence
- posts, utility poles and, when she was lucky, a lonely tree. By the
- time she put up the last poster and headed for home, the sun had long
- since sunk below the horizon, and Chloe was falling asleep in the
- passenger seat.
- Pulling into the driveway of her darkened house, Becca cut the engine.
- Chloe only sighed and settled more comfortably against the padded
- console, which she'd been using as a pillow for the last fifteen
- minutes. Glancing
- ? down at her ragamuffin of a five-year-old, Becca grinned.
- The little imp was dirty, her hair a tangled cloud around her face and
- her stomach full of Clara's chocolate-chip cookies, which she'd snacked
- on ever since they'd left the house. She needed a bath, something
- nutritious for supper, then bed, but Becca didn't have the heart to
- wake her. She was tuckered out, poor baby.
- Coming around to the passenger side, Becca scooped her up and carried
- her inside to bed. Exhausted herself, she would have liked nothing
- better than to call it a night. But the minute she'd pulled into her
- driveway, she'd noticed that all three of her neighbors' houses were
- shrouded in darkness, their driveways empty. Returning to the front
- porch after making sure Chloe was out for the count, Becca frowned at
- the blacktop county road that ran in an unbroken line all the way to
- town ten miles away. There wasn't a headlight in sight.
- Concern knotted her stomach. They should have been back hours ago.
- She'd taken most of the posters with her just to make sure they
- wouldn't be out after dark, yet here it was going on nine o'clock and
- there was no sign of them. Dammit, where were they?
- As if in answer to her silent query, first one, then a second and a
- third pair of headlights appeared on the western horizon. Her heart
- pounding crazily in relief, Becca dropped into the porch swing and sent
- up a silent prayer of thanks.
- "Oh, Becca, we've had the most marvelous time!" Margaret cried in
- greeting as she surged up onto the porch with Lucille and Clara right
- on her heels.
- "I haven't had so much fun in years!"
- "We've been everywhere--just everywhere!" Lucille added with more
- enthusiasm than Becca had ever seen her show.
- "I had no idea this county was so big."
- "And look what we found!" Clara said gaily.
- "Aren't they great?"
- In the yellow glare of the Porch light, they held up dozens of posters
- for the upcoming election. And from everyone of them, Riley Whitaker
- glared back at Becca almost accusingly.
- Horrified, she gasped.
- "What do you mean, found? Where did you get these?"
- "Oh, everywhere,~' Margaret said airily, her brown eyes dancing with
- mischief.
- "On trees and fences--everywhere we wanted to put up your posters."
- "So we took them down and put yours up instead," Clara added, delighted
- with their cleverness.
- "Or~ we covered up the sheriff's."
- "We thought it would be okay, as he's the incumbent and doesn't need
- the publicity like you do, since you're new in town." Lucille's smile
- starting to dim as she noticed Becca's dismay, she glanced worriedly at
- her cohorts in crime.
- "I think we blew it."
- Just as quickly, their faces fell, making Becca feel like the biggest
- spoilsport in the world. They hadn't meant any harm, she reasoned.
- They'd just been trying to help. And while she doubted they'd done
- anything illegal, she didn't want to run her campaign that way.
- "It's okay," she assured them, giving each a hug as she took the
- posters.
- "You didn't blow anything--you just got a little carried away. It's
- nothing that can't be fixed."
- "You mean you're going to put them back?" Clara gasped in
- disappointment.
- "All of them?"
- "I'm afraid so," Becca said, barely managing to hold back a smile.
- "I
- think it's the only fair thing to do, don't you? " Afraid of the
- answer she might get to that, she added quickly, " Would one of you
- mind staying with
- ?
- Chloe? She's zonked out, poor baby, and I hate to drag her out again.
- "
- "Of course," Margaret said.
- "I can stay as long as you need me to.
- Would you like Clara or Lucille to go with you to help? "
- "No, no, I can handle it. Just give me a quick rundown of the routes
- you took so I can put everything back where it belongs. I'll be back
- as soon as I can." Apologizing repeatedly for their bad judgment, the
- ladies rehashed their routes for her, then gave her a jumbled list of
- all the places they thought they'd removed the sheriff's posters from.
- But as Beeca raced through the night, retracing theft steps, she had to
- stop and not only rehang Riley's posters, but check her own to make
- sure one of his wasn't hidden behind it. It was a tedious task.
- Alone in the dark with not even a silver of moon to guide her, Becca
- lost track of the number of times she braked to a quick stop and jumped
- out of her Jeep to tack Riley's face up on a post. It got so she knew
- his rugged features as well as her own.
- It was, she decided, damn irritating. She barely knew the man and
- wanted nothing to do with him. He'd already made it clear he didn't
- approve of women in law enforcement, and that alone was enough to make
- her avoid him like the plague. So why couldn't she get his attractive
- face out of her head, damn his hide? She hadn't looked at a single man
- since Tom had died before Chloe was born, and she hadn't missed the
- male attention. Not once. But there was something about Riley
- Whitaker. It had to be his smart mouth, she mused, scowling at the
- printed image of the man staring her right in the eye. He had a way of
- getting her goat, of challenging her, that raised her hackles. If she
- was looking forward to locking horns with him again, it was just
- because she enjoyed
- 41 sparring with him and putting him in his place. The fact that he
- was a good-looking son of a gun had nothing to do with anything.
- Satisfied that she'd figured out her unwanted attraction to him, she
- frowned critically at the poster she'd just tacked to the tree that
- stood on the northwest corner of the courthouse square. She'd hung it
- too low. Avoiding the knowing eyes of the one-dimensional man who
- stared back at her, she jerked the poster down so she could rehang
- it.
- Heading for the jail after checking out a domestic- disturbance call
- north of town, Riley turned from Main Street onto Third and hoped Lance
- Carson, the deputy who'd drawn the eleven-to-seven shift that week, had
- come in early for once. Riley was beat. Already anticipating at least
- eight hours of uninterrupted slumber, he didn't notice the woman
- standing in the dark shadows of the gnarled old oak tree by the
- courthouse until she moved.
- In the beam of his headlights, the white of a cotton blouse was as
- bright as a candle's glow in the darkness, the cloud of reddish brown
- hair curling around slim shoulders immediately snagging his attention.
- Becca Prescott.
- Even before he saw her face, he knew it was her--she had the kind of
- hair a man didn't easily forget. And if he wasn't mistaken, she was
- holding one of his posters in her hand and looking guilty as simA slow
- smile lit his eyes. Never taking his gaze from her, he switched on the
- lights on top of his patrol car, and suddenly the night was whirling
- with color. Pulling over next to the curb, he got out and surveyed the
- lady across the hood of his car.
- ?
- "Collecting souvenirs, Mrs. Prescott?" he drawled, one corner of his
- mouth curling up in a devilish grin as his gaze met hers.
- "And here I didn't think you cared." Bccca would have dearly loved to
- crawl in a hole. Of all the times the drat ted man could have picked
- to come across her, why did it have to be now, when she looked like a
- thief caught in the act?
- Her cheeks burning, she lifted her chin and gave him a sweet,
- ingratiating smile.
- "Like I always say, trust your first impressions. This isn't what it
- seems, Whitaker." Amused, he arched a brow and started around the
- front of his car toward her.
- "Oh, no? Then suppose you tell me what it is."
- Fighting the sudden, crazy need to run, she stood her ground, but it
- wasn't easy. Looking up at him, she could actually see herself
- reflected in his eyes, and the image shook her.
- "I was putting your poster up, not taking it down ." "Yeah, right. And
- I'm Clint Eastwood."
- It was a comparison Becca would have rather not had to make, but her
- eyes were already traveling over him, noting the similarities in height
- and rangy build, the don'tmesswith-me attitude. He might not be Dirty
- Harry, but she didn't doubt for a second that when it came to trouble,
- he was the kind of man she'd want on her side in a fight.
- Shifting uncomfortably at the thought, she quipped, "Well, Clint, I
- wish I had time for an autograph, but I've still got a lot of posters
- to rehang before I can go home. Now, if you'll excus~ me..." Avoiding
- his gaze, she started around him.
- His tone held a hint of warning, but it was the sound of her name on
- his tongue that stopped her short. Deep and
- 43 husky, it was a call in the night that refused to be ignored.
- Suddenly realizing her pulse was thumping, her throat dry, she
- swallowed.
- "I'm not jerking your string," she said quietly.
- "I got my posters from the printer this afternoon, and my neighbors
- volunteered to help me hang them. They, uh, sort of ran into a
- problem, though." Watching the color come and go in her cheeks, Riley
- frowned, knowing from long years of experience the mischief Margaret,
- Clara and Lucille could get into when they put their heads together.
- "What kind of problem?"
- "Yours."
- "My posters?" he demanded incredulously.
- She winced, nodding.
- "They took yours down." Half expecting him to explode any second, she
- added hurriedly, "They were just trying to help me, and your posters
- were hanging where they wanted to put mine."
- "So they took mine down."
- Biting her bottom lip to hold back the sudden chuckle that was
- threatening to strangle her, she nodded.
- "That about sums it up."
- "And you were hoping you could put them all back before I found out
- anything about this. By yourself? In the dark?"
- "That was the plan," she said, bristling at his tone.
- "And of course I was doing it alone. Is there any reason why I
- shouldn't? If you and your men are doing your job correctly, I should
- be safe anywhere'in this county. Isn't that right?"
- "Of course." The irony of the situation wasn't lost on him, and Riley
- fought to hold back a smile. How galling it must be to her to have to
- rehang his posters. His blue eyes crinkling, he taunted softly, "Does
- this mean I owe you a public thank-you when I win the election?"
- ?
- "Not at all," she snapped.
- "Because you're not going to win."
- Delighted with how easily he could set her temper simmering, he
- grinned.
- "You sound awfully confident for a lady who's new in town and has never
- held public of- rice."
- Somehow managing to look down her nose at him in spite of the fact that
- he stood a head taller, she lifted a delicately arched brow.
- "The definitive word being/ady, I presume?"
- "Read it any way you like," he said easily.
- "But this is cowboy country, honey."
- "Meaning all the men are Neanderthals? Where do you fit in that
- category, Sheriff?"
- Her eyes sparking like hot emeralds in the stark light from his patrol
- car, she met his gaze head-on and had no idea how provocative she
- looked, standing there sparring with him in the dark. Unable to take
- his gaze from her, Riley felt something that was an awful lot like
- desire lodge low in his gut, surprising him. Where the devil had that
- come from?
- Irritated, he reminded himself that he could handle the lady, and
- managed to give her a needling look.
- "Is this for private reference or professional, ma'am?"
- "Don't flatter yourself," she said witheringly.
- "I'm only interested for the sake of the campaign. It helps to know
- what kind of man I'm running against."
- "Well, then, if a Neanderthal is someone who looks after a woman and
- protects her, then I guess the shoe fits.
- It's a fact of life that men are bigger and stronger, women smaller and
- weaker. So like it or not, when there's trouble in this neck of the
- woods and a law-enforcement of- ricer is needed, people expect it to be
- a man. "
- She didn't like that, if the sudden narrowing of her green eyes was any
- indication, but Riley had to give her credit--her smile was as saucy as
- ever.
- "Then I'll just have to change their expectations won't I?"
- She was gone before he could protest, leaving him staring after her
- like a city boy who had never seen a butterfly before. Not that there
- was anything the least bit flighty about Becca Prescott, he reflected
- as she disappeared into the dark interior of her Jeep. The lady didn't
- back down from a fight and tonight she'd proved she had the type of
- ethics that were rarely found in politics.
- He liked her, dammit.
- He would have given anything to deny it. She was going to be
- trouble--he could feel it in his gut. The kind of trouble that could
- make a grown man lay in the dark and ache till he burned. The kind of
- trouble he wanted nothing to do with. Woman trouble.
- He had no reason to trust anything in skirts, not in this lifetime or
- the next. Not after the two women he'd trusted most in the world--his
- wife, Genie, and his DEA partner, Sybil--had each managed to stab him
- in the back within the span of a single week. It had been ten years,
- but he could still taste the bitterness of betrayal as if it were
- yesterday. And it didn't taste any better now than it had then.
- In all the time since then, he hadn't let another woman get close to
- him, hadn't let another woman stir so much as a second thought in him.
- And he didn't intend to let Beeca Prescott change that.
- His face set in harsh lines, he pushed the lady from his thoughts and
- returned to work. And for a while, as long as he was busy with the
- paperwork that was growing into a mountain on his desk, he was able to
- forget her. Then he went home to the small house he'd bought on the
- north side of town.
- Only to discover a poster of Becca smiling at him from where it had
- been tacked to his garage door. After what had happened earlier in the
- evening, he should have expected it.
- Chuckling, he wondered who had dared to leave it there--Becca or one of
- her geriatric friends. He wouldn't have put it past any of them, but
- as he took it inside and switched on the living room lights, he had a
- feeling the lady herself had done it. She smiled up at him sass'dy
- from the poster, her dancing eyes just daring him to throw the handbill
- out. He should have. But he didn't. He couldn't bring himself to ask
- why.
- With the last poster hung, Becca went home and crawled into bed,
- desperate for sleep. But every time she slipped to the edge of
- unconsciousness, a certain sheriff's slow, wicked smile intruded into
- her thoughts, and she was wide awake again, her heart jerking to
- attention in her breast.
- Pounding her pillow, she cursed him with everything she had~ but it was
- still nearly four in the morning before she dropped off into an
- exhausted sleep.
- Not surprisingly, the next day wasn't a good one. Her eyes felt
- scratchy, her head thick. The students, excited about an upcoming
- field trip, couldn't settle down, and it took all the energy she had to
- deal with them. By the time the final bell rang, all she wanted to do
- was collect Chloe, drive home and hibernate for a while.
- But Chloe was excited about the field trip, too, and could talk of
- nothing else as she snacked on milk and cookies. When she went outside
- to play, Becca just had time to check the mail and wash the breakfast
- dishes before she had to start supper.
- Seated at the kitchen 'table, she tossed aside the junk mail and
- advertisements, only to stop at what looked like an official-looking
- letter from the county tax assessor's office.
- Surprised, she tore it open.
- Delinquent taxes. $10,000. Past due. Foreclosure. The words flew at
- her like bats escaping from a cave, dark and threatening. Confused,
- her head starling to throb, Beeca stared at the jumble before her,
- unable to believe what she was reading.
- A mistake, she thought dazedly. The letter claimed that she owed a
- fortune in back taxes, but there had to be a mistake somewhere. Her
- grandmother had been dead only three months.
- There was no way her simple house and acre of land could have ac rued
- anywhere near that amount of taxes in such a short length of time.
- Grabbing the phone, she quickly dialed the number at the bottom of the
- letter. Amy Rodriguez, the mother of one of her students, worked for
- the tax assessor and would he able to answer her questions.
- "Amy," she said with relief when the other woman came on the line.
- "This is Becca Prescott. I've got a problem."
- "You got the letter."
- Becca's breath lodged in her throat at the other worn- an's damning
- words.
- "Oh, God, I thought it was a mistake?
- "I'm afraid not," Amy said regretfully.
- "I'm sorry."
- "But how is this possible?" she cried.
- "It's only been three months since Gran died."
- "But she didn't pay taxes for years before that."
- "What?"
- "Oh, Lord, I thought you knew. But then again, why would you?" Amy
- said, half to herself.
- "You didn't move here until after your grandmother had her stroke, and
- I'm
- ?
- sure taxes were the last thing on your mind then. Gosh, Becca, I'm
- sorry. I should have called and warned you. "
- "Just tell me how this happened," she replied.
- "If Gran didn't pay taxes for years, how was she able to keep this
- place? The county should have foreclosed on her years ago." "Maybe it
- works that way in the big city," Amy said wryly, "but things are a
- little different here. Your grandmother had a lot of friends. Everyone
- liked her and knew her circumstances.
- She was an old lady, a widow with only a small pension to live on, and
- no one wanted to be responsible for putting her out of the home she'd
- lived in for fifty years. "
- "So they let her taxes slide?"
- "It was the easiest thing to do. But now she's gone and..."
- "Somebody has to pay the taxes," Becca finished hollowly.
- "Namely me."
- "I'm afraid so."
- Beeca stared blindly at the letter crushed in her hand, the pitiful
- balance in her savings aCCOunt flashing mockingly in her head. Pennies.
- What she'd been able to scrape together and squirrel away was nothing
- compared to ten thousand dollars.
- "Becca? Are you okay? I know this must be a blow .... " Becca
- swallowed a sharp laugh. Blow? That was like calling the Grand Canyon
- a ditch.
- "Yeah, it is," she said huskily.
- "But I'll find a way to handle it. I have to.
- Thanks for your help. "
- "Sure. If there's anything I can do..."
- Beeca appreciated her offer, but there wasn't anything anyone could do.
- not when she needed a small fortune.
- Dear God, what was she going to do?
- Chapter 3
- The only solution was to get a loan from the bank. The thought came to
- Becca in the middle of the aigh sometime between two and three in the
- morning, whe worry drove her from her bed to pace the length of the of
- rag rug of her bedroom in the dark. Not even in the da} after her
- husband's death, when she found out she w~ pregnant, had she felt so
- alone. Then, at least, she' known that her grandmother would he there
- for her if st needed her--all she had to do was call her. But now st
- had no one. No one but herself to depend on. No one b~ herself to
- provide a home for Chloe and give her the ~ curity that Becca was
- determined she would have.
- If she couldn't come up with the money, she'd lose t~ house. and
- probably end up having to go back to Da las and her old job.
- Her stomach clenching at the thought of taking Chit back to the hostile
- environment she'd thought they'd le for good in January, she stalked
- over to the window an stared blindly out at the night. Nothing moved
- but the wind, a soft, cool breeze that whispered. over the grass and
- through the dry leaves of the lone cottonwood that shaded the front
- yard. Hugging herself, she blinked back the sudden sting of tears. She
- couldn't lose this place! It wasn't fancy, but it was home and the
- only roots that she had.
- When she was growing up, her parents had dragged her from one town to
- the next, usually in an attempt to avoid the bill collectors they had
- brought down on themselves with their loose spending and insistence on
- living beyond their means. They'd never accumulated anything but debt
- and bad credit, and there was no way in hell Beeca was going to leave
- Chloe that same legacy. She wanted her to have the stability she'd
- never had as a child, and she hadn't really been able to give it to her
- until they'd moved to Lordsburg. They were both happy here, and she
- had to find a way to make it possible for them to stay. If that meant
- going to the bank and somehow talking an officer into giving her a
- loan, then that's what she would do. But later that morning, after
- she'd gotten Chloe off to school and went into town herself, what had
- seemed so easy in the dark of the night wasn't nearly so simple. The
- minute she filled out a loan application and looked at the pitiful
- numbers she put down for income, she knew she was in trouble.
- The loan officer, a starched and pressed middle-aged woman who
- introduced herself only as Mrs. Franklin, took one look at those same
- numbers after Beeca explained what she needed the money for and could
- offer little encouragement.
- "I'm sorry, Mrs. Prescott, but I don't think I'm going to be able to
- get this approved at this time. Since your job with the school is only
- part-time,
- 51 you just don't make enough to qualify for an unsecured loan of this
- amount. "
- Seated on the edge of her seat, Becca felt her heart sink all the way
- to her knees.
- "What about a secured loan? I could put up the property" -- Mrs.
- Franklin, all-business up until then, pulled off. her bifocals and
- leaned back in her chair to give Becca a sympathetic, motherly smile.
- "You don't want to do that, honey. Your home would still be at risk
- because you wouldn't be able to make the payments. Instead of losing
- it to the county, you'd be losing it to the bank and ruining your
- credit at the same time."
- "But I've got to do something. The county's only giving me thirty
- days!"
- "Call Charlene Erskine at the tax office and talk to her," the older
- woman suggested.
- "The county doesn't want to take your home any more than you want them
- to. If you could come up with some kind of payment' anything--Charlene
- might be willing to work out a payment schedule with you. That will at
- least buy you some time .... Becca frowned, seeing little point in
- putting off the inevitable:
- "What good will that do? You just said I couldn't afford to make the
- payments."
- "Now," Mrs. Franklin stressed with a slow smile.
- "But your circumstances are about to change, aren't they?"
- "Change?"
- "The election, dear," she said with a laugh.
- "If you can buy some time, I'm sure I'll have no trouble getting your
- loan approved after you're elected."
- Her tone was matter-of-fact, as if the outcome of the election was a
- sure thing. Surprised, Becca stared at her.
- Margaret and the others had talked of her winning the election in just
- that tone of voice, but they supported her
- ?
- because they loved her like family. This woman had never laid eyes on
- her before, yet she still gave her better than even odds to win.
- Elated, Becca wanted to grab onto her prediction like a parachutist
- grasping at a rip cord, but common sense forced her to say, "That
- sounds good, but there are no guarantees in an election. And Sheriff
- Whitaker is the incurebent. Beating him's not going to be easy."
- "It will be if he keeps giving interviews like the one in this
- morning's paper." At Becca's blank look, the older woman gasped, "You
- mean you haven't seen it? Good Lord, girl, why didn't you say so? I've
- got it right here." Reaching into the bottom drawer of her desk, she
- pulled out a slightly tattered copy of the morning paper and handed it
- across the desk.
- "I couldn't believe it when I read it," she confided.
- "Talk about shooting yourself in the foot! I thought Riley Whitaker
- had more sense. Every woman in the county is going to be up in arms
- after seeing that--just you wait."
- "That" turned out to be an in-depth interview with Sydney O'Keefe that
- was prominently displayed on the front page. Scanning it quickly,
- Becca saw nothing out of the ordinary, just a few subtle references to
- his days with the DEA, with most of the article focusing on the years
- he'd been the Hidalgo County Sheriff. until she got to the end.
- The people of Hidalgo County know me. They know what I'm capable of.
- They know they can trust me to protect them. They can't say the same
- about Becca Prescott, however. She's an outsider, a stranger. And a
- woman--a small woman. She might have a degree in criminology, but
- that's not going to help her when she has to arrest some thug who
- out1
- 53 weighs her by fifty or sixty pounds. She's just not physically fit
- to do the job.
- The_ words seemed to slap Becca in the face. Taken aback," she stared
- at them, her jaw slowly clenching until it was locked tight. Not
- physically fit to do the job. A stranger. ~ not physically fit. The
- criticism rolled around in her head, like the churning waves of a
- stormy ocean breaking on a rocky beach.
- How dare he!
- Mrs. Franklin saw the fire flash in her eyes and nodded, understanding
- perfectly.
- "I know, dear. That's just how I felt when I read it. So... what are
- you going to do about it?"
- "Do?" Becca fumed, stuffing the offending paper into her oversize
- purse.
- "I'm going to show him just how much damage this small woman can do to
- his very large body! Then we'll see who's physically fit for the
- job."
- Seated in the last booth at the City Diner, his back to the wall and
- his face toward the entrance of the long, narrow room, Riley frowned
- down at the eggs he'd been served only seconds before. They looked
- like they'd just been cracked from their shells, and he knew they
- couldn't have spent more than a second or two in a frying pan.
- And while he didn't consider himself a picky man when it came to food,
- even he had his limits.
- Motioning for the waitress, he threw her a teasing grin as she moved to
- his side.
- "Hey, Wanda, what's wrong with Tootsie? She have another fight with
- Fred or what? These eggs are raw."
- Expecting a wisecrack and the flirtatious smile that Wanda had served
- him with his breakfast for the last five years, he nearly dropped his
- jaw when she gave him a
- ? scowl instead and snatched the plate of eggs from under his nose.
- "If you think you can do any better, you're welcome to try," she hulled
- and stalked off without another word.
- "Well, hell," Riley muttered, staring after her in confusion. What was
- she so bent out of shape about? In all the years he'd known her, she'd
- never once snapped at him, let alone bitten his head off. What had he
- said?
- Puz:"Jed, he watched her move across the diner, topping off coffee at
- each booth, chatting easily with the customers, just as she did every
- morning. If she was upset about something, there was no sign of it.
- Maybe he was just being touchy, he decided, frowning. Considering the
- morning he'd had, it wouldn't be any wonder. A tractor-trailer rig had
- jackknifed on the highway at four in the morning, scattering frozen
- turkeys for a haft a mile. Dartel Gabriel, one of his more experienced
- deputies, could have handled that by himself, but not the three other
- accidents the disaster later caused. So only four hours after he'd
- gone off duty, Riley had been dragged out of bed to take charge. This
- was the first chance he'd had to sit down since.
- Pushing his mug toward the edge of the table, he patiently waited his
- turn for coffee. But when Wanda reached the booth next to his, she
- started to turn away without sparing him a glance.
- "Hey!" he called after her in surprise.
- "What about me?"
- Considering her mood, he half expected her to ignore him, but she
- turned back and set the whole pot on his table with a thump.
- "Pour it yourself," she said with a smile that was too tight to be
- anything but forced.
- "You can probably do it better than me, anyway. You're a big, strong
- man."
- Riley couldn't have been more stunned if she'd hauled off and slapped
- him. Giving him one last, hostile glare, she stalked off, leaving
- behind a silence that stretched to the farthest corners of the diner.
- Heat crawling into his face, he glanced up and only then noticed that
- he was getting similar sour looks from every woman in the place.
- What the devil was going on?
- He almost strode into the kitchen then and there to demand an
- explanation, but Wanda was back almost immediately with his eggs. This
- time they were closer to burned than raw, but he didn't spare them a
- glance.
- Grabbing the waitress's plumb wrist before she could turn away, he
- growled, "All right, Wanda, you made your point. You're madder than a
- wet hen about something. You want to tell me what it is, or do I have
- to guess?"
- Surprisingly, she laughed, but there was nothing humorous about the
- sharp, strangled sound.
- "I would have never figured you for dense, Riley Whitaker. But then
- again, I guess I don't know you at all, do I? If anyone had told me
- before this morning that you were a chauvinist pig, I would have said
- he was a damn liar."
- "A chauvinist?" Riley echoed, his dark brows snapping together into an
- intimidating ridge.
- "Dammit, woman, what are you talking about? I'm no sexist and you know
- it."
- "Oh, really? Then how do you explain this?" Jerking free of his hold,
- she scooped up a copy of the daily Gazette from the long bar that
- separated the kitchen from the dining area.
- She slapped it down in front of him, barely missing the plate of eggs
- he hurriedly pushed out of the way.
- Glancing at the morning paper, Riley looked back up at her with a
- frown. "what? My interview with Sydney?
- What about it? "
- ?
- "Read it," she insisted.
- "Then I dare you to look me in the eye and say what about it.t" He
- didn't need to read it--he was the one who'd given Sydney the
- information, for Pete's sake! But Wanda looked ready to throttle him,
- so with a shrug, he did as she asked.
- Quickly checking the accuracy of the background information, he
- couldn't for the life of him see what she was so steamed up about. He'd
- never denied that he'd worked for the DEA, though the details of his
- years with the agency weren't something he talked about with anyone.
- That didn't make him a chauvinist pig.
- Then the focus of the article turned to Becca Prescott and his opinion
- of her.
- "They know they can trust me to protect them. They can't say the same
- about Becca Prescott however. She's an outsider And a woman .... The
- last three words, printed in italics, appeared to be an out- and-out
- accusation, and a fault that couldn't be overlooked.
- Or tolerated in a sheriff.
- His teeth clamped on an oath, Riley crumpled the paper in his fist,
- trying to remember just what he'd said to Sydney. There had been some
- mention of women not being physically fit for law enforcement, but he
- hadn't meant to imply that women as a sex were inferior. No wonder
- every female in the place was looking at him as if he'd just crawled
- out from under a slimy rock. Sydney had made him sound like a
- puffed-up jackass who had nothing but disdain for anything in skirts,
- when nothing could have been further from the truth. Hell, he liked
- women. He just didn't want one backing him up.
- She'd go for the knees, Becca decided. Or a karate chop across the
- bread basket. Yeah, that would do it. She'd teach the burn to mess
- with her. Not physically fit to do
- 57 the job, was she? Like hell! She might not be a giant, but when
- she wanted to, she could make a man beg for mercy. And Riley
- Whitaker's time was coming. The dog! It was no more than he
- deserved.
- Stiffly thanking Mrs. Franklin for all her help, she hurried outside,
- intending to storm right over to the sheriff's office and confront
- Riley then and there. But the sturdy front door of the bank had hardly
- closed behind her when she spied a tan patrol car parked across the
- street i~ front of the City Diner. All the deputies drove similar
- vehicles, but only one had Sheriff painted underneath the county emblem
- on the doors.
- Nor all of ten seconds, she hesitated. What she had to say to him
- would be better off said in private. Somewhere in the normally logical
- part of her mind, she knew that. But she was steamed up and not
- thinking all that clearly. Throwing caution to the wind, she darted
- across the street.
- The minute she stepped through the diner's front door, conversations
- stopped in mid-sentence and silence rolled through the place like a
- tidal wave, engulfing everyone in its path.
- Becca never noticed. Spotting Riley almost immediately at the far end
- of the row of booths, she made a beeline for him and didn't care who
- was watching.
- "I want to talk to you, Sheriff."
- Caught in the act of pushing his barely tasted eggs away, ~ glanced up,
- only to groan at the sight of BeccaP~escott sliding into the empty seat
- directly across the table from him. Why hadn't he had the sense to
- forget breakfast and go back to his office the minute he saw the damn
- paper?
- Now he was going to have to explain himself in public, and one look at
- the lady's furious expression told him it wasn't going to be pretty.
- ?
- Her eyes, sharp as new barbed wire, pinned him to his seat, daring him
- to so much as squirm. He didn't. The lady might be a shrimp of
- femininity, too small to hurt a gnat, but Riley had learned early on in
- his career to respect a woman in a temper. And Becea was, to put it
- mildly, ready to skin him alive. With her jaw set tightly and her
- mouth a compressed, angry line, she could have intimidated a
- linebacker.
- But all Riley could think about was how pretty she looked with her eyes
- flashing and hot color stealing into her cheeks.
- You're losing it, man, a disgusted voice grumbled in his head, really
- losing it. In case you hadn't noticed, the lady's dying to string you
- up by your thumbs right here in front of God and everyone. Your mouth
- got you into this--it better get you out of it. So if you don't want
- to come off sounding like the biggest redneck west of the Mississippi,
- you'd better damn well get your act together.
- Stiffening, he said tersely, "Fine. Then let's walk over to my office
- and you can talk all you want. I'm sure Wanda has other customers who
- could use this booth."
- "Hey, don't leave on my account," the waitress called in passing as she
- carried a plate of pancakes to diners at a nearby table.
- "You're great for business."
- With a toss of her head, she gestured behind her. Riley took one look
- and swore. The diner was full of bank and city employees on their
- morning coffee break who should have been preparing to go back to work.
- Instead, the inhabitants of every booth seemed unusually interested in
- what was going on at the far end of the restaurant. A few of the more
- daring ones were even staring openly. Becca, as aware as he of their
- audience, couldn't quite hold back a triumphant smile.
- "You had your turn to
- 59 make your feelings public, Sheriff. Don't you believe in
- turn-about-fair-play? "
- "0~ course~" "So let's start with your criticism that I'm a stranger.
- An outsider, I believe you said."
- Though color seeped into his rugged cheeks, he didn't, to his credit,
- shift in his seat as he longed to.
- "I only meant that the people here know me."
- "But they didn't when you moved here from Miami tell years ago," she
- argued.
- "No one knew you from Adam, and you didn't have family here like I did.
- You still got elected, so I guess there's hope for me, isn't there?"
- "Maybe." He conceded the point grudgingly, but not before adding, "But
- you're not me. You don't have my background."
- She gave him a smile that had an edge to it, her green eyes all too
- knowing.
- "Don't you mean sex? Isn't that what this is all about? I'm just not
- the right sex?" Every woman in the place seemed to be glaring daggers
- at him, waiting for him to talk his way out of that one. Scowling, he
- gave Beeea a hard, irritated glance.
- "Look, I'm not a sexist" -- "Oh, really? Could have fooled me."
- S~xuggling to hang on to his patience, Riley shot her a frown that
- would have sent any one of his deputies scurrying for cover. Far from
- being impressed, Becca didn't even blink. A muscle ticking along his
- jaw, he said through his teeth, "If you'll just shut up for a minute
- and let me explain" -- "I'm all ears," she said sweetly, the dimples in
- her cheeks deepening.
- "Please, go ahead."
- Eyeing her taunting smile, Riley gave serious consideration to
- strangling her right then and there. He'd never met a woman who could
- push his buttons so easily.
- "I can
- ?
- understand why you're upset," he began carefully.
- "But somewhere between my interview with Sydney and this morning's
- paper, my words got twisted" -- As if he'd conjured her up, Sydney
- suddenly jerked open the front door and stepped into the diner, her
- gaze immediately zeroing in on the last booth as if she'd already known
- who was sitting there. Her words, as she started toward the back,
- confirmed it.
- "A little birdie called me and told me I should get over here, and now
- I know why."
- Caught between a rock and a hard place, Riley wondered how a day that
- had started out so badly could have possibly gotten worse.
- "This doesn't concern you, Sydney," he said flatly.
- "Mrs. Prescott and I were having a private conversation."
- Undaunted; she slid into the booth next to Becca and threw him a jaunty
- smile.
- "I believe I heard my name mentioned a few seconds ago. That means I'm
- invited to the party. So what was thi.~ about me twisting your
- words?
- If you want to blame somebody for the hot water you're in, you'd better
- take a good hard look at yourself. I only reported what you told me.
- "
- "I never said" -- That's as far as he got. Jerking open her purse,
- Sydney pulled out her notebook and flipped to the notes from the
- previous day's interview. Transcribing her own peculiar brand of
- shorthand, she read back his words to him verbatim, loud enough so that
- everyone in the hushed diner heard them. Except for the order in which
- they were given, they were exactly the same as the ones in the morning
- paper.
- Snapping the notebook shut, she lifted an amused brow.
- "You were saying?"
- Everyone in the diner seemed to lean forward at once, like actors in a
- Merrill Lynch commercial waiting for Riley to drop an insider stock
- tip. For a man who didn't especially like the limelight, it was a damn
- uncomfortable position to be in. And if he didn't find a way to pull
- his butt out of the fire, the election was going to be decided here and
- now, before the campaign had even started. "Okay, so I made a mistake.
- " He admitted it easily, but there was no doubting his sincerity.
- "I spoke without thinking and ended up sounding like a jackass. The
- election isn't about sex, but I can't blame you ladies for thinking
- that after what I said. My words just came out wrong, and if I
- offended anyone, I'm sorry. That wasn't my intention."
- The apology was extended to every woman there, but it was Becca he
- spoke to, Becca he looked at unflinchingly.
- Trapped in his gaze, she wanted to believe it was a' trick. He'd been
- elected sheriff time and time again, usually in uncontested races. He
- obviously knew what to say to win votes and keep his constituents
- happy.
- The thought should have stiffened her backbone and rekindled her
- anger--and on the surface, it did. But deep inside a dark, hidden
- corner of her heart, she couldn't help but wonder if he was what he
- appeared to be--an honest, candid man who could step out from behind
- his ego and publicly admit he'd made a mistake.
- Rattled by the thought, confused by the ambivalent emotions he stirred
- in her so easily, she studied him unblinking~y.
- "I don't mean to be cynical, Sheriff, but I find that a little hard to
- believe. Oh, I know you didn't intend to offend anyone," she added
- quickly when he started to scowl.
- "But I still think you meant exactly what you said.
- You don't think a woman can handle your job. "
- ?
- unable to sit still, she jumped up, only to have the rocker swing
- forward and sharply strike the backs of her knees.
- The blow seemed to jar her thinking. Suddenly she remembered something
- her grandmother had said to her long ago. I don't have much to leave
- you, sweetheart. Just the house and these old antiques that my mother
- handed down to me.
- Blinking as if coming out of a fog, Becca looked around at the
- well-preserved furniture that had been a part of her grandmother's
- house for as long as she could remember. She'd never thought of
- selling the antiques. Had never given them a second thought, in
- fact.
- Steadying the rocker, she felt the smoothness of the beautiful cherry
- wood under her fingertips, noting the graceful sturdiness that had
- withstood over a century of use. Becca didn't have a clue as to its
- value, but surely it had to be worth at least as much as a new one. And
- then there was the walnut breakfront, the pine library table, the
- Victorian hall tree with its delicat~ carvings and brass fixtures. And
- that was just in the living room. The rest of the house was full of
- pieces that were just as old, just as beautiful, sly just as
- valuable.
- But could she sell them? Could she part with the things that her
- grandmother had dearly loved? That was the sixty-four-thousand-dollar
- question. And the _answer was so simple it hurt. How could she not,
- if it meant saving the house?
- The decision made, she pushed away the painful ragr~ that accompanied
- it and got down to the business of planning the sale. The next two
- weekends would he filled with activities for the election, but the
- weekend after that was free. That would give her plenty of time to get
- erything ready and put an ad in the paper. After that, all she could
- do was sit back and hop~ that laeopl~ would
- 65 show up with their checkbooks. If she was lucky, she'd make enough
- to appease the tax office for a while and, as Mrs.
- Franklin at the bank had suggested, buy herself some time. Then all
- she had to do was beat Riley Will- taker. After her confrontation with
- him at the diner, that didn't seem nearly as impossible as it had
- yesterday. Buoyed by the thought, she slowly made her way from room to
- room, making a list of the pieces she planned to sell and what she
- thought each one would bring. By the time she finished and retired to
- the kitchen, the list was two pages long, back and front, and included
- just about every functional piece of furniture in the house. If she
- somehow managed to sell them all, the house would be stripped to the
- bare bones.
- She was frowning down at the list, trying to decide if she and Chloe
- had to part with everything, when there was a knock at the back door.
- "Oh, there you are, dear," Clara said, rushing into the kitchen like a
- small whirlwind, smelling softly of perfume and powder. As usual,
- every hair was in place, her makeup carefully applied, her ___ glasses
- hanging forgotten from a chain around her neck. Today her cheeks were
- flushed like a young girl's, and she was fairly dancing with
- excitement.
- "I. hope I'm not in- tm ding--I know it's your day off and you have a
- lot to do--but I just heard the most amazing thing and had to come over
- and see if it was true. I just got a call from Tallulah Gardner, who
- heard it straight from Elizabeth Carlisle that you gave Riley Whitaker
- what for at the City Diner. Did you really challenge him to some type
- of competition?"
- Becca nodded, her smile rueful.
- "That pretty much sums it up."
- "Well, darn!" the woman grumbled, pulling out a chair across the table
- from her.
- "And I missed it!"
- ?
- Not surprised by her disappointment, Beeca laughed. As far as Clara
- was concerned, gossip made the world go round, and she made no
- apologies for it.
- "If I hadn't been so mad, I probably wouldn't have done it, but I'm
- glad I did," she confided, after giving her the details of her
- encounter with Riley.
- "I've got to win the election, Clara."
- Reaching across the table to pat her hand, the older woman gave her an
- encouraging smile.
- "I think you'll make a wonderful sheriff, dear. And so do Margaret and
- Lucille. You have our vote, if that will help.;' Affection squeezed
- Becca's heart, bringing the sting of tears to her eyes.
- "The three of you have been such a big help to Chloe and me since Gran
- died." Suddenly needing someone to talk to, Becca knew she didn't have
- to worry about Clara talking out of turn to other. She might love to
- gossip, but she also knew when to keep her mouth shut. Reaching for
- her purse, Beeca pulled out the letter from the tax assessor's office
- and slid it across the table.
- "I don't mean I just want to win," 'she said quietly.
- "I have to."
- With a frown wrinkling the parchment skin of her forehead, Clara
- fumbled for her glasses and pushed them onto her nose. The minute her
- eyes focused on the letter, she gasped.
- "Oh; my!"
- The ticking of the old register clock in the living room was the only
- sound in the house as Clara read the entire letter, then carefully
- folded it and slipped it into the envelope.
- When she looked up, her usually dancing blue eyes were dark with
- concern. She didn't have to ask if Becca had the money--she knew she
- didn't.
- "Maybe the bank will loan" -- Already shaking her head, Becca told her
- about her meeting with Mrs.
- Franklin.
- "She wasn't totally negative.
- If I can somehow manage to win the election, she was
- 67 sure she could get the loan approved. But that'll be too little too
- late if I can't scrape together enough cash to get the tax office off
- my back for a while. So I'm going to sell Cu'an's antiques. "
- She dropped the announcement like a bomb and didn't have to' wait long
- for the explosion.
- "Oh, Becca, no!
- Surely there must be another way. ". " If there is, I haven't been
- able to come up with one. "
- "But your grandmother was so proud of her antiques and the fact that
- she was able to leave them to you. It would break her heart if she
- knew you had to sell them."
- "I know," Beeca said, sighing heavily.
- "I don't want to do it, either, but I don't have much choice. I'll
- lose the house for sure if I don't."
- "But what if you don't make enough?"
- That was something she didn't even want to think about.
- "I will," she said confidently.
- "Otherwise, the whole sale would be for nothing, and I refuse to accept
- that."
- "We won't let that happen," Clara assured her.
- "I'll talk to Margaret and Lucille. Between the three of us, we're
- bound to come up with some things we can contribute to help."
- The offer was so like Clara--spontaneous, generous-- that Becca again
- found herself blinking back tears.
- "I
- appreciate the offer, but you know I can't let you do that. "
- "I don't know why not," the woman retorted, letting her breath out in a
- huff.
- "We should be able to help you if we want to."
- "But your things mean as much to you as Cyran's did to her. You
- haven't kept them all these years just to sell them to help me."
- ?
- "You've helped us often enough," the older lady reminded her.
- "Now it's our time to return the favor."
- "Taking you to the doctor or running errands doesn't compare to
- sacrificing something you love," Becca pointed out. Squeezing her old
- friend's hand, she shook her head.
- "There are some things you just can't let anyone help you with. This
- is one of them."
- Chapter 4
- Given his druthers, Riley would have rather eaten dirt than give a
- speech of any kind. As far as he was concerned, speeches were for
- slick-haired politicians who were full of hot air, men who liked to
- hear themselves make fantastic promises that they never intended to
- keep. He'd never had much of a stomach for those kind of
- shenanigans.
- But unfortunately, he didn't have the luxury of avoiding ~he spotlight.
- Not in an election year. And esp~ally not after Becca Prescott had
- publicly challenged him two days ago.
- People had been talking of nothing else since.
- So he was stuck. Every election year, the county sponsored Civic
- Awareness Day at the rodeo grounds, and all candidates running for
- office were invited to give speeches. Nine times out of ten, the
- organizers were lucky if a hundred people showed up, which was one
- reason Riley was able to get by with just a few words about his
- dedication to keeping the peace in Hidalgo County.
- ?
- But not this year, he thought grimly as he turned into the rodeo
- grounds and saw the cars that already filled the parking' lot. half
- the town had to be there, and it was still a full thirty minutes until
- the speeches started. And he didn't even know what he wanted to say.
- Hell. Finding a parking space in the area reserved for candida~, he
- saw Becca's Jeep parked farther down the line. So she was here. He'd
- known she would be, of course.
- Every candidate running, from school-board member to mayor had been
- invited to talk to the voters, and only a fool would have turned down
- the invitation. Whatever else Beam Prescott was, she was nobody's
- fool.
- "Hey, Sheriff, hang in there. We're rooting for you."
- "You'll beat that Prescott woman with one hand tied behind your back.
- Like you said, she just ain't got what it takes."
- As he strode toward the bleachers, comments flew at him from all sides,
- words of encouragement from men he hardly knew. After two days of such
- support, it still amazed him that the whole county seemed to have taken
- an interest in the shedff's race. From the calls he'd gotten, husbands
- had taken sides against wives, sweethearts against lovers, with each
- heatedly arguing the merits of their chosen candidates. It was
- crazy.
- Shouldering his way through the crowd milling around the entrance to
- the stands, he knew the exact minute people reali~axl that both he and
- Becca were there. Anticipation seemed to hum in the air like static
- electricity before a storm, and then the whispers started. Without
- warning, the crowd parl~, and suddenly, there she was.
- Her daughter was with her, along with her three elderly neighbors who
- were fussing over her like mother hens: But the only one Riley saw was
- Becca. She looked, to put it quite simply, downright elegant. She was
- dressed
- 71 conservatively in an unpretentious black knit dress, pearls, dark
- stockings and heels, with not so much as a smidgen of bare skin showing
- from her neck to her toes. But there was something about that dress,
- Riley decided, that should have been outlawed. With a will of their
- own, his eyes took a leisurely tour of her curves, lifting to her hair
- and the intricate braid she'd confined it in, and he found himself
- comparing the woman before him to the furious female who had taken him
- to task at the diner the other day, her green eyes pitching darts at
- him and her reddish brown curls flying. Both, he discovered to his
- annoyance, had the power to entrance him. And he didn't like it. He
- didn't like it at all.
- Nodding shortly to her, he touched a finger to the front of his Stetson
- in an abbreviated salute. All eyes were on them, including Sydney,s,
- he noted, spying the reporter in the crowd.
- But he had no intention of giving the gossips anything more to babble
- over.
- "Mrs. Prescott," he said tersely.
- "Glad to see you made it."
- Her smile was as cool and distant as his.
- "Oh, I wouldn't have missed it. It's not every day you get to make a
- speech in front of the whole town."
- "I don't know about that," a male voice grumbled from the packed crowd
- in the nearby stands.
- "If you ask me, she seems to just step up on that soapbox of hers
- wherever the mood strikes her. A hardworking man can't even enjoy a
- decent meal without her railing at him."
- "Well, nobody asked you, Cyrus Bentwood," Lucille retorted bluntly,
- recognizing the voice of the town's biggest grocer.
- "So reserve your comments for the peanut gallery. The rest of us
- aren't interested."
- The women in the crowd tittered, drawing more than a few hostile looks
- from their husbands and boyfriends.
- Fighting a grin, Riley made a concentrated effort to keep
- ? a straight face and thought he had the battle won. Then he made the
- mistake of glancing at Beeca.
- Hastily biting her lip, she didn't smile, but she might as well have.
- Her dimples deepening with ill-concealed amusement, she made a
- strangled sound that could have been a quickly stifled giggle, and her
- green eyes all but danced as they met his.
- Suddenly just breathing was difficult.
- Intimacy. Between one heartbeat and the next, it was there in the
- shared laughter that silently passed between them. Transfixed, Riley
- felt a fist close around his heart even as he told himself this was
- nuts. Attraction was one thing, but intimacy was a whole new kettle of
- fish. It implied a closeness, a shared understanding--tnzst,
- dammit--that he wanted no part of.
- Walk away. The ieaxptation pulled at him, but even as he cousidered
- it, he knew it was too late. Trapped in the warmth of her eyes, he
- wanted to ~ her. Right there in front of half the town. And he wasn't
- talking about any simple peck on the cheek, either. No, by God, when
- he got the lady in his arms, he was going to lay a kiss on her that
- would knock them both out of their socks.
- When he kissed her, not if.
- Not liking the direction of his thoughts, he scowled, motioning for her
- and her party to precede him into the arena.
- "We'd better find our seats. Everyone's supposed to be in their places
- before the speeches start."
- The sudden coolness in his eyes hit Becca like a splash of ice water.
- Unaccountably hurt, she reached blindly for her daughter's hand.
- "Then we'd better get moving. Come on, Chloe.
- You're going to sit down front with the granni~ in the section
- ref~-~Tved for family. " She swept past him without another word, her
- jutting chin leading the way, and found a seat for Chloe, then
- 73 made her way to the stage that had been erected in-the middle of the
- rodeo arena. The organizers, the local branch of the League of Women
- Voters, had outdone themselves with the decorating. in a frenzy of
- democratic fervor, they'd strung red-white-and-blue bunting everywhere
- and even hired a band to play patriotic music to liven things up. The
- crowd, buzzing with excitement, clapped enthusiastieally, waiting for
- the speeches to be- gin.
- Feeling like she'd stumbled into a Fourth of July celebration by
- mistake, Beeca took her designated seat at the far end of the front row
- and told herself she wasn't going to let Riley get to her. Insufferable
- man. For a second there, when she'd seen the laughter glinting in his
- eyes, she'd actually found herself--God help her--liking him.
- She must have been out of her mind.
- Trying not to fidget as her nerves slowly began to rig hUm she
- couldn't, unfortunately, stop her eyes from eat ting to where Riley sat
- three chairs down from her. Things would have been so much easier if
- he'd been a Barney life type, she thought, piqued. But with his height
- and sinewy strength, no one would ever mistake Riley for the nervous,
- jittea'y Mayheny character who couldn't even b~ trusted with more than
- one bullet for his gun. Rugged as native stone, his tanned skin
- stretched tight across his ehiaeled cheekbones as if he'd been baked in
- the New.
- Mexican heat, Riley Whitaker was tough and hard and weathered.
- Confidence rolled off him in waves.
- Her throat as dry as the dust stirring on the dirt floor of the rodeo
- arena, Beeca tried' to eli rig to her irritation with him, but she
- found it imposmq~le as the emcee for the evening began to introduce
- him. To maintain impartiality, only the basi ca of each candidate's
- background were given, but given Riley's former employment with the
- DEA
- ?
- and his nine-year tenure as sheriff, the basics were impressive. You
- never would have known it, however, from Riley's face. He didn't bat
- an eye.
- Then it was his turn to speak. After his slam against her in his
- interview with Sydney, Becca half expected another attack on what he
- l~? ceived as her shortcomings. But she braced herself for an assault
- that never came. Taking his place at the podium, he didn't even
- mention his opponent. for most of his speech.
- He had no notes and, in fact, didn't even seem to have a speech
- prepared. Instead, he talked to the people in the stands like they
- were old friends, practically family, immediately making the outdoor
- setting seem more intimate.
- As if he had all the time in the world instead of the ten minutes each
- speaker was allowed, he told the crowd how he had moved to Lordsburg
- seeking peace, and he had found it. As sheriff, he'd made it his
- personal goal to see that the low crime rate they all enjoyed stayed
- that way. He thought he'd done pretty well, but he gruffly admitted
- that there was still room for improvement. Fascinated, Becca couldn't
- take her eyes from him.
- With words alone, he wove a spell around everyone there, herself
- included. She could have listened to him for hours.
- Then he brought up her name.
- "As you all know, the sheriff's race isn't uncontested this year. My
- opponent, Becca Prescott, is hoping to convince a large majority of you
- to vote for her." Sparing a glance at her, he turned back to his
- audience with a boyish grin.
- "Now, I know what some of you ladies are thinking--that I ought to be
- shot for what I said about her in the paper and that you can't wait for
- her to teach me a thing or two."
- "Shooting's too good for you.," Denise Allan, the high school h3rarian,
- surprised everyone by grumbling from the second row of the stands. A
- mild-mannered woman who normally appeared to be afraid of her own
- shadow, she glared at Riley in flustered annoyance.
- "You ought to be hung by your ankles and left to twist in the wind."
- The weathered lines at the corner of Riley's eyes crinkled.
- "Actually, I was thinking of something a little less painful. The lady
- wants a chance to prove herself, which is only fair, so I've arranged
- for a little competition in the high school gym next Thursday night at
- seven."
- "Like a wrestling match?" someone yelled from the back of the crowd.
- "Well, hell, Riley, I'd pay twenty bucks to see that. You oughtta sell
- tickets!"
- Riley chuckled along with the rest of the audience and shook his
- head.
- "Sorry, Joe, but it's not going to be that kind of competition. I'm
- going to pretend to be a criminal and see if Mrs. Prescott can
- handcuff me." A murmur went up from the stands and excitement rippled
- like 'a breeze through the crowd. Raising his voice, Riley added,
- "Later on, we'll have a shoot-off at the f'u~ing range and a
- long-distance run."
- "And she's supposed to beat you?" Margaret called out indignantly from
- the front row.
- "That's hardly fair, Riley Whitaker, and you know it! Your legs are
- twice as long as her~? " Not beat me, Margaret," he assured her.
- "Just meet the standards I set for my deputies. If she qualifies to do
- their job, then she can handle mine." Glancing back over his shoulder
- at Becca, he dared her with his eyes alone.
- "Well, Mrs. Prescott? How does that sound to you? Thing you can hack
- it?"
- Hack it? Becca almost choked. He wasn't asking any more of her than
- he would one of his deputies. The only trouble was, his deputies were
- all men. And that was something she could hardly object to since she
- was the one
- ? who had claimed she could pass any physical test he could.
- Too la~ she realized she may have bitten off more than she could chew,
- but there was nothing she could do about it now. He was calling her
- bluff, and to admit any doubts' at all at this stage would just about
- kill any chance she had of winning the election. Aware of every eye on
- her, she gave him a smile that was nothing but pure bravado.
- "Of course. I'll be there with bells on."
- "Good," he said.
- "Then it's settled. Thursday night at seven in the high school gym.
- I'll see you then."
- His promise was met with a thunderous ovation. Pleased, Riley returned
- to his seat and made no attempt to hide the glint of satisfaction in
- his eyes as his gaze met hers.
- Stretching his long legs out in front of him, he shot her a grin that
- all but said, Top that.
- Not surprisingly, she rose to the silent challenge like a trout to the
- bait. She was quick, Riley had to give her that.
- And so competitive, she made it all too easy for him to push her
- buttons. As soon as the emcee introduced her and gave the crowd a
- brief summary of her educational background and work with the Dallas
- Sheriff's Department, she was stalking toward the microphone like a
- woman with a mission.
- Sitting back, Riley crossed his arms over his chest and prepared to
- enjoy himself. But if he was waiting for her to let her temper get the
- best of her, he was doomed to disappointment. She had more
- self-control than that and quickly concealed her irritation with him
- behind a friendly grin that immediately caught the attention of
- everyone in the stands.
- Since she was fairly new to the area, she could hardly talk to the
- crowd as if she'd known most of them all of her life, but she did point
- out that Lordsburg wasn't completely foreigo to her. She mentioned her
- grandmother,
- L/nda Turner 77 who had been well respected in the area, then did
- something that Riley hadn't been willing to do in any depth about
- himself--she spoke of her past.
- ~ If anyone else had told her story, they might have been accused of
- trying to garner sympathy votes, but not Beega. In a matter-of-fact
- voice, she ~lked about losing h~ husband to cancer while she was
- pregnant with her daughter, of being a single mother who got by on a
- deputy's salary by living in a low-rent area that had more than il~
- share of crime. She'd known there was a better way of life out there
- somewhere, but she hadn't known how to get to it until her
- grandmother's illness brought her to New Metleo.
- "This is my home now," she fini. ~he'd in a soft voice that had the
- whole audience riveted to their seats.
- "Mine and Chloe's. And like the sheriff, no one appreciates the peace
- of thi.~ community more than we do. If I'm elected, you can sleep
- nights knowing that I'll do everything in my power to protect the
- quality of life you have here. Thank you."
- -- to their feet, everyone in the audience cheered loudly, and try
- though he might, Riley could fit shrug it off as just good manners on
- the part of the home crowd to make Beeca Prescott feel welcome. She'd
- touched a chord, and people liked what they'd heard. And that had him
- worried.
- Gable Rawlings was right--the lady was going to give him a run for his
- money. And if he didn't tort taking her seriously, he was going to be
- out of a job
- The campaigning began in earnest the very next day, and Becca loved it.
- When she wasn't working at the achool, she was out canvassing the
- county, meeting people, shaking hands, boldly asking for votes. With
- the first
- ? competition with Riley only days away, she wanted to make as much of
- an impression as possible, so she didn't let any grass grow under her
- feet. And although she was fortunate not to run into her opponent, she
- heard about him everywhere she went.
- "Yeah, the sheriff was just out here yesterday," Buddy Gardner told her
- when she stopped at his ranch to introduce herself.
- "He said you weren't big as a peanut, and I gotta tell you, I think
- he's right. Girl, how in the world do you think you're going to
- handcuff that man? His arms are longer than your legs!"
- "A peanut, hmm?" Becca said, a slow, dimpled smile playing about her
- mouth as she looked down at herself.
- "Well, I can't very well lie about my size, can I?"
- "Nope," the rancher retorted with a lopsided grin.
- "You're short, girl. You might as well admit it."
- "But I'm quick," she retorted, her green eyes sparkling.
- "And I can hide in a crowd. Which is more than Riley Whitaker can
- say."
- Laughing, the grizzly old gentleman had to agree.
- "I'll tell him you said so."
- He didn't have to, however. Becca did it herself. As soon as she put
- Chloe to bed that evening, she sat down at her grandmother's old
- rolltop desk and jotted him a quick note. So he thought she was a
- peanut, did he?
- ~I'm surprised at you, Sheriff. A peanut? And here I thought you'd
- learned not to call me names. I must be making you nervous. And you
- should be. I'm zcoming after your job.
- So enjoy it while you can.
- ~Your days are numbered . you just don't know it yet.
- '~:"With a slow smile spreading across his rugged face, Riley leaned
- back in his office chair and stared down at
- 79 the simple, feminine B scrawled at the bottom of the note he'd found
- on his office desk when he'd come into work that morning.
- He didn't have to ask how it had gotten there--he was quickly
- discovering that with Becca Prescott there was no telling where she'd
- show up next. Everywhere he went, she had already been them or had
- made plans to show up later that day.
- Laughing suddenly, he pictured her face when she heard what he was
- saying about her and found himself enjoying the image. Grabbing a
- piece of paper with the county letterhead, he began to write.
- A peanut by any other name is still a peanut. So don't make the
- mistake of thinking I'm worried, small fry.
- I've got you right where I want you--eating my dust. You just don't
- realize it yet.
- Copying her format, he scrawled an R at the bottom, then stuffed the
- letter into an envelope. With a quick flick of his he sealed it and
- grinned. If thi. q didn't get a , nothing would.
- The minute they got home from school, Chloe was out '~ out of the car
- like a shot, running for the mailbox. I'll get the mail! " she cried.
- It was the highlight of her day, even though she never ~lived anything
- herself.
- ~ Standing on the porch, Becca watched indulgently as ~Chloe charged
- out to the big box set back from the road, her small legs pumping. She
- couldn't get over how her daughter had changed since they'd moved to
- New Mexico.
- Tanned and full of energy, she'd become less wary and more spontaneous,
- and Becca sent up a prayer of thanks every night for that. New Mexico
- agreed with her. with both of them. ~,~,~ ~
- ?
- "Hey, Mom, you got another one of those funny letters."
- At Chloe's call, butterflies fluttered in anticipation in Becca's
- stomach. She didn't have to ask what kind of funny letter; she knew.
- It was another note from Riley. She'd never dreamed that the teasing
- message she'd sent him three days ago would be the start of a full
- scale game of tit for tat, but that was exactly what had happened.
- Every morning she dropped off a letter at the sheriff's department for
- him, commenting on the accuracy of the remarks that were filtering back
- to her, and every evening she came home to find an answer with his
- distinctive scrawl waiting tauntingly for her in her mailbox. She
- couldn't remember the last time she'd enjoyed herself more.
- As Chloe raced back to her and handed her the day's mail, Becca told
- herself that it was the letters themselves she was enjoying. Riley was
- a worthy opponent, and matching wits with him as they tried to top each
- other kept her on her toes. If she woke each morning with a sense of
- expectancy that she hadn't felt in years, it had nothing to do with the
- man himself. And if her heart started to pound the second her fingers
- closed around his letter, it was because she never knew what to expect
- from him. That was all it was. All it could be.
- Dancing impatiently beside her, Chloe shifted from foot to foot.
- "Can I set up cans for target practice now, Morn?
- Huh? Please, please, please? If you don't practice, how are you gonna
- beat the sheriff? "
- Laughing, Becca ruffled her hair and pushed her toward the house.
- "Okay, okay. Go change out of your school clothes and we'll get
- started."
- "All right!" Grinning from ear to ear, the five-year-old darted into
- the house. ~ ~:'~ :,~ ~
- Following more slowly, Becca glanced down at the letter she still
- clutched like a present, her thumb toying with the sealed flap as her
- eyes started to dance. She had a few minutes while Chloe changed.
- She'd just read it now . "Good news, dear?" Margaret called from next
- door, stepping outside to retrieve her own mail. Outlandishly dressed
- in a flowing purple robe decorated with golden stars, she could have
- easily passed for a gypsy in search of a carnival.
- "Your eyes have the most wonderful sparkle."
- Becca flushed just like a teenager caught mooning over the new boy in
- town, then wanted to kick herself. Quickly shoving the letter into the
- pocket of her skirt, she forced a smile.
- "Oh, it's nothing--just a note. I can read it later.
- Chloe and I are going to go out back for some target practice, so don't
- be alarmed if you hear shots. In fact, you might want to call Lucille
- and Clara and warn them, tOO. " " Oh, of course, dear. No problem. So
- how is the campaigning coming?
- You wouldn't believe how many people have stopped me in town and told
- me how impressed' they were with your speech the other day. " Behind
- her glasses, her brown eyes started to twinkle.
- "Riley Will- - et taker has met his match. He just doesn't know it y .
- Something about the way she slipped in the last two sentences made
- Becca glance at her sharply, but Margaret only returned her searching
- look with an innocent smile. Then Chloe came slamming out the back
- door and the moment was lost. Sure she must have imagined any
- innuendo, Becca said, " He will on election day," then excused herself
- to retrieve her gun from the locked cabinet in the study. ~ ~
- ?
- Riley was pouring himself a cup of coffee from the pot in the staff
- room when the call came into the sheriff's of rice John Sanchez,
- playing dispatcher for the day for Myrtle, who was home with a sick
- granddaughter, took the call.
- "Firecrackers?" he said in surprise, after identifying himself and
- listening to the caller's complaint.
- "Are you sure? It's a little late in the year for that sort of
- thing."
- It was obviously the wrong thing to say. Moving to the open door of
- the main office area, Riley struggled with a grin as he watched his
- usually unshakable deputy slowly flush with color. Shifting in his
- seat like a schoolboy taking a scolding, John rolled his eyes at him
- and said into the phone, "Yes, ma'am, I'm sure you know the sound of
- firecrackers when you hear them. I didn't mean any offense. It's just
- that sounds carry in the desert, and it's kind of hard to tell what
- they are or even where they're coming from. But we'll get someone out
- there right away."
- Visibly sweating, he hung up with a sigh of relief.
- "Let me guess," Riley said with a chuckle.
- "That was either Evelyn Dryden or Priscilla Vickers. They're both as
- spooky as old cats."
- "Actually, it was Lucille Brickman and she didn't take too kindly to me
- questioning her. Damn, that woman's got a sharp tongue." Shaking his
- head, the deputy said, "I guess I'd better get someone out there before
- she calls back. Mark was patrolling in that area about an hour ago.
- I'll get on the horn and see if he's still close by."
- Riley, who had straightened like a poker at the mention of Lucille's
- name, didn't like the sound of that. The old lady lived right next
- door to Becca Prescott and was one of Becca's biggest supporters. A
- strong-willed woman with a reputation for speaking her mind, she
- wouldn't hesitate to bring up the election with Mark and no doubt
- rattle him into saying something he shouldn't.
- Making a snap decision, Riley set aside his coffee and retrieved his
- hat from the hat rack.
- "I'll go. Round up Mark and send him out to the Teen Canteen. The
- seniors have a big bash planned and someone's bound to show up with a
- bottle of something they shouldn't. As soon as I've mimed Mrs.
- Brickman down, I'll swing by and help him keep an eye on those kids so
- they don't do anything stupid. "
- He strode out the door before he could question the wisdom of his
- decision, but not before he saw John hastily conceal his surprise. The
- younger man didn't say anything, but then again, he didn't have to.
- Riley knew as well as his deputy that Mark could have handled Mrs.
- Brick- man with patient finesse. The teenagers at the student can~x-n
- were another matter, however. Riley was far more effective at keeping
- the kids in line and they both knew it.
- Face it, the voice in his head needled him. You saw a ~ chance to run
- into Becca again, and you jumped at it.
- ~ You'd better watch it, man. You'replaying with fire, and if you're
- not careful, you're going to get burned. ~ ~___2~ Out of habit, his
- first instinct was to dismiss the idea ~with a snort of harsh laughter.
- He liked her--he readily admitted it. And there was no question that
- sparks flew' between them every time their eyes chanced to meet. if
- he~ ever got her into his bed, they'd probably set the sheets on fire.
- But it wasn't going to happen. He only had to look at her to know she
- wasn't the type of woman a man turned to for a one-night stand, and he
- wasn't interested in anything else.
- That, however, didn't stop his heart from kicking into overdrive just
- at the thought of possibly tangling with his green-eyed opponent again.
- ~:: ~ :~:,~
- ?
- Fifteen minutes later, when he turned into Lucille Brickman's driveway,
- he couldn't stop his gaze from swinging to the white clapboard house
- next door. Becca's Jeep was there, but nothing moved in the yard.
- Sunset was thirty minutes away, and the place looked deserted.
- Reminding himself that he had business to take care of, he stepped from
- his patrol car and started up the porch steps to Lucille's front door.
- It was then that he heard the sounds the old lady had called about.
- Shots, not firecrackers, he noted, stopping to listen. A . 38. And
- coming from the rear-of one of the one-acre tracts Lucille and ~. ~:~?
- -'~ . each of her neighbors owned.
- ~. ~. :_ Skirting the house, he strode quickly toward the desert
- wilderness in the distance, his booted feet kicking up dust.
- His gaze focused straight ahead, he never saw Lucille watching him from
- her kitchen window, her lined, angular face softened by a slow smile of
- satisfaction.
- Becca took one last look to make sure Chloe hadn't moved from her
- position on a boulder a safe distance behind her, then turned her
- attention to the empty tin cans she'd set up on a weathered log fifty
- feet in front of her.
- Her feet spread slightly apart, both hands clasped around the cold
- metal of her . 38, she took aim and slowly squeezed the trigger. One
- of the cans--the one she'd been aiming at, thankfully--went flying with
- a satisfying ping.
- ~"All right, Mom!" Chloe cried, her hands clamped protectively over
- her ears.
- "Hit another one."
- "I.
- Complying, Becca did, hitting the next five in succession. Laughing,
- she reholstered the pistol in her shoulder harness, her gaze on the
- scattered cans that lay like fallen soldiers in the dirt.
- "Now we're cooking with gas, sweetheart!
- And I was afraid I'd lost my touch. Wait'll Riley
- Whitaker gets a load of my fancy shooting. The poor man'll never know
- what hit him. "
- "You think so?" a familiar masculine voice drawled from behind her.
- "Anybody can hit a can from spitting distance. That's baby stuff."
- Startled, Becca whirled to find Riley leaning against a big boulder a
- few steps back from Chloe, a crooked grin hitching up one corner of his
- sensuous mouth. His eyes, dark and slumberous, slid over her lazily,
- taking in every inch of her without seeming to move at all. Suddenly
- hot and breathless and disgustingly aware of the raggedness of the old
- T-shirt and cutoffs she'd changed into before trekking out into the
- desert, Becca would have given anything to deny the wild, welcoming
- lurch of her heart. Damn the man, but she was glad to see him. She'd
- eat ants before she'd let him know it, though. Her smile mocking, she
- said, "Better watch it, Sheriff.
- You're beginning to sound just the teeniest bit worried. What's the
- matter? Afraid I'm going to beat you? "
- His eyes laughing at her, he snorted.
- "Not a chance, sweetheart."
- The endearment slipped out as naturally as if he'd been calling her
- that for years, stunning them both. As his blue eyes locked with her
- green ones, neither Riley nor Becca noticed Chloe watching wide-eyed
- from the rock where she still sat, until she asked, puzzled, "Why does
- he call you that, Mama? Sweetheart's what you call me."
- Startled, her cheeks aflame, Becca couldn't for the life of her think
- of an explanation.
- "Well, uh, I" -- "It just sort of popped out, sweetie pie," Riley said,
- coming to her rescue.
- "I guess I could have called her peanut or curly top or even Fred, but
- I thought sweet86
- heart sounded better. It's got a nice ring to it, don't you think? "
- ']
- Chloe giggled.
- "You called me sweetie pie." , ,7
- He grinned.
- "It's my favorite nickname for special ladies."
- ',"I'm not a lady!"
- :
- "You will be one day," he promised, tugging at one of her soft curls.
- "And then the boys better watch out.
- You're going to break a lot of hearts. "
- Recovering her voice at last, Becca said quickly, "Why don't you
- collect the cans for me and set them up again,
- honey? This time farther away. We don't want the sheriff to accuse us
- of baby stuff. "
- As competitive as her mother, chloe didn't have to be told twice.
- "All right! We'll show him!"
- She skipped off, grinning, and as soon as she was out of earshot, Beeca
- drawled, "Okay, sweetheart, what are you doing here, anyway?"
- ~
- "Lucille thought some kids were back here' shooting off fireworks, so I
- drove over to check it out." He glanced at the gun holstered in her
- shoulder harness, his eyes glinting with devilment as they lifted to
- hers.
- "You got a permit for that thing?"
- She did, but she had no intention of telling him that just yet, not
- after that crack about her shooting. Cocking her head at him, she
- lifted a delicately arched brow.
- "Why?
- You going to haul me in if I don't? "
- He wanted to haul her in, all right . right into his arms.
- And if he didn't get out of there damn soon, he was going to do just
- that.
- "Don't tempt me," he growled, and meant it.
- "So let's have it, Becca. Do you have a permit or not? You know the
- law as well as I do."
- Linda Turner
- "Which is why I have a permit," she replied, her green eyes
- twinkling.
- "So you don't have to read me my rights.
- I'm legal. "
- "Then I'll get out of here," he said gruffly.
- "See you around, peanut."
- "You can count on it, sweetheart. I'm not going anywhere." She
- watched him walk away, the heat from the touch of his eyes sparking a
- glow deep inside, an ache she would have sworn she wanted no part of.
- Shaken, she didn't hear Chloe return until the little girl leaned
- against her and slipped her small arms around her waist.
- "Are we going to move back to Dallas, Mama?"
- "What?" Surprised, Beeca frowned down at her, smoothing her wild curls
- back from her face.
- "Why would you think that, honey?" ~'::. *~ She shrugged.
- "Some of the kids at school said you can't beat the sheriff. So I
- thought we might have to move .... " Oh, no, honey! " Squatting down,
- Becca gave her daughter a fierce hug.
- "I don't know who's going to win the election--no one does--but this is
- our home now. You heard me tell the sheriff I'm not going anywhere and
- I meant it. So don't you worry about what the kids at school say. They
- don't know what they're talking about.
- Okay? "
- Relief easing the worried lines of her little face, Chloe nodded.
- "Okay."
- Praying she wouldn't have to eat those ~words'fate3," Becca sent her
- inside to clean up for supper, promising she'd be in herself in just a
- second. Then she went looking for Lucille.
- Since only strangers used the front door, she cut across her own
- unfenced yard to the older woman's back door,
- ?
- where she heard murmured laughter. Suspicion stirred, and with nothing
- more than a, sharp knock, she quickly let herself in.
- If she lived to be a hundred, she'd never forget the identical
- expressions on the three old ladies' faces: guilt, pure and simple.
- Suddenly wanting to laugh, she said easily, "Sorry to interrupt,
- ladies, but the sheriff was just here. It seems Lucille thought
- someone was shooting off some fireworks out back. Didn't you warn the
- others about my target practice, Margaret?" Margaret, to her credit,
- couldn't quite look h~r in the eye when she fibbed.
- "Target practice?" she repeated vaguely, as if she'd never heard the
- words before.
- "I must have forgotten. You know how my memory is, especially when I'm
- working with my clay."
- It was a good excuse, but Beeca wasn't buying it. Margaret was sharp
- as a tack when she wanted to be. And so were the others. If Lucille
- could tell which dog was barking at the Cavender Ranch a quarter of a
- mile down the road--which she could--she should have been able to
- distinguish between gunshots and firecrackers.
- "I know what you're doing," she warned them.
- "And it's not going to work."
- "Doing?"
- "We don't know what you'~ t~alking about, Becca, honey. Is something
- wrong?"
- "You're darn right something's wrong. The three of you think you can
- throw the sheriff and me together and stir up a romance and it's just
- not going to work." All talking at once, they assured her they'd never
- even considered such a thing, but Becea knew them too well. Romantics
- right down to the the tips of their soft-soled shoes, they'd made it
- clear on numerous other occasions that they thought she was too young
- to spend the rest of
- 89 her life alone. It was just like them to take matters into their
- own hands and decide that Riley Whitaker was just the man she needed.
- They couldn't have been more wrong.
- Chapter 5
- The clock on the stove read 11:43. "Almost midnight. And the
- loneliest time of the day, as far as Becca was concerned. Restless,
- with thoughts of Riley, of the grannies' plot to throw them together,
- pushing in on her, she settled at the kitchen table to work on the
- speech she would be giving early next week to the local garden club.
- But her mind wasn't on the task and kept drifting to the following
- evening, when she would have to handcuff ~ley. and in the process,
- touch him, manhandle him. ~ Images stirred. Hot, erotic, totally
- unacceptable.
- Flushed, cursing her overactive imagination, she tossed down her pencil
- and headed upstairs for a bath. But a hot soak didn't do a thing for
- the tension knotting the back of her neck, and an hour later, she was
- still up, prowling the house in the dark, checking on her neighbors to
- make sure they were safe and sound. : :. ~ It was a habit she had
- started the first night she'd moved in with her grandmother, when she'd
- realized she and her three elderly friends had no one within shouting
- distance but each other. If there was trouble, no one would hear, so
- Becca had made it a practice of making sure the neighborhood was quiet
- each night before she went to bed. '~ ~ Glancing out the east window
- of the kitchen, she grinned at the sight of the lights blazing in
- Margaret's studio. When she was working with her beloved clay,
- Margaret had been known to stay up all night. " Figuring she was okay,
- Becca moved to the opposite end of the house to check on Lucille, then
- Clara, who lived at the far end of the row of four houses.
- " Lucille's place was dark, as was Clara'~s.~ Relicvent, Becca started
- to turn away from the study window, only to catch a whisper of movement
- out of the corner of her eye.
- Surprised, she froze, her narrowed gaze searching the darkness. It was
- a moonless night and quiet, without a breath of a breeze. If there was
- anything out there, she couldn't see it.
- ~ }'-~ "It's late," she told herself.
- "You're imagining things." But just as the words left her lips, she
- saw something white and flowing drift from the deep shadows engulfing
- the house two doors down.
- "Oh, God!"
- It was Clara. She was sleepwalking, wandering through the night as if
- she were out for an afternoon stroll. and headed straight toward the
- road. Dismayed, Becca ~ipped on the floodlights and ran for the door.
- lad ,i:-Or:
- Running late because of some rowdiness he'd had to settle at the County
- Line Lounge in the far northern corner of the county, Riley took a
- shortcut back to town and told himself he was only taking the two-lane
- ranch road to save time. The fact that Becca lived on the road was
- just
- ? a coincidence and had nothing to do with his decision to go that way
- instead of the main highway.
- "Yeah, right," he muttered.
- "Tell another one." His chiseled face was grim in the darkness as he
- approached the string of four houses sitting in the middle of nowhere,
- and he thanked God that he wouldn't have to stop. For hours now, he'd
- thought of not~g but her and the glint in her eyes when she'd teasingly
- called him sweetheart.
- She'd just been giving him back some of his own, and he should have
- forgotten all about it by now. But there were some things a man
- couldn't forget, like it or not. And Becca laughing up at him, the
- endearment slipping naturally from her lips, was one of them.
- "It's time you took another little trip. up to Silver City, Whitaker,
- and found someone to scratch this itch for you," he said tightly into
- the darkness of his patrol car.
- "You've been without a woman too long."
- It was a damn good idea, but one, he was irked to note, that held
- little appeal. Lately, when he thought of a woman, there was only one
- that seemed to come to mind. And she had a sassy mouth and wanted his
- job.
- He would have raced right by her house without sparing it a glance, but
- the damn place was lit up like a Christmas tree. Floodlights blazed
- from ~very corner of the two-story structure, stripping the night away.
- And right in the middle of the front yard was Becca--in her nightgown,
- if he wasn't mistaken! --apparently herding Clara Simpson, who was
- also in her nightclothes, back to her house. Riley never 'remembered~t
- slamming On the brakes~~ but suddenly he was struggling to avoid a
- skid. Keep on going, the voice of reason in his head ordered sternly.
- If the ladies want to have a pajama party and walk in the starlight,
- it's none of your business. 93 The thought registered; he just ignored
- it. Cursing a blue streak, he was out of his patrol car before he'd
- barely rolled to a stop in the middle of the road in front of her
- house.
- "Dammit, woman, what the hell are you doing?
- Do you know what time it is? What's wrong with Clara? " He threw the
- questions at her like darts, the last coming out less harshly as his
- eyes narrowed on Clara, who seemed to be in a daze. Frowning, he
- stepped forward quickly in concern.
- "Is she okay?"
- "She's sleepwalking." Desperately conscious of how her thin cotton
- nightgown left little to the imagination in the stark glare of the
- floodlights, Becca prayed that Riley would be too worded about Clara to
- give her and her lack of clothes a second thought. Quickly slipping
- her arm around the older woman's narrow shoulders to guide her toward
- her own house, she said quietly, "She'll be fine as soon as I get her
- back inside."
- As far as hints went, it wasn't a very strong one, but he should have
- seen that she had the situation under control.
- He didn't. Standing his ground, he eyed Clara warily and lowered his
- voice to a rough whisper.
- "Can't you just wake her?" ~ Becca shook her head.
- "I'm afraid I'll startle her, and her heart's not all that strong.
- Don't worry, though. She's done this before. I can handle her. So
- there's no reason for you to stay. I'm sure you have more important
- things to do."
- The words were hardly out of her mouth when Clara suddenly moved,
- quietly slipping free of her hold. Swearing, Riley jumped to intercept
- the octogenarian before she could once again step toward the road,
- spreading his arms wide so she couldn't get past him.
- "Yeah, I can see you've really got things under control," he drawled,
- his blue eyes mocking as they met hers
- ~ ?
- over the top of Clara's white head.
- "What's the matter, sweetheart?
- You trying to get rid of me just ~because I caught you outside in your
- nightie? "
- Oh, God, he'd noticed! With heat flooding her cheeks, she resisted the
- urge to wrap her arms around herself and snapped, "Don't be ridiculous.
- I'm sure you've seen hundreds of women in their nightclothes before."
- His lips twitched.
- "Well, I don't know about hundreds. But if you wanted an exact number,
- I could probably sit down and figure it out for you. If you were
- interested, of course." ': :: ~ The look she shot him was withering.
- "Don't strain your brain, Whitaker. I'm not."
- "Fine. Now that we've got that settled, why don't we see about getting
- Clara inside? There might be a woman in her nightclothes somewhere
- waiting for me." He gave her that wicked grin of his, the one that
- women from six to sixty, herself included, couldn't resist--and Becca
- found it impossible not to laugh. Damn him, how was a woman supposed
- to deal with a man who could tease like the devil himself?
- "Then God forbid we should keep her waiting," she retorted as she moved
- toward her friend. Slipping her arm around her waist again, she
- motioned for him to take up a sunilar position on the other side.
- "If we keep her pinned between the two of us, she'll have to go where
- we go," she said quietly.
- Short of waking her, there was little else they could do. Nodding,
- Riley moved closer to Clam.
- "Let's try it."
- Carefully placing his arm around the older woman's shoulders, he
- accidently brushed the tissue-thin sleeve of Becca's pale green gown.
- Just that quickly, the night was suddenly hot, charged, humming. ~"L
- I- v~
- '
- The uneven beat of her heart an erotic rhythm in her ears, Becca had no
- idea how long she stood there, for time seemed to grind to a halt.
- Something that neither wanted to acknowledge passed between them,
- something that wasn't going to go away no matter how hard they tried to
- ignore it.
- Then, just when she thought she couldn't stand the hushed silence
- another second without saying something, anything, they both stepped
- forward at the same time.
- Clara, all but unaware of their presence, hesitated, then moved with
- them.
- "Thatta girl," Becca whispered softly' to her, dragging her gaze away
- from Riley's.
- "Let's get you back to bed."
- It took a while, but together they managed to get her across Lucille's
- yard and then her own to her house, where they were presented with
- another problem. How were the three of them going to maneuver through
- the open front door? Riley wondered with a frown. But Clara,
- obviously sensing that she was home, stepped over the thresh and
- immediately headed for her bedroom.
- Becca hurried to catch up with her to make sure she run into anything
- in the darkened house, but her was on familiar turf and smoothly
- avoided any obstacles in her path, finally reaching her bed. With a
- sigh that seemed to come from deep in her soul, she stretched out,
- adjusted her pillow, then pulled the covers up to her chin. Within
- seconds, she was snoring loudly enough to rattle the windows.
- Becca laughed softly, half expecting Clara to pop back up again, but
- whatever worry had sent the woman out -into the night had obviously
- eased--she was in a deep sleep and wouldn't, Becca knew from
- experience, move so much as a muscle the rest of the night. Relieved,
- Becca
- ' ?
- quietly wished her good-night and returned to the living room, where
- Riley was waiting for her.
- Wishing she had a robe, she contented herself with folding her arms
- across her chest. The second her eyes met Riley's, however, she knew
- it was a wasted effort. The knowledge was them in his hot gaze--he'd
- had ample opportunity to look his fill outside in the revealing light
- of her own floodlights.
- Lifting her chin defiantly, she cursed her fair skin and the blush that
- burned so readily in her cheeks.
- "Her head hardly hit the pillow and she was snoring to beat the
- band."
- He didn't miss the mutinous set of her jaw. or her blush. God, she
- had beautiful skin! Tracing the color in her cheeks and throat with
- his eyes, he found himself wondering how deep it went, how hot it
- burned. It was not, he reflected, as his blood started to warm, the
- kind of thing a smart man would consider when a lady was all but naked
- before him. Right now, however, he didn't feel like a particularly
- smart man.
- His throat desert dry, he swallowed and had to force himself to
- concentrate on the conversation.
- "I can't believe she was heading right for the road. If you hadn't
- seen her and tried to stop her, she probably would have stepped right
- out in front of my car. Does she do this often?"
- "Too often for comfort," Becca replied.
- "Though it's usually when she's had an especially tiring or upsetting
- day. I'll talk to Lucille and Margaret in the morning and see if they
- know of anything that might have set her off."
- "Do you think she should be left alone?" he asked worriedly as Becca
- started to turn the lights out and lock up.
- "What if she gets up again after you've gone to bed?
- She could wander out into the desert and get lost. " ~
- "She'll be fine," she assured him, understanding his concern. The
- first time she'd seen Clara walking in her sleep in the middle of the
- night, it had scared her to death. She'd taken her neighbor home with
- her and had watched her like a hawk for hours, afraid to take her eyes
- off her for fear she'd disappear when her back was turned.
- "She's gotten her exercise for the evening. She won't budge again
- until morning."
- Following him out, she pulled the front door shut behind her, then
- checked to make sure it was securely locked. When she turned around,
- she expected to find Riley heading for his patrol car. Instead, he was
- waiting~,.
- patiently for her, standing so close that she drew in the' faint, clean
- scent of his cologne with every breath she took.
- "I'll walk you home," he said huskily.
- "Oh, you don't have to do that" -- "I know I don't. But you shouldn't
- be walking around like that at this time of night." Or any other time,
- he almost added, taking her elbow in a firm grasp. Touching was a
- mistake, of course, He knew it the minute he felt the silken softness
- of her skin under his fingers. She would ~? feel like that all over.
- or better. Somehow he knew it in r~his soul.
- Later, Becca never knew how she managed to walk the short distance to
- her house. Her legs had this strange tendency to tremble and she
- couldn't seem to get enough air into her lungs.
- What little breath she was able to drag in was released in a ragged
- sigh of relief when they finally reached her front porch.
- But when she turned at the steps to thank him for helping her, he kept
- walking, and she either had to back up the steps or find herself
- plastered to his chest. Shocked and panicked, she abandoned the need
- to stand her ground
- ?
- and shot up onto the porch like a scalded cat. She had only to catch
- the hot, purposeful glint in his narrowed eyes, however, to know that
- wasn't going to stop him. Taking another step away from him, she
- backed right into her front door. And that stiffened her spine as
- nothing else could have. She wasn't some inexperienced young thing who
- let a man take what she wasn't willing to give.
- "I think we need to get something straight right now, Whitaker," she
- said with a coolness she was darn proud of.
- "I've married and buried a husband. I'm not looking for a man."
- His hands settled on the door on either side of her shoulders, allowing
- him to trap her in front of him without so much as laying a finger on
- her. In the deep shadows of the porch, untouched by the floodlights,
- he was as serious as she.
- "Good,"
- " he growled.
- "Because I'm not looking for a relationship, either. Once was
- enough."
- So he'd been involved with someone in the past, someone who had burned
- him badly enough that he didn't want to repeat the experience. Becca
- didn't know why she was so surprised--the man was in his mid-thirties,
- and you could look at that wonderful, rugged face of his and see that
- he hadn't lived in a vacuum. But in a small town like Lordsburg, where
- gossip was as free as the wind that blew off the desert, she'd never
- heard so much as a whisper about his love life.
- Stifling her curiosity, she let out the breath she hadn't realized she
- was holding. He was going to be reasonable about this.
- "Then we finally agree on something. Will wonders never cease?"
- He nodded curtly.
- "Just so we understand each other." And with no more warning than
- that, he snatched her away from the door and into his arms, taking her
- mouth
- 99 the way he'd been aching to from the moment he'd first laid eyes on
- her.
- He'd lain awake nights wondering what she would taste like, feel like
- in his arms, his bed. And it was a hell of a thing, wondering. It
- took control of a man's thoughts and drove him crazy, until he found
- himself acting like a green kid who wouldn't know what to do with a
- woman if he had one. And he didn't like it, damn it!
- So it had to end. Now. He was going to kiss her till her knees melted
- and he got his fill of her. Until he ended the mystery that was Becca
- Prescott and the fascination she held for him.
- It was that simple. Maybe then he'd be able to sleep nights.
- Nothing, he quickly discovered, was that simple when it came to the
- woman in his arms. From the second his mouth swooped down to hers, she
- wasn't what he'd expected. She was always so sassy with him, so sure
- of herself, that he'd have sworn she'd either jerk out of his arms with
- a stinging rebuke or return the kiss with a passion that seemed to be
- as much a part of her as her dancing green eyes.
- But she did neither. The minute his arms closed around her, she went
- as still as a deer caught in the scope of ~ ~ hunter's rifle, her mouth
- parting in a gasp of surprise, her lips trembling with a hesitancy that
- nearly cut him off at~ the knees. And against his chest, he could feel
- the sudden rush of her thudding heart.
- In the blink of an eye, the heat she stirred in him was ten times
- hotter, the ache he'd attributed to lust changing to something far more
- dangerous. Something that resembled the lost innocence he'd never
- expected to feel again;
- something that called to him in the night and whispered of softness and
- trust and sweetness of spirit. Something that was impossible to walk
- away from.
- :
- Murmuring her name, he dragged her closer, and could no more stop
- himself from deepening the kiss than he could have stopped the rising
- of the moon. Too long, he thought with a groan, his mind clouding as
- her tongue shyly greeted his. It had been too long since he'd held a
- woman, too long since he'd lost himself in the touch and feel and taste
- of one. And even then, it hadn't felt anything like this. One taste
- of Becca Prescott's intoxicating mouth, and he knew the lady could take
- him apart and put him back together again.
- The thought cut through the desire clouding his brain as nothing else
- could. Jerking back suddenly, he stared down at her as if he'd never
- seen her before. Dammit, who was this woman who'd walked into his life
- and turned it upside down? As stunned as he, she gazed up at him with
- wide, dazed eyes, her lips still parted from his kiss, her breath
- revealingly uneven in the tense silence. And it was all he could do
- not to reach for her again.
- Biting back an oath, he took a quick step away from her. while he
- still could.
- "Next time you go chasing after Clara in the middle of the night," he
- growled, "throw some clothes on first. You shouldn't be walking around
- like that."
- Thoroughly rattled, Beeca sank back against the solid wood of the front
- door. Her knees boneless, her heart thundering, she watched Riley walk
- away with the long,
- quick, agitated strides of a man who should have been
- someplace--anyplace--else ten minutes ago.
- Hugging herself, she desperately tried to shrug off the entire incident
- as just a kiss. But if what she and Riley had just shared was nothing
- more than a kiss, then Niagara was just another waterfall. Suddenly
- struggling with hysterical laughter, she pressed her hand to her mouth,
- but she might as well have tried to hold back a flood with a couple of
- sandbags. Dear God, what had she done? She'd kissed him, really
- kissed him, and she still didn't know what had possessed her.
- She hadn't been lying when she'd told him she didn't want a man.
- There'd been a time when she'd thought the sun rose and set in Tom
- Prescott's shoes, but because of his unreasonable possessiveness, that
- love hadn't survived their marriage. He hadn't trusted her out of his
- sight, and even though she'd fought against the restraints he'd tried
- to put on her, once he got sick, she'd found herself giving in just to
- keep the peace. And in the process, she'd lost part of her soul.
- Never again, she'd promised herself. Never again would she let a man
- and her love for him control her. She had her daughter, her' home, and
- answered to no one. That was all she needed--she'd make sure of it.
- Given the chance, she would have gone five miles out of the way to
- avoid Riley after that, but the competition at the high school gym was
- scheduled for the following evening. And although she spent most of
- the rest of that night and all the next day racking her brain for a
- graceful way to back out, there simply was none. If she expected to
- have even a staidgert of a chance of winning the election, she had to
- go and do what she'd promised to do-prove herself to Riley Whitaker and
- everyone in Hidalgo County who had doubts about her. "
- But how, dear Lord, was she supposed to face the man without
- remembering the feel of his arms around her and the heat of his mouth
- on hers? she wondered wildly as she dressed for the event in a
- shortsleeved cotton blouse, jeans and tennis shoes. Just thinking
- about it made her breath hitch and her heart do crazyttip-flops in her
- breast.
- And her face. God, She had a face that registered her every
- ?
- thought, eyes that reflected her volatile emotions like a mirror. The
- second he looked at her, he'd know she'd thought of nothing but him
- since he'd kissed her. How was she supposed to touch him, handcuff
- him, after that?
- "You look funny, Mom," Chloe said suddenly from the bedroom doorway.
- "Are you sick?"
- Hearing the horror in her daughter's voice, Becca laughed. Chloe was
- so excited about her competition with Riley that she'd hardly talked of
- anything else for days. She'd never understand if Becca had to back
- out.
- "No, sweetheart, I'm fine. Just a little nervous. Have you got your
- overnight bag packed?"
- Chloe nodded and held up the Garfield duffel bag she'd packed for a
- sleep-over at her friend Karen's house after the competition. Her eyes
- wide, she confided, "Karen's dad said you might be on TV."
- Since the nearest television station that might be interested in the
- election was in Santa Fe, Becca couldn't see that happening.
- "I'm sure Mr. Jacobs means well, honey, but I doubt that Channel 5 is
- going to send a crew all the way out here. In fact, I'll be lucky if a
- hundred people are there tonight, but that's okay. I can use all the
- votes I can get."
- Her hair braided in a long plait down her back, she checked her
- appearance in the mirror one more time, then squared her shoulders and
- flashed her daughter a grin.
- "If somebody does show up with a camera, at least I won't look like a
- wild woman with my hair dancing all over my head. C'mon, let's go."
- With Chloe at her side in the Jeep, Becca headed for town, telling
- herself she was ready for anything. But/ nothing could have prepared
- her for the cars that filled the parking lot at the high school and
- spilled out onto the surrounding streets. It looked like everyone in
- the county was there.
- "There's Margaret's car," Chloe exclaimed.
- "And Mr. Jacobs's. And... wow! Look, More!" Straining against her
- seat belt, she pointed to a van with the call letters of a Santa Fe
- television station painted on the side.
- "Mr. Jacobs was right. You are going to be on TV!"
- "It certainly looks that way," Becca agreed, stunned. Running late
- because of the unextx~ted traffic jam around the school, she finally
- parked in a loading zone next to Riley's patrol car, then hurried
- toward the gym with Chloe's hand firmly tucked in hers. People who had
- not yet found seats inside greeted her like an old friend, making her
- feel not only as if she were welcome, but as if she belonged.
- With excitement skittering along her nerve endings, she stepped into
- the gym, only to stop short, a surprised grin spreading across her
- mouth. She'd thought she'd known what to expect, but nothing could
- have prepared her for the sight of the rowdy crowd that packed the old
- building to the rafters. Like opposing schools at a championship
- basketball game, they'd divided the gym down the middle, with the women
- taking possession of the stands on the right, the men on the left.
- Becca's first instinct was to laugh, but there really was nothing funny
- about what was going on here. She hadn't challenged Riley because she
- was abra burner trying to make a statement. She just wanted a job; it
- was that simple.
- But somehow, without her quite knowing how it had happened, she'd
- become the champion of women's rights in a part of the country where
- male chanvinlsm was alive and well.
- The women of Hidalgo County were looking to her to make some changes in
- the status quo, and she couldn't let them down.
- ?
- Someone spotted her then and the cheers began. And the boos. Becca
- chuckled, not the least offended. Like her or not, at least most of
- the voters now knew who she was. Turning to Chloe, who was starting to
- look apprehensive, she leaned down to give her a big hug.
- "Don't worry about the booing, honey. Remember, this is all just in
- fun.
- Nobody's mad. "
- "Will they be when you win?"
- Becca chuckled, hugging her again.
- "I don't know. We'll have to wait and find out. Now, why don't you go
- sit with Karen and her mom and I'll see you later? I saw them in the
- front row right where we came in, and it looks like this shindig's
- about to get started."
- The crowd, too, had sensed the beginning of the evening's
- competition.
- Excited whispers rose in volume at the exact moment Becca spied Riley,
- already in the middle circle of the basketball court. He wore his
- uniform, but had removed his boots and stood in his stockinged feet
- near several gym mats that someone had laid out earlier.
- Flanked by a number of local ranchers, who were slapping him on the
- back, he had apparently seen her the moment she stepped into the gym.
- You wanted a fight, lady. You got one. It's time to put up or shut
- up.
- He didn't say a word, only nodded to her in greeting, but the message
- came across loud and clear, not only to her, but to everyone in the
- gym. This was going to be a fight, all right. No holds barred.
- For just a second, doubt clutched at Becca's stomach, irritating her no
- end. Now was not the time to let the man see how easily he could
- rattle her cage. Forcing a cheeky grin, she was rewarded with his
- quick scowl. So he thought he could beat her, did he? she thought,
- chuckling as she started toward him. When toads flew. Okay, so the
- odds were against her. That didn't mean she was beaten before she'd
- even stepped on the mat. All she had to do was catch the darn man by
- surprise.
- At her approach, he turned and raised his hands to quiet the crowd.
- "Ladies and gentleman, if I could have your attention, please," he
- began, glancing past her to the bleachers as she reached the edge of
- the mat.
- "I'm sure you all know why we're here .... " With the handcuffs she'd
- brought ready and waiting in her pocket, Becca didn't wait to hear
- more. He half turned away from her to address the crowd in the
- opposite bleachers, and she knew this was the only chance she was
- likely to get. Moving swiftly, she grabbed his left arm and jerked it
- behind his back, snapping the cuffs into place before he could do
- anything but stiffen in surprise. A split second later, she had the
- other arm dragged into position and cuffed. The entire procedure had
- taken less than ten seconds flat.
- "What the hell!" Riley snarled, whirling to face her as pandemonium
- broke out in the stands.
- "You want to tell me what the devil you think you're doing?"
- ' "Yeow, doggie, boy!" Margaret yelled from the stands, as every woman
- in the gym jumped to her feet to cheer wildly.
- "She's got you hog-tied, just like she said she would."
- "Only because she caught me off guard," he retorted over the loud
- cheering of the women.
- "A criminal wouldn't make the mistake of turning his back on her."
- "Yeah," one of the men yelled from the bleachers.
- "Take the cuffs off and try it again. Let's see how good you are, Mrs.
- Prescott, when your man's ready for you."
- It was an out-and-out dare, one that the rest of the men quickly
- seconded. Riley, more than willing to shamelessly use his friends
- grumblings to his advantage, shot her
- ? a tight grin.
- "Yeah, Mrs. Prescott," he taunted in a soft voice that didn't carry
- past her ears.
- "Take the cuffs off. This time I guarantee I'll be ready for you."
- She wouldn't stand a chance and they both knew it. But what other
- choice did she have?
- "All right," she finally agreed, loudly enough for both him and his
- supporters to hear.
- "But just for the record, a good law-enforcement officer takes her
- breaks where she can get them." Moving behind him, the thunder of her
- heart picking up speed, she unlocked the cuffs, then sprang back before
- he could even think about reaching for her.
- But Riley had no intention of playing the' game that way. He wanted
- her to anticipate this, to know that no matter what she did, there was
- no way she was going to win. His eyes gleaming at the thought, he
- motioned for her to take a position opposite him on the gymnastic mat.
- Hushed silence fell over the crowd.
- "You're going down, lady," Riley promised with a grim smile as they
- circled each other like wrestlers looking for a weakness.
- "So just get ready."
- "Oh, yeah?" she teased, hoping to distract "That's pretty big talk
- from a man who just got his butt whipped by a shrimp of a woman in
- front of half the county. Maybe you should get one of your deputies
- to
- As far as digs went, it was a good "One. Riley should have been
- furious. Instead, he found himself wanting to laugh. Damn her, how
- was he supposed to concentrate when he was constantly fighting a
- grin?
- "Don't worry, sweetheart. I can handle you just fine all by myself.
- Watch out. Here I come. "
- It was the only warning she got. He lunged toward her, feinted to her
- left, then quick as lightning hooked his right
- II
- foot behind hers. Gasping, she started to fall . and threw her arms
- around his neck.
- "Son of a..." Caught off guard, his arms suddefiy full of Becca's
- womanly curves, Riley felt the groun~ shift under his feet as he took
- her weight, but it happened so fast, there was nothing he could do to
- save either me of them. Swearing, he crashed to the mat like a fallen
- log, managing at the last second to throw himself to tie side so that
- he wouldn't crush Becca like a grape. With ~ grunt of discomfort, he
- landed hard on his side with her still in his arms.
- Laughter erupted around them, but all Riley head was Becca's startled
- gasp and the sudden roar of his blood in his ears as his eyes dropped
- to hers. With her legs tangled with his, her arms still tight around
- his neck and every sweet inch of her molded to him, all he could think
- about was kissing her. Again.
- He now knew what she tasted like, would go to hi~ grave remembering the
- way she'd melted all over him las~ night like a man's worst fantasy.
- Twenty-four hours laer, he was still burning.
- ':
- ~ He never remembered movin-~', but suddenly he was on his feet and
- leaning down to help her up. Over his outstretched hand, turbulent
- green eyes locked with blue, and a blind man could have seen she was as
- shaken as 12e. But she didn't hesitate to accept his help, not when a
- thousand people were watching their every move.
- It was a mistake, touching her again. He. knew it the second his
- fingers closed around hers. Heat swept fl: rough him, scorching him
- from the inside out. Needing so,he air, he dropped her hand as soon as
- she was on her fee~.
- "Well, I don't know about you, ladies and gentlemen," he told the crowd
- gruffly, "but I think we're going to have to call this a draw." That,
- of course, didn't go
- ? over well with half the crowd. Raising his hand, he stopped the
- boos with a charming grin.
- "Come on, guys, gimme a break.
- I'm in a no-win situation here. I can't hurt the lady just to prove a
- point. And she did manage to get the cuffs on me. So that makes
- tonight's competition a draw. We've still got two more to go. "
- "Well, hell, Riley," Wade Sellars drawled in disgust.
- "Why do you want to put yourself through the hassle of all that? You've
- already proven you're more physically fit. It looks to me like you
- win, hands down. " "You just stop right there, Wade Sellars," his
- wife, Amanda, ordered sternly from across the gym. Usually a meek
- woman, she planted her fists on her thin hips and stared at her husband
- in growing indignation.
- "All the sheriff proved is that he's bigger than Becca. Well,
- surprise, surprise. Tell us something we don't know. She'll hold her
- own in the cross-country run--you just wait." Flushed at being scolded
- in public, Wade scowled right back at her.
- "Hell, Mandy, she's a woman. There's no way she can outrun him and you
- know it."
- "Are you saying a woman can't beat a man in a foot- race?"
- The whole gym seemed to hold its collective breath. Poor Wade, too
- irritated with his wife to realize that he was standing on the edge of
- a cliff, foolishly jumped off.
- "You're darn right. Isn't that just what I said?"
- It was, unfortunately, the wrong thing to say. Every woman in the
- place rose to her feet in protest. Amanda Sellars, huffing in outrage,
- declared loudly, "I'll have you know I can outrun you any day of the
- week! And if you don't believe me, I just dare you to show up at the
- cross- country race in your running shoes. Because I'll have mine on.
- Then we'll see who's faster, hotshot. Just you wait."
- In the blink of an eye, other wives were publicly challenging their
- husbands, demanding that they be given a chance to prove themselves.
- Stunned, Becca could only stand at Riley's side, struggling with the
- laughter that suddenly bubbled in her throat as normally peaceful men
- and women argued over who was stronger and faster. Before all the
- jawing died down, the cross-country run that had originally started out
- as a competition between her and Riley had turned into a hotly debated
- community-' wide race. If she hadn't seen it with her own two eyes,
- she never would have believed it.
- Chapter 6
- Everyone should have gone home soon after that, but no one seemed to
- want to be the first to leave. The women streamed down from the stands
- to surround Becca, all talking at once as they congratulated her on
- holding her own with Riley, who, like the rest of the men in the gym,
- needed to be brought down a notch or two. Laughing, touched by their
- support, Becca tried to tell them that she'd never intended to stir up
- trouble between them and their husbands--she just needed a job. But no
- one seemed to listen.
- Shrugging off her concerns, several women assured her that not only
- could they handle their men, they'd beat their butts on race day.
- With her eyes frequently drawn like magnets across the gym to where
- Riley stood surrounded by his own supporters, Becca didn't feel quite
- as cocky. Some of the women probably would beat their beer-drinking,
- couch potato husbands. But those men weren't in the same league with
- Riley.
- Where they were soft and out of shape,
- he was as tough as a cedar fence post that had been hardened in the
- blazing sun. And quick. Her pulse still racing, she didn't think
- she'd ever forget how quickly he'd tripped her. or the strength of his
- arms when he'd wrapped her close as they were falling.
- He looked up once and caught her watching him, and for a moment, she
- could have sworn he knew what she was thinking. He didn't smile,
- didn't move a muscle, but something in the depths of his knowing blue
- eyes told her he was remembering, too, what it was like to hold her.
- and not just tonight. Blushing, she quickly turned her back on him,
- only to find herself facing Lucille and her two buddies across the gym.
- Their knowing gazes swung back and forth from her to Riley, and they
- were practically glowing with approval.
- Groaning, she knew she should go over to them and tell them not to get
- any ideas that their little plan was going to work. But the television
- reporter from Santa Fe stuck a microphone in her face then, wanting a
- few comments about Riley, and Sydney needed her prediction on the
- outcome of the competition still to come. By the time Becca turned
- around again, her neighbors were gone and the crowd was starting to
- disperse.
- Chloe, anxious to get on with her sleep-over at her friend's now that
- the excitement was over for the evening, kissed her good-night and
- happily darted off to join Karen and her parents. But it was still
- another fifteen minutes after that before Becca was able to get away
- from the handful of excited women who wanted to linger.
- Escaping outside, she waved to a few teachers from the elementary
- school who called good-night to her, then made her way to the loading
- zone where she'd left her Jeep. The lot was emptying quickly, but
- Riley's patrol car was still parked next to her, which wasn't
- surprising. He'd
- ? been deep in conversation with the Rawlings brothers and some of the
- other local ranchers when she'd slipped out of the gym, and she doubted
- he was going anywhere fast.
- That was just fine with her. Her senses were still vibrating from that
- fall to the mat with him, and the last thing she needed was to run into
- him in the dark.
- But when she dipped behind the wheel of her Jeep and turned the key in
- the ignition, nothing happened. Absolutely nothing.
- "Oh, no!" she cried. It couldn't be the' battery--she'd bought a new
- one.
- "You can't quit on me now," she declared, jiggling the key.
- "Please! Just get me home and you won't have to move for the rest of
- the night."
- But the Jeep wasn't going anywhere any time soon under its own power.
- As silent and cold as a rock, it just sat there. Muttering a curse,
- Becca pushed open the driver's door, praying that Margaret and the
- grannies hadn't left.
- But when she looked around at the few cars left in the dark lot, none
- of them were familiar.
- "Damn!"
- "Problems?"
- Riley stepped out of the shadows, his voice a low ramble in the night,
- sending her heart slamming against her fibs.
- "Oh! You scared me!"
- "Sorry about that. I thought you heard me walk up. What's wrong?"
- She didn't want to tell him, didn't want to ask him for help, not when
- just the sound of his voice in the darkness turned her knees to water.
- But the few people who hadn't left yet were parked at the other end of
- the lot and total strangers to her. Stuck, she blurted out, "I can't
- get my Jeep started."
- "Do you need a jump? Is it your battery again?" She shook her head.
- "No, I just bought a new one, so it can't be that. I don't know what
- it is. It's just dead."
- "Try it again," he suggested, moving around to the front of the
- four-wheel-drive vehicle to lift the hood.
- She did as he asked, but just as before, nothing happened. The motor
- didn't so much as whimper when she turned the key. Stepping back,
- Riley let go of the hood, letting it slam back into place.
- "I'm no mechanic, but it sounds to me like your starter's gone," he
- told her, pulling his handkerchief from his back pocket to wipe his
- hands.
- "Juan Martinez can tell you for sure in the morning when he opens his
- garage."
- "In the morning?" she echoed in dismay.
- "" Fraid so," he said.
- "You can leave it here for the night and I'll give you a ride home.
- Tomorrow you can call Juan and ask him to stop by and check it out for
- you. A starter's not all that complicated to install, and if you're
- lucky, he'll be able to put one in for you right here." With every
- instinct shouting at her that she was in no condition to be alone with
- him, she opened her mouth to politely refuse the offer, but the words
- just wouldn't come. They both knew it was the only logical solution,
- and unless she was prepared to tell him why she didn't want to ride
- with him, there wasn't much she could say. Without a word, she
- collected her purse and keys and joined him in his patrol car . Within
- seconds, they were headed out of town and swallowed up by the night,
- the silence that separated them deeper than a chasm. Aware of Riley's
- every move, Becca stared straight ahead. She was searching for a way
- to break the quiet when his radio suddenly crackled to life.
- "You got your ears up, Boss?"
- Wincing at Myrtle's radio etiquette, Riley reached for the mike.
- "I've got the rest of the night off, Myrtle.
- Whatever the problem is, call Mark. He can handle it. "
- ?
- "Not this one he can't," she retorted in disgust.
- "Hank Crawford's on the rampage again."
- His face carved in harsh lines, Riley swore.
- "What set him off this time?" ~ ~. :
- "Dunno, but it's the same old same old. He blamed Connie, just like he
- always does. Only this time, he threw a bottle at her and she ended up
- getting cut."
- "What? Is she badly hurt? Get an ambulance out there" -- "She's
- already driven herself to the Rawlings Clinic," Myrtle said, cutting
- in.
- "But she said Hank was still raging when she left. I thought you'd
- want to know. You're the only one who can handle him when he's like
- this, and there's no telling what he's liable to do if I send Mark over
- there."
- Becca, blatantly eavesdropping, saw him hesitate and said quietly,
- "Don't let me stop you from taking the call.
- Chloe's spending the night with a friend from school, so I'm in no
- hurry to get home. And this sounds important. "
- It was, but she was the last person he wanted to take with him on a
- call, especially when that meant tangling with Hank Crawford. But
- Myrtle was right--he did know just how unreasonable a drunk the man
- could be, and' there was no time to waste.
- "I'm on my way," he said into the mike.
- "Call Connie back at the clinic and tell her not to go anywhere until I
- get there."
- "I thought you'd see it my way," Myrtle retorted with the smugness of
- an old employee who knew her position was secure.
- Riley scowled at the radio, but before he could respond, she'd cut the
- connection. Switching on his flashing lights, he warned Becca to hang
- on. ~' ~
- The Crawford place was fifteen miles south of town and consisted of a
- desolate trailer on a rough plot of land that seemed to be growing only
- rocks and cacti. Stripped of color by the night and Riley's
- headlights, it was hardly a welcoming sight. Someone had tried to
- brighten the place up with pots of hot pink bougainvillea, but nothing
- could help the peeling metal of the mobile home or the screen door that
- hung unevenly on its rusted hinges, creaking to the rhythm of the
- wind.
- Surrounded by the emptiness of the desert, it was the most depressing
- place Becca had ever seen in her life.
- Hugging herself, she wondered what kind of people would cling to a plot
- of dust that looked like it should have blown away years ago.
- "Stay here," Riley ordered as he threw the car into park and pushed
- open his door.
- "Hank doesn't take kindly to strangers, especially women, when he's
- drinking." He was gone before she could object, his long legs quickly
- carrying him to the trailer's open front door, where light from the
- bare bulb hanging from the ceding sp'filed out onto the weathered
- porch. Hesitating there, he frowned at the silence that shrouded the
- place, not liking it one little bit. Hank had a tendency to yell and
- throw things when he was in a rage, and the quiet just didn't feel
- right.
- "Hank? You home?" he called, knocking on the doorjamb.
- "It's Riley Whitaker. I heard you had a little trouble out here. I'm
- coming in."
- Becca watched him cautiously disappear into the trailer and had to
- consciously remind herself that this wasn't Dallas or her call. She
- was a civilian, and Riley knew what he was doing. He'd made it clear
- he didn't need any help from her, and she wasn't going to interfere.
- ?
- But seconds turned into minutes, and her ears started to ring with the
- creepy silence that surrounded her. Still there was no sign of Riley
- or the notorious Hank. Frowning, Becca couldn't stop thinking about
- what Myrtle had said about Hank--that he'd just cut his wife, and Riley
- was the only one who could handle him . Refusing to question the
- wisdom of her actions, she pushed' open her door. She didn't care if
- Hank Crawford disliked strangers or women, she wasn't going to just sit
- there and twiddle her thumbs while Riley walked into possible danger.
- And if he didn't like it, that was tough! She didn't knock at the
- front door as Riley had, but simply stepped over the threshold as
- quietly as possible. The living room--or what was left of it--was in
- shambles and deserted. Following the rumble of male voices, she
- soundlessly made her way to what turned out to be the kitchen.
- "I didn't mean to hurt her," the grizzly faced man seated at the small
- kitchen table cried, tears streaming down his unshaven cheeks.
- "You know I would never harm a hair on her head, Riley. I love her."
- "I know you do," Riley told him.
- "Connie knows it, too. Now put the gun down, Hank, before you hurt
- yburself. You've done enough damage for one night." It was only then
- that Becca saw the shotgun cradled in the drunken man's arms like a
- baby. She swallowed a quick gasp, but it was too late. Riley didn't
- spare her a glance, but his back was suddenly as stiff as a fence post
- and she knew he'd heard her.
- Ignoring her, Riley slowly approached the older man and held out his
- hand.
- "Give me the gun, Hank. You know Connie will have my hide if I let you
- blow your head off."
- "She's a good woman," the other man sniffed, meekly handing over the
- gun.
- "Too good for the likes of me. Oh, God, I love her?" And with that,
- he burst into tears and buried his head in his hands.
- Quickly unloading the shotgun, Riley set it out ~)f reach by the back
- door. The second he straightened, his narrowed eyes swung to Beeca in
- the doorway.
- "Get out of here," he mouthed before turning his attention to the
- blubber hag drunk at the table.
- "C'mon, man, let's get you to bed.
- Then I'm going to drive over to the Rawlings Clinic and check on
- Connie. "
- Stunned, Becca realized that instead of arresting Crawford, he was
- going to put him to bed! Outraged, she opened her mouth to protest,
- but after one look at Riley fierce expression, she choked back the
- words. She wouldn't push the issue. for now. Not when Crawford was
- likely to explode into another rage if he caught sight of her there.
- But this discussion wasn't over. Not by a long shot.
- Retreating to the car, she waited impatiently for Riley join her, but
- it was several long moments before he finally stepped out of the
- trafier. The minute he slid in be- inside her, she turned on him.
- "I can't believe you did rot hat
- ~ "Did what?"
- "Put that man to bed when you should have been reading him his rights!
- He hurt his wife, for God's sakes!
- Don't you think you should have at least taken him in to sleep it off?
- What's he going to do when she comes home?
- Throw another bottle at her? "
- "It won't do any good to take him in," he retorted as he turned around
- and headed down the rocky driveway.
- "Connie won't press charges."
- "But he cut her! She had to go to the doctor."
- Becca was so outraged, she could hardly sit still, and high school and
- Riley was giving me a ride home when he had the circumstances been
- different, Riley would have got the call about the Crawfords. "
- grinned. He couldn't imagine any man, drunk or sober,
- "Oh, that's right," Josey said, snapping her fingers as being stupid
- enough to throw a bottle at her. not if he she remembered the
- competition that had been the talk of wanted to live to tell about it.
- But not all women were as the county all week.
- "Tonight was the big event. So who
- - feisty as Becca Prescott. A hell of a lot of them--too won? "
- many--not only took the ugliness their men dished out to
- Becca's eyes started to dance.
- "I handcuffed him just them, but kept coming back for more. He'd seen
- it hap like I said I would."
- pen time and time again, and for the life of him, he still ii~ "It was
- a draw and you know it," Riley argued.
- couldn't understand it. or do a damn thing about it.
- Just then, the door to one of the examining rooms
- "I know it doesn't make sense, but you'll understand opened and Connie
- Crawford stepped into the hall that what we're up against when you meet
- Connie Crawford.
- went to the waiting area. A pale slip of a woman with wiry,
- It's hard to help a woman who doesn't want to be iron gray hair, she
- wore a shapeless housedress that was helped. "
- splattered with blood. Hugging her stitched left arm to her flat
- breasts, she started to sputter excuses the minute she
- The Rawlings Clinic was a converted farmhouse out in i looked up _a,n.
- d saw _"Ri_'ley. , .... the middle of ranch country and the brainchild
- of Jose- ii
- It wasn't Hank's fault, she whimpered. I didn't phi ne Rawlings and
- her sister-in-law, Tate, who together :'l have supper ready when he got
- in, and I should have. He offered the on! medical service for for
- miles The two :
- works hard out in all kinds of weather, and the least I can yy ty
- ;
- ,
- en had established the clinic close to home so at least worn do ~s make
- sure he s got something to eat when he comes
- in at night That's not too much for a man to ask, you one of them was
- always available, and it was a godsend to ~:~! ~'~; ,i '
- the ranchers and cowboys who lived south of town.
- Josey Rawlings, on call that night, met Riley at the? [:~~ ms c'm,
- se~en race carven m narsn trees, muey g~ancea at -front door.
- "She's in the examining room getting
- ~Jo~y.
- How badly ,d! d he cut her? "
- Twenty stitches, she replied promptly "She claims ores seAl she salo,
- obviously expecting him.
- I trlell to
- ~ 'l _
- "'
- "' II
- It was an accident.
- talk to her, but you know how she is. When she slid "It was," the
- older woman insisted stubbornly.
- "You demy noticed Becca, her eyes widened slightly in rccog know how
- Hank gets when he's disappointed with me. He nit ion before her lips
- twitched in a slow smile.
- "I'm not was waving his arms around, and the beer bottle he was going
- to ask what the two of you are doing together--it's
- ~. holding just happened to slip and crash' into the wall next a full
- moon and we've had all sorts of crazies in here toto me. He was as
- sick as I was when a piece of glass acci night. "
- dentally stuck in my arm. "
- Becca laughed.
- "I know it looks strange, but believe it
- "If that bottle slipped, it slipped on purpose, sweet or not, there is
- an explanation. My car broke down at the heart," Riley told her
- gently, escorting her over to one of
- ?
- the plastic chairs that lined the waiting area. Squatting down
- directly in front of her, he took her hand and patted it like she ~as a
- child who needed soothing.
- "You've got to quit making excuses for him, Connie. This time he
- didn't just yell at you, he hurt you. And that's inexcusable-" "He
- didn't ~nean to" -- Ignoring the interruption, Riley squeezed her
- fingers.
- "You don't have to let him get away with it. Not this time.
- We've finally got something more than Verbal abuse against him. All
- you have to do is just press charges. "
- "Oh, but I can't!"
- "Yes, you can," he insisted patiently.
- "I know you don't want to believe it, but he's abusing you, and you're
- the only one ~who can stop it."
- "But he'll 10e so ashamed in the morning," she murmured, her big brown
- eyes begging him to understand.
- "He was already crying when I left."
- "Tears come easily to a drunk, Connie. They aren't worth the water
- they're made of." ~ He might as well have saved his breath. Lost in
- her misery, she could only shake her head and rock back and forth
- pitifully.
- "I can't. Don't ask this of me. I can't do it."
- She barely spoke above a whisper, but after all the fights he'd
- refereed between her and Hank, Riley knew when she'd made up her mind.
- He could talk until he was blue in the face, but he wasn't going to get
- anywhere with her tonight.
- Sighing in defeat, "he gave her hand one last consoling pat and rose to
- his feet.
- "If you can't do it, then you can't."
- "She's going to spend the rest of the night here in the back room,"
- Josey said quietly.
- "I'm on call till seven, SO I'll be here to make sure no one bothers
- her." A haven for the night.
- It seemed like a pitiful offer for a woman who had just been
- brutalized, but it was the most Connie would let any of them do for
- her. Frustrated, Riley said to Josey, "If you have any trouble, don't
- hesitate to call me. When I left Hank, he was blubbering like a baby,
- but there's no telling how long that's going to last.
- Once he gets tired of feeling sorry for himself, he could be mad at the
- world and come looking for someone to blame all his troubles on. "
- More than capable of taking care of herself, Josey nodded, her eyes
- glinting with promise.
- "His wife might take that kind of crap from him," she retorted in a low
- voice that didn't carry to Connie, "but he'd better think twice before
- he tangles with me. And if Gable finds out he so much as looked at me
- wrong, he'll make him wish he'd never been born."
- Knowing how protective her husband was of her, Riley couldn't help but
- grin.
- "Even drunk as a skunk, Hank's ~'-~ ~of that stupid."
- :~~ Minutes later, they were back in the patrol car and heading
- cross-country, taking small, deserted two-lane ranch roads to Becca's
- house rather than going the longer route back through town. This time,
- however, there were no static-filled calls from Myrtle on the radio to
- break the silence, which seemed to stretch for miles.
- Shooting Becca a quick look, Riley tried to read her expression, but it
- was impossible in the dark. She was too quiet, too still. What was
- going on in that head of hers, anyway? he wondered, scowling at the
- empty road in front of him. Was she already trying to find a way to
- use to122 ?
- night against him in the campaign? Hell, he'd never even thought about
- that when he'd taken the call.
- Cursing himself for forgetting even for a moment that she was his
- opponent, he drove all the way to her house without saying a word. Half
- expecting her to let him have it then, he almost dropped his teeth when
- she suddenly turned to him and said into the silence, "I'm sorry I
- jumped all over you at the Crawford place. After seeing the wife, I
- realize you handled the situation the only way you could."
- Stunned, Riley made no attempt to hold back the devilish grin that
- twisted one corner of his mouth.
- "You hit your head when I tripped you in the gym, didn't you? Damn, I
- should have had Josey take a look at you ihstead of Connie. You've
- obviously scrambled your brains."
- "I did not!" she said, laughing.
- "Darn you, Riley, I'm serious." "Then it must be a fever," he replied,
- surprising them both when he playfully reached over to feel her
- forehead.
- "One of those quick things that sneaks up on you when you're not
- looking and flattens you. You know the kind."
- With his hand brushing her hair back from her brow, heating her skin,
- she knew exactly what he meant. Every time he touched her, she felt as
- if she'd been run over by a train.
- Already her heart was racing, her breath short, and she couldn't seem
- to think straight. otherwise, she would never have been sitting here
- in his car in the dark," letting him charm her. -~ ~ Fore'rag herself
- to shake off his hand, she warned, " It's not every day I sing your
- praises, tough guy. If I've got a fever, I just might not remember any
- of this tomorrow. "
- "Oh, yeah?"
- Grinning, he switched off the motor and turned in his seat until he was
- facing her, his back wedged comfortably against his door and his arm
- stretched out across the top of the seat.
- "So you're singing my praises, huh? I like the sound of that. Tell me
- more." Thinking more clearly now that he wasn't touching her, she
- copied his position and settled back against the passenger door, the
- mischief in her eyes hidden by the darkness
- "Okay, so you impressed me. I admit it. But I should also warn you
- that I thought Slinky toys were pretty nifty things, too, when I first
- came across one. Then I discovered they weren't good for much."
- "Watch it, short stuff," he growled, giving her braid a quick warning
- tug.
- "I'm bigger than you are. And in case you've forgotten, I can trip you
- up whenever I want. And I'll bet that's something very few men can say
- about you.
- You're one tough customer, lady. "
- He was teasing, his blue eyes glinting with smug amusement, and had no
- idea that truer words had never been spoken. Since her husband's
- death, she hadn't made it easy for a man to trip her up--physically or
- emotionally.
- But Riley had a way of sneaking up on a woman, she decided, the back of
- her neck tingling from the sweep of his fingers as he slowly released
- her braid. Steady as a rock, he was incredibly easy to lean on, to
- trust, to like more than she should. She could turn to him, laugh with
- him, kiss him, and not once give a thought to the fact that they were
- both running for the same office.
- Her pulse started to throb and she fumbled for the door handle.
- "It's late. Thanks for the ride."
- He should have let her go. The air in the car was suddenly thick with
- tension, close with expectation, and she wanted to run from it as badly
- as he did. But he'd learned a long time ago that there were some
- things you just couldn't run from. Giving in to the need that seemed
- to come from the depth of his soul, he reached out to her.
- ?
- "Don't," he said hoarsely, closing his hands over her shoulders.
- "Stay awhile longer."
- She wanted to--he could see it in her eyes.
- "I shouldn't. Dammit, Riley, this isn't smart!"
- Smart or not, he wasn't letting her out of there until he kissed her.
- "Do you always do what's smart, Mrs. Prescott?"
- He knew just h w to push her buttons. Her eyes flashing at the mocking
- taunt, she glared at him, and that was all the invitation he needed.
- Tightening his fingers, he tugged her across the seat and covered her
- mouth with his.
- He'd promised himself he'd be satisfied with just one kiss. A
- thorough, possessive, toe-curling kiss. But every time he tasted her,
- it was like the first time all over again.
- Surprise, heat, need . emotions came out of nowhere like a tidal wave
- to swamp him and drag him underlie couldn't think and didn't give a
- damn. Only one need registered: more. He wanted--craved--more. Just
- that easily, one kiss drifted into another.
- She was going to stop this nonsense any second now. The thought
- whispered through Becca's dazed brain only to fizzle into steam like a
- single drop of rain on hot pavement when his big, strong hands slid
- down to her waist, her hips, silently urging her closer. Somehow, she
- should have found the strength to resist. But Riley was a man who
- could tempt a woman to take a risk with nothing more than a kiss, a
- caress, a murmur of need. His sure hands cupped her breasts, tenderly,
- gently, and every nerve ending in her body tightened in response. He
- made her want. more than she should.
- "Riley..."
- Riley had never heard his name called with such longing. Or panic. She
- suddenly seemed to be churning with agitation, and it was that
- vulnerability, not his own come
- mon sense, that brought him abruptly back to earth.
- "Easy," he whispered.
- "Take it easy. It's okay, honey."
- But she was trembling, hardly listening.
- "I can't do this. I can't take the risk. I just can't."
- She tried to push out of his arms then, her breathing-. ragged, but he
- wasn't letting her go anywhere. Not until he got some answers. But
- when he caught her face in his hands, `?45.' refusing to let her look away, he
- was stunned to see tears in her eyes.
- "You want to tell me what's going on here?" he asked quietly.
- "It was just a couple of kisses, sweetheart. Nothing to get upset
- about."
- Feeling miserable, she would have given anything to believe that, but
- she knew better. She'd never been the type of woman who was free and
- easy with her kisses. If she let a man get that close, she was in
- trouble. And Riley was the first man she'd let touch her in years.
- Shaken, she wiped impatiently at the tears that spilled over her lashes
- and struggled for control.
- "You don't understand. I don't want to get involved. With anyone. I
- won't go through that again."
- Something in her tone had his eyes narrowing.
- "Through what?" ~. ~ -i~ "The possessiveness, the distrust. I
- couldn't go to the ~store without having to account for every second I
- was gone."
- In her distress, she told him more about her marriage with those few
- words than she'd ever told anyone, and that horrified her. She saw
- understanding dawn in his eyes and could have died of shame right there
- and then. Stiffening, she said, "Don't look at me like that. I'm not
- another Connie Crawford. I'm not one of those women who has to have a
- man, even a jerk, rather than no man at all." Even if he hadn't known
- she'd been the sole support of her daughter for the last five years,
- Riley would have
- ?
- known that. You only had to look at her to tell that she didn't let
- men dump on her. But she'd obviously had major problems with her
- husband.
- "I know that. So what happened?" ;
- "I loved Tom," she said simply.
- "And at times I hated him. He had this problem with control, and we
- fought about it all the time. I thought if I just loved him enough,
- was patient enough, he would learn to trust me out of his sight. But
- he never did."
- "Yet you stayed with him." ~ She didn't deny it.
- "He got sick."
- And her conscience wouldn't let her walk out on a man with cancer.
- She didn't say the words, but the knowledge was there in her eyes.
- "Not every man is like Tom, Becca."
- She knew that, but she didn't need it pointed out by a man who made her
- strong-willed husband look like a wimp.
- "Maybe not," she agreed, jerking open the door.
- "I'm not a very good judge of that kind of thing. I fell in love with
- Tom and married him before I ever knew what he was really like."
- With that parting shot, she was gone before Riley could stop her,
- bolting inside and slamming the door as if he was the one who was a
- threat to her. And it hurt, damn it! He wasn't Tom Prescott. He
- wasn't so insecure that he had to have his woman constantly in sight to
- be sure of her. His woman.
- Like a switchblade between the ribs, the thought brought him up short.
- Sucking in a sharp breath, he stared at the dark windows of her house,
- his thoughts whirling. When had he started to think of her as his?
- From the first moment he'd laid eyes on her. r~ Snarling a came, he
- started the car with a savage twist of his wrist and shot out of her
- driveway, deliberately dredging up memories to rebuild the protective
- walls around his heart. Even after ten years, they were all too vivid.
- A night much like this one. A female partner who should have been
- there to back him up but was nowhere to be found. A blast of gunfire,
- an agent--a friend-- dead. He'd still been reeling from the shock of
- it when he'd come home to find his wife gone, his bank account
- emptied.
- No, he told himself grimly as he headed for home. He had to be wrong
- about his feelings for Becca. If she thought her dead husband had been
- a distrustful bastard, then she sure as hell didn't want to tangle with
- him.
- His mood sour, he pulled into the driveway of the small adobe house
- he'd bought years ago on the north side of town and tried to remember
- if he had any beer in the fridge. It was a good night to get polluted.
- Lost in his grim thoughts, he didn't see the unfamiliar blue sedan
- parked across the street or the man waiting for him on the porch until
- he was almost upon him. Suddenly realizing he wasn't alone, he glanced
- up and immediately recognized the long, tall figure slouched in one of
- the metal patio chairs on the porch.
- "Well, look what the cat dragged in," he drawled, his rotten mood
- forgotten as a slow smile spread across his face.
- "You always did have a lousy sense of direction. What happened?
- You take a wrong turn at Tallahassee or what? "
- His broad grin flashing in the darkness, Dillon Cassidy pushed himself
- to his feet.
- "I guess you could say that. I was in El Paso for a trial and figured
- that was as close as I was ever going to get to your neck of the woods.
- So I rented a car and drove over. I tried calling, but you're a hard
- man to track down. Where the hell you been?"
- ?
- "Playing the Lone Ranger," Riley said, chuckling as he unlocked the
- front door.
- "Come on inside. Damn, how long has it been, man? Six ... seven
- years, maybe I think the last time I saw your ugly mug was at that
- lawenforcement convention in Tucson."
- Dillon nodded, his gray eyes glinting with wry humor.
- "Yeah, we got into a discussion with those two thick headed FBI agents
- who couldn't stop talking about how great they were. God, I'd
- forgotten about that. Talk about a bunch of jerks."
- That was all it took to start a trip down memory lane. Riley
- discovered he did have a couple of beers in the refrigerator, after
- all, and they settled in two overstuffed recliners in the den to catch
- up on all the news--agents they had both worked with, the lifers who
- suffered through the bureaucracy and danger rather than give up their
- badges, the hotshots who thrived on the risks they took.
- Unstated was the knowledge that no matter what sacrifices were made,
- they hardly put a dent in the drug trade.
- "I've got to tell you, I thought you were crazy when you quit all those
- years ago and ended up here, a million miles from nowhere," Dillon
- confided as he leaned back in his reelinet and crossed his booted
- feet.
- "You'd been with the agency a lot longer than I had and could have
- probably headed up a field office if you'd gone after it, but you just
- walked away."
- "I didn't have the stomach for the job anymore," Riley said flatly.
- "Not after what Sybil pulled."
- Dillon nodded, not surprised that it took only the mention of Riley's
- former partner to turn his friend's jaw as hard as granite. The trust
- between partners had to be as strong as that between spouses, and
- Sybil's betrayal had hit Riley and the agency hard. His square face
- pensive, he
- 1. shifted in the recliner and admitted gruffly, "I can't s that I
- blame you. In fact, I've been giving a lot of through lately to
- chucking it all roy serf
- In the process of washing Sybil's name from his long with the last of
- his beer, Riley nearly choked. One of t few men he would have trusted
- with his life, Dillon w hard edged and tough and damn good at what he
- did. "You're going to quit? You? Mr. Gung-ho Governme Job? Mr.
- Security?"
- Dillon had to laugh. Riley had him pegged, all rigl But then his
- expression turned somber, his gray eyes dark as storm clouds.
- "What security? You and I be know that every day you step out on the
- street with badge in your pocket is a day you could walk into an m
- bush. I'm sick of it. Sick of the drugs. Sick of the lowlifes
- smugglers who have more firepower than an army." Understanding
- perfectly, Riley nodded.
- "You can fig a losing battle only so long before you get burned out. E
- the quitting's not easy. It's hard to walk away."
- "Did you ever regret it?"
- "No." Riley didn't even have to think about it.
- "Wh to see the light.
- If I'd handed my resignation three years earlier, I might not have lc
- He'd never admitted that before, not even to him se but looking back
- with the objectivity that time aiwa brings, he found the truth right
- there in front of his fac refusing to be ignored.
- "She hated what I did. I knew: but I was so caught up in the job that
- I thought she wou adjust."
- "She was awfully young."
- It was a convenient excuse, one that Riley would ha latched on to in
- the past. But not tonight.
- "No, I was jackass. She accused me of caring more about the agen~
- ?
- than I did about her fears, and she was probably right. I'll never
- forgive her for the way she left me, but I don't blame her for
- divorcing me. I deserved it. " Surprised by the admission--in all the
- years that he'd known him, Dillon had never heard him mention the end
- of his marriage with anything but bitterness robe studied him
- thoughtfully, trying to figure out what had caused the change in him.
- "You're different. What's going on? It sounds like you've finally let
- go of the past, and a man only does that when another woman comes on
- the scene.
- What's her name? "
- Caught off guard, Riley scowled, an image of Becca flashing before his
- eyes, that saucy grin of hers softly teasing him.
- "There's no one," he snapped, but Dillon's. knowing grin told him he
- might as well have saved his breath. He knew him too well. Disgusted,
- he growled, "Becca. Her name's Becca Prescott, and she's driving me
- nuts."
- Chapter 7
- The coffee was hot enough to melt Icad and strong enough to strip the
- paint from metal. Hunched over her kitchen table, her favorite mug
- cradled between her palms, Becca sipped at the steaming brew cautiously
- and waited for the caffeine to slip into her bloodstream and jolt her
- awake. But it was a two-cup morning, and she had a feeling that
- nothing short of battery acid was going to get her moving anytime soon.
- And she had only one man to thank for that.
- Riley.
- Every time she'd closed her eyes last night, she'd felt the
- intoxicating weight of him covering her like a blanket as he'd pinned
- her to the mat in the high school gym. And then there were his kisses.
- Kisses that haunted her, tormented her, enticed her. Kisses that she
- desperately tried to convince herself were nothing out of the
- ordinary.
- But plain, ordinary kisses didn't keep a woman awake half the night.
- ?
- That thought had driven her from her bed near dawn and hadn't given her
- a moment's peace since. She'd lost control somewhere and she had no
- idea how it had happened. She'd spent the last six years of her life
- clinging to the conviction that she was through with romance and men,
- relieved that she would never have to risk her heart again. And it was
- all a lie. The reason she hadn't lost sleep over someone before now
- wasn't because she'd written men off her list, but because she simply
- hadn't met one who could tempt her. Lord, what was she going to do?
- Before she could even begin to come up with an answer, there was a soft
- knock at her back door and Clara's sweet, familiar voice called out,
- "Yoo-hoof Becca? Are you up, dear?"
- "No," she called back with a weak laugh, "but come on in anyway. The
- door's open."
- That was all the invitation Clara needed. The screen door squeaked
- open and she rushed in like a ball of energy, completely unmindful of
- the fact that it was barely eight o'clock in the morning. Already
- decked out in her favorite pearls and a dove gray dress that draped her
- plump figure becomingly, she looked as neat as a bandbox, her cheeks
- softly colored with rouge and every one of her white curls in place.
- With a smile as bright as the sunshine that streamed in through the
- east windows, she said, "I'm so glad you're an early bird like I am,
- dear." Making herself at home, she took her favorite mug from the
- cabinet and poured a cup of coffee.
- "I've been dying to talk to you ever since the competition last night,
- but I knew you were busy with people afterward and I didn't want to
- disturb you. And then you didn't get home until late--I wasn't
- spying," she quickly assured her, "but I would have sworn I heard
- something outside. You know, I really think one of us should get a
- dog. I don't know why I haveryt thought of it sooner, but we are very
- isolated out here. x.."
- She was wound UP and excited and in the ~nood to talk.
- Becca's head was starting to throb, and she knew that if she didn't
- stop her, it would take another thirty minutes to get around to the
- main subject of conversation' whatever that was. As soon as Clara
- paused for a breath, she quickly cut in.
- "What did you want to talk t% me about?"
- "Why, the cards, dear," Clara replied, ~s if it should have been
- perfectly obvious. Pulling them from the pocket of her dress, she sank
- into a chair across the table _~,from Becca and grinned at her, all but
- beaming' "I've been reading your fortune, and you'll never believe
- what's in store for you!"
- Becca barely swallowed a groan. Oh, God, not the cards. Not now.
- Sweet, grandmotherly Clarra put great stock in the information she got
- from her tarot cards, and
- Beeca usually got a kick out of watching h~r read them.
- But she was in no shape for it this morning.
- ~'i~ "Right now, I'd just be happy with a little sleep," she
- ~i~! i:? " said lightly, hoping to discourage her.
- "I'm beat and the day hasn't even started."
- But Clara, once started on the subject of her beloved cards, wasn't
- easily derailed.
- "Well, I don't know about that dear," she said with a chuckle.
- "You s%, there's this man"
- "Isn't there always?" Becca said dryly. Knowing it would be pointless
- to remind Clam that she wasn't holding out for a prince, she went along
- with the game, teasing, "So where is this paragon of virtue? If he's
- going to ride to my rescue, he'd better do it with a pocketful of cash
- because that's what it's going to take to rescue me.
- All others need not apply. "
- ?
- So excited she could hardly sit still, the older woman's softly lined
- face crinkled into a delighted smile.
- "That's just it, dear. I know you've said you're not interested in
- anyone, but some things are just meant to be. And you already know
- this man. It's Riley! According to the cards, you two were made for
- each other!"
- The indulgent amusement in her eyes abruptly dimming, Becca told
- herself this was just another matchmaking stunt, and the wisest thing
- she could do was shrug it off. But her voice wasn't as light as she'd
- hoped when she said, "This time I think you screwed up, Clara. The
- sheriff and I aren't exactly friends, you know."
- The older woman dismissed that rationalization' with a careless wave of
- her hand.
- "Oh, but that's just temporary.
- The cards don't lie. " Not the least discouraged by Becca's negative
- response to her news, she sighed, " Isn't it wonderful? I knew you
- were too young to spend the rest of your life alone, and Riley's just
- perfect for you. Of course, there's this thing with the election to
- get around, but fate will take care of that. And Riley's not an
- unreasonable man. Once he realizes that the two of you are meant to be
- together, he'll come around. Just give him a little time and
- everything will work out fine. " Feeling as if she had just stepped
- into a nightmare, Becca had a horrifying image of Clara flagging Riley
- down in town somewhere and having this same conversation with him.
- Dear God, she'd never be able to look the man in the eyes again!
- "Clara, please," she begged, "let's just keep this between us, okay?
- Riley doesn't need to know about this."
- "But why not? He's got his future all spelled out for him. Wouldn't
- life be a lot simpler for both of you if he knew what to expect?"
- Becca almost laughed, but there was nothing the least bit humorous
- about the hysteria bubbling up inside her, threatening to choke her.
- "No!" she nearly shouted, startling them both. Her cheeks fiery with
- color, she struggled for control.
- "No," she said more calmly.
- "That wouldn't make things simpler at all. I don't think Riley's the
- type of man who likes this kind of surprise. If he's interested in me,
- I'm sure he'd like it to be his own idea."
- Unperturbed, Clara laughed warmly.
- "Well, of course he's interested.
- Haven't you noticed? It sticks out all over him, just like a rash.
- Isn't love wonderful? "
- "But this isn't love, Clara," she said stubbornly, desperately.
- "It isn't anything. Promise you won't mention this to Riley. What you
- saw in my cards is none of his business."
- She wanted to argue--Becca could see in her blue eyes the struggle
- going on--but some of her panic must have finally struck a nerve.
- Reaching across the table to pat her hand, Clara smiled sweetly.
- "Well, of course, dear, if that's the way you want it. I won't say a
- word. It is, after all, your future, not mine. And I know how to keep
- my when I have to. Your secret's safe with me."
- "But there isn't a secret!" she protested.
- Gazing off into space, Clara hardly heard her.
- "Men can be so stubborn about these things," she said, half to herself.
- Cradling her coffee cup between her hands, she smiled fondly.
- "Even my Alfred needed a push--and he knew he loved me from the moment
- he first laid eyes on me. He just wouldn't admit it until he was good
- and ready." When she glanced up, her blue eyes were twinkling.
- "There was no way I was going to let him get away, of course. He just
- didn't know that."
- Alfred had been the love of her life, her husband for forty-three
- years, and even though he'd been dead for ten,
- she still missed him terribly. Becca envied her that, but there was no
- way she was going to make the mistake of taking her predictions about
- Riley seriously. A dyed-in the-wool romantic, Clara hummed love songs
- like mantras and cried over old Doris Day movies. She thought everyone
- should be blessed with the kind of love she'd found with her Alfred, so
- she saw in the cards what she wanted to see. Anyone who took her
- seriously was just asking for trouble.
- "But Riley's not Alfred," she began, only to frown in surprise at the
- sound of a car suddenly honking from the drive.
- "Now, who could that be?" Stepping over to the window over the sink,
- she glanced out just in time to see Chloe step out of the Jacobs's car,
- her pillow clutched to her chest and her freckled face ashen.
- "Chloe's home early," she told Clara, already starting toward the front
- door.
- "Something must be wrong."
- With Clara right behind her, she reached the front porch just as Chloe
- struggled up the steps.
- "What are you doing home so early, sweetie?" she asked in concern.
- "I thought you were going to stay at Karen's until after lunch. It's
- barely eight-thirty."
- "I don't feel so good," the little girl mumbled. Her eyes huge in her
- pale face, she walked straight to Becca and buried her face against her
- waist, her pillow squashed between them as she clung to her.
- "My stomach hurts."
- "Oh, dear," Clam clucked, frowning worriedly.
- "Why don't I go upstairs and pull back the covers on her bed?"
- she asked Becca.
- "And maybe run a warm bath? That might help."
- "Thanks, Clara," she said, and turned to Karen's more, Laura, carrying
- Chloe's overnight bag up the steps.
- "It looks like somebody had too much pizza."
- "Not to mention ice cream, popcorn and peanut-butte rand-jelly
- sandwiches," the woman said with a sympathetic smile.
- "Chloe wasn't the only one who was green around the gills this morning.
- Karen's miserable. I tried to warn. them last night that they were
- going to be sick if they kept stuffing themselves with everything they
- could get their hands on, but they wouldn't listen." Becca bit back a
- grin.
- "Sometimes we have to learn the hard way. Thanks for bringing her
- home, Laura. I'm sure she'll be fine once the pepperoni and peanut
- butter quit fighting each other in her tummy."
- But after the other woman left and Becca urged Chloe upstairs for the
- tepid bath Clara had run for her, she soon discovered that there was
- more to her daughter's upset stomach than what she'd eaten. Heat
- radiated from her small body in waves.
- "My God, you're burning up!" she exclaimed, frowning.
- "Why didn't you tell me you were sick?"
- "I told you I didn't feel good," Chloe muttered, only to gulp as she
- suddenly turned a funny shade of green.
- Mama! "
- Beeca got her over to the toilet just in time.
- "Easy, sweetheart," she soothed, wiping at her tears when she collapsed
- weakly against her at last.
- "It's okay. You're going to be fine now. Look, Clara's got your
- favorite jam as for you," she coaxed, pulling back so the five-year old
- could see the older woman, who hovered nearby like an anxious mother
- hen.
- "Let's get you changed and into bed, and I'll bet you'll feel a whole
- lot better."
- But she didn't. Not that morning or that afternoon. Everything she
- put in her stomach, even the smallest sip of juice, came right back up
- again. Worried, Beeca changed her sheets and sponged her down, and
- then,
- ?
- when nothing else seemed to help, just held her daughter and rocked her
- for hours.
- Thankfully, Clara stayed to help and proved to be a godsend. Ignoring
- Becca's admonition to leave the soiled bedding and towels for her to
- take care of later, she washed and dried everything, then puttered
- around in the kitchen to see if she could come up with something Chloe
- could keep in her stomach. She cooked a pot of chicken soup, stirred
- up two kinds of jell-o, and even vanilla pudding, which in the end
- stayed down.
- After only a few bites, an exhausted Chloe was out like a light.
- Relieved, Becca and Clara collapsed at the kitchen table. It had been
- nearly twelve hours since Laura had brought her home.
- Pressing a hand to her lower back, Becca sighed tiredly.
- "Thank God her fever broke. I was beginning to get worried."
- "If the poor little thing can just manage to sleep for four or five
- hours, she might have this thing licked," Clara said, rubbing at her
- temples.
- "She's got to be exhausted."
- Suddenly noticing the pain in the older woman's eyes, Becca sat up
- straighter, the beginnings of a frown knitting her brow.
- "You're looking a little pale yourself. Are you all right?"
- Never one to complain, Clam immediately dropped her hand from her
- temple and forced a smile.
- "You've got enough to worry about without bothering about me. I'm
- fine. Just a little tired."
- But Chloe had complained of tiredness, too. And a headache. Alarmed,
- Beeca stepped around the table to press her hand to the older woman's
- forehead, which was more than a LITTLE warm.
- "Okay, that does it," she said.
- "You're spending the night. Tell me what you need from your house and
- I'll get it for you."
- "Oh, no! That's not necessary" -- "Yes, it is," Becca insisted
- firmly.
- "Chloe's been in and out of your house a half dozen times this week,
- and she probably infected you with this darn bug days ago. If I let
- you go home now, I wouldn't sleep a wink for worrying about you. So
- it's settled. You're staying. What do you want me to get you for the
- night?"
- She used her mother's voice, that no-nonsense tone that warned lit He
- girls and sick old ladies not to mess with her.
- Too old not to know when she was beaten, Clara gave in graciously.
- "Just the gown and robe lying across the foot of my bed. And my
- heating pad, so my feet won't get cold. during the night."
- "Good girl," Becca said, grinning.
- "Pick out a bedroom upstairs and I'll be right back."
- After checking on Chloe to make sure she was still sleeping and would
- be okay for the few minutes she'd be gone, Becca went out, finding
- Clara's things right where she'd told her they'd be in her bedroom.
- Gathering them up, she only took time to make sure the house was locked
- before hurrying back across the shadowy yards to her own house.
- She'd barely reached her own property line when Margaret and Lucille
- stepped out of the darkness. Startled, Becca pressed her hand to her
- suddenly galloping heart.
- "Lord, you scared me! What are you two doing outside in the dark?" ~
- "Is something wrong with Clara?" Lucille demanded bluntly.
- "I haven't seen her all day and she's not answering her phone."
- ?
- "When we saw all the lights on in your house and you heading over to
- Clara's, we thought there might be a problem," Margaret added.
- "What's going on?"
- "It's nothing serious," Becca said quickly.
- "She and Chloe just seem to have picked up some kind of flu"
- "Oh, dear. What can we do to help?" -"You should have called us. Both
- of us could have come right over."
- "No! I appreciate the offer, but I think it would be better if you
- stayed home. This thing seems to be pretty contagious, and I wouldn't
- want you two to get sick, too." Lucille, knowing she was right, gave
- in reluctantly.
- "I
- just hate for you to go through this alone. You will call if you think
- of any way we can help, won't you? "
- "Even if it's just to run to the store," Margaret added earnestly.
- "All you have to do is call."
- "I will," Becca said.
- "But right now I've got to get back before Chloe wakes up or Clara
- starts. feeling worse." Promising to keep them posted on the
- condition of her two patients, she hurried inside and upstairs.
- Stopping at the open doorway to Chloe's room, she sighed in relief when
- she saw her daughter hadn't moved so much as a muscle since she'd left
- her. Two steps across the hall, however, she discovered that Clara
- hadn't fared nearly as well. In fact, a single glance was all it took
- for Becca to see that in the short time she'd been gone, all the color
- seemed to have drained from Clara's face. Pale but for the two spots
- of rouge on her cheeks, she was shaking with a chill.
- "I'm so s-sorry about this, d-dear," she said through chattering teeth
- when Beeca took a quick step into the room.
- "You've got e-enough to worry about without having to m-mess with a
- sick old w-woman."
- Hiding her concern, Becca forced a teasing smile.
- "Are you kidding? I can handle you and Chloe with one hand tied behind
- my back. Here, let's get you into bed before you freeze to death. With
- a little rest, you're going to be just fine."
- Clara's chills, however, turned out to be the calm before the storm.
- Nausea hit her twenty minutes later, along with a fever. Cldoe's own
- temperature started to spike again, at one point shooting up to a
- hundred and four, and Clara's wasn't far behind. Worried, Becca rushed
- back and forth between the two patients' rooms, urging fluids on them
- even when they didn't want them so they wouldn't become so dehydrated.
- They couldn't keep anything down, though, and by eleven o'clock, Becca
- was frantic and called.
- the Rawlings Clinic.
- "I know it's probably just the flu," she told Tate Rawlings when she
- came on the line.
- "But their fevers are so high, I'm really starting to get concerned.
- Chloe's so little, I just don't see how she can afford to lose any more
- body fluids, and I know how dangerous the flu can be for the elderly.
- Clara doesn't like to think of herself as old, she's eighty-one, and
- this has just about wiped her out. "
- "I know what you're going through," Tate assured her.
- "We've been getting calls since last night, and right now, the clinic
- is packed. I'm holding down the fort here, while Josey is out checking
- on those who can't come in. I'll give her a call on her car phone and
- tell her to stop by your place when she gets a chance. It could be
- awhile, though," she warned.
- "The whole county's been hit hard by this, and we're short-handed. Just
- hang in there."
- Becca tried, but it wasn't easy. Chloe, hotter than ever to the touch,
- couldn't do anything but cry, and poor Clara was too weak to make it to
- the bathroom without assistance. By the time the doorbell rang an
- hour later, Becca was more than a little frazzled.
- "Thank God you're here!" she exclaimed when she opened the front door
- to find Josey Rawlings standing on the porch with her medical bag in
- hand. Dragging her inside, she almost fell on her in relief.
- "I've tried everything, but nothing seems to be working. I don't know
- what else to do."
- Well used to frantic parents and caretakers, Josey said calmly, "It's
- okay, Becca. This garbage is going all around the county, and there's
- not much anyone can do but hang on and last out the storm. By this
- time tomorrow, you'll wonder what you were so worried about. Now
- where're my patients?
- Upstairs? Good. While I'm checking them out, why don't you take a
- minute to sit down and put your feet up?
- You look like you could use a break. "
- She didn't give her a chance to object, but simply started up the
- stairs like a woman who was used to hawing her orders obeyed. Smiling
- for what seemed like the first time in hours, Becca dropped onto the
- couch and stretched her legs out, suddenly so weary she found it
- impossible to keep her eyes open.
- Ten minutes or an hour could have passed. The next thing Becca knew,
- Josey was bending over her, gently shaking her awake. Horrified that
- she'd actually fallen asleep, she scrambled up, pushing her hair from
- her eyes.
- "Oh, God, I'm sorry! I didn't sleep much last night and it's starting
- to catch up with me. How's Chloe? And Clara?"
- "Resting as comfortably as possible," Josey assured her.
- "The fever seems to have dropped off for the moment, so the main
- concern is dehydration. Get as many fluids down them as possible,
- preferably grape juice if you've got it. There's something in it that
- attacks bugs like
- ' 143 this, and even if it comes back up, the body retains more than
- you think. It wouldn't hurt you to drink a few glasses yourself. "
- Reaching into her black bag, she handed Becca a small bottle of
- medication.
- "This will help with the nausea, but in some cases, it's better to just
- let patients get the bug out of their system. So try to hold off
- giving this unless the vomiting really gets worse. And don't hesitate
- to call the clinic if you need help. Tate will be there all night. She
- can track me down if you need me to stop by again later." Unable to
- take so much as ten minutes for herself, Josey was gone as quickly as
- she'd arrived, and once again Becca was left to handle the crises
- alone. Knowing she had the nausea medication close at hand was
- infinitely reassuring, though she didn't, thankfully, have to use it.
- After several cautious sips of grape juice, both patients dropped off
- into a restless sleep, and for a while, at least, Becca was able to
- relax. Sitting at the kitchen table, she poured herself a bracing
- glass of grape juice and drained it. She wouldn't do anyone any good
- if she got sick herself.
- When the phone rang suddenly, the jarring sound ripping through the
- quiet of the night, she knew it meant trouble. No one called after
- midnight for anything else.
- "Hello?"
- "Becca?"
- Alarmed, she tightened her grip on the phone and pressed it closer to
- her ear as she realized the faint voice on the other end of the line
- was Lucille's. In all the months she'd known her, she'd never heard
- her neighbor speak with anything less than gruff confidence, but she
- definitely sounded shaky now.
- "Lucille? What's wrong?
- I can hardly hear you. "
- ?
- "I think I've got Clara's stupid crud," the woman whispered in
- disgust.
- "I've been tossing my cookies for the last hour."
- If the situation hadn't been so miserable, Becca would have laughed.
- "Dr. Rawbrigs was here a couple of hours ago and said to take grape
- juice. It's supposed to help. Have you got any?"
- "No." She started to say more, but then she groaned and the receiver
- clattered down in its cradle.
- Worried, Becca had hardly hung up when the phone rang again and
- Margaret, sounding as bad as Luffdie, said, "Hullo? Becca?"
- Her worst fears realized, Be. ~a paled.
- "Oh Lord, you're sick, too, aren't you? Why didn't you call me?"
- "You've got Chloe... and Clara to t-take care of. I d-didn't want to
- b-bother you."
- Later, when she was feeling better, Beeca would scold her for that, but
- for now, she had other problems to deal with.
- "Lucille's got it, too, so I think it would be better if you both came
- over here so I can take care of you. Do you think you'll be able to
- make it up the stairs if I help you?"
- "Oh, I don't think so," the potter said with a groan.
- "The way I'm feeling right now, I don't think I could make it outside
- by myself, let alone all the way to your house." That wasn't the kind
- of news Becca wanted to hear. She considered herself a strong woman,
- but there was no way she could lift two old ladies who each outweighed
- her by a good twenty pounds or more and get them upstairs to the other
- empty guest rooms. She'd have to have help. Not wanting to disturb
- Tare Rawlings at the clinic, who undoubtedly already had her hands
- full, Becca quickly called James Carender, the rancher who lived a
- quarter of a mile farther down the road. He had, on occasion, helped
- her in the past, but as the phone rang hollowly in her em it was
- obvious he wasn't home. Hanging up, she trie, Laura Jacobs, Karen's
- more, only to discover that she too, was in bed with the flu and that
- her husband couldn' leave her. Understanding perfectly, Becca called
- the teacher she assisted at school, hoping that her husban wouldn't
- mind helping out, but no one was home. Fifteen minutes later, Beeca
- had called everyone she knew. The few friends who were at home on a
- Saturda, were either sick themselves or dealing with someone wh{ was,
- and no one could 8be spared to drive all the way out to Becca's and
- carry two old ladies upstairs.
- Getting desperate, she called Tate back, who assure~ her that she'd
- send one of the men from the Double R out to help her as soon as
- possible, but that it might tak, awhile--at least forty-five
- minutes--since the ranch was on the opposite side of the county from
- her. Afraid that Lucille and Margaret were as sick as Clara Beeca knew
- she couldn't leave them alone that long. There was only one person
- left to call, the one person she'd ha~ to force herself not to call
- first. Riley.
- But when she rang the sheriff's office, Myrtle'-~lfi her, "Nobody's
- here right now. This flu bug has hit everybody hard, and every
- available man is out in the field helping wherever he can."
- "Oh. I should have realized..." Becca hadn't knowr how desperately
- she'd counted on Riley being there until then. Fighting the sudden,
- stupid urge to cry, she tolC herself not to be an idiot. Of course
- Riley would be busy.
- In a town the size of Lordsburg, any kind of medical crisis would put a
- strain on the town's limited medical set.
- vices, especially the only local ambulance. Riley and him 8en would be
- needed to ferry people to the Rawlings, Clinic or the hospital in
- Silver City.
- ?
- "Well, if he or one of his deputies gets a minute, I could use some
- help," she said, explaining the situation.
- "It'll take only a few moments, just long enough to get two old ladies
- upstairs to bed."
- "I'll send out the word to the next deputy in that area," Myrtle
- promised.
- "We'll get someone out there as soon as we can."
- Considering the magnitude of the present crisis, that could mean ten
- minutes or five hours, but Becca knew the woman was doing the best she
- could. She heard Chloe cry out upstairs, and that effectively ended
- the phone call.
- Thanking the dispatcher for her help, she hung up and ran for the
- steps.
- Leaving the scent of antiseptic and sickness behind, Riley stepped out
- of the Rawlings Clinic and tiredly rubbed the back of his neck. He
- never should have stayed up talking to Dillon half the night, but his
- friend had had to get back to El Paso this morning, and they'd had a
- lot of catching up to do.
- He was paying for it now, though. It had been a hell of a night so far
- and it was a long way from being over. He'd just run Janice Lamont and
- her three-month-old baby in to see Tate, and it looked like they'd both
- be staying awhile. Tate had taken one look at them and quickly told
- him they wouldn't be needing a ride back home anytime soon, which
- wasn't surprising. The baby hadn't stopped crying from the moment he'd
- answered Janice's frantic call an hour ago.
- Cursing the bug that had swept through his county like a swarm of
- locusts, Riley slid behind the wheel of his car and reached for the
- mike to his radio.
- "All right, Myrfie," he said in a voice that was rough with
- exhaustion.
- "Janice and her baby have been taken care of. Where to next ? " Old
- Man Fulbright out on McCauley Road thinks he's having a heart attack
- and can't get Eddie to answer his call," she retortexl, referring to
- the town's only ambulance driver.
- '"Course that might have something to do with the fact that he claims
- he's having a heart attack every Saturday night, only tonight Eddie
- hasn't got time to fool with him. You'd better check on him, just to
- be sure, though."
- "I'm on my way," Riley said, already backing out of the clinic parking
- lot.
- Oh, and while you're out that way, you'd better make a run by Becca
- Prescott's place," Myrtle added.
- His mind already on Old Man Fulbright, Riley jerked back to
- attention.
- "What? Is Becca sick? When did she call in?"
- "About ten minutes ago. She asked for you specifically, and no, she's
- not the one who's sick. It's those old lady neighbors of hers. She
- needs help moving them to her house so she can take care of them." . ~
- Switching on his lights, Riley didn't '~'flit to be'aFmore. I'll stop
- by there first. Fulbright's waited this long, he can wait another
- fifteen minutes. "
- "I had a feeling you'd say that," Myrtle said dryly.
- "I guess the rumors I've been hearing are true."
- Promising himself that in his next lifetime he wasn't going to tolerate
- mouthy dispatchers who didn't know how to mind their own business, he
- growled, "Stuff it, lady. You know I don't listen to rumors."
- "Maybe you should," she said with a chuckle.
- "They're mighty interesting." Anticipating a scathing retort, she
- signed off, denying him the last word and leaving him wondering what
- people were saying.
- ?
- Muttering over her boldness--he really was going to have to have a talk
- with her--he flattened the accelerator and flew over the back roads
- toward Becca's. Seeing her again so soon after last night wasn't a
- smart move on his part, but for now, she needed him. Nothing else
- seemed to matter.
- Every light in her house was ablaze as he braked to a sharp stop in her
- driveway. Striding up the walk, he didn't bother to knock at her front
- door, but simply pushed it open and walked in.
- "Becca?"
- He was going to have to caution her about leaving her door unlocked for
- just anyone to walk in, he reminded himself as he glanced into the
- kitchen and found it empty, with the sink and counter full of dishes
- that she obviously hadn't had time to do. But then he saw her hurrying
- down the stairs and the thought flew right out of his head.
- She looked tired. And beautiful. Her green eyes dark with fatigue in
- her pale face, she faltered at the sight of him, her hand automatically
- lifting to the wild mane of hair that had escaped the confines of the
- ribbon she'd tied around it. Something flashed in her eyes, something
- that looked an awful lot like need before she, too, remembered last
- night. Her smile was suddenly friendly, but impersonal, as she said,
- "You can't possibly know how good it is to see someone who's not, as
- Clara put it, tossing his cookies."
- His mouth twitched, but his eyes were serious as they searched hers.
- "Everybody's sick?"
- She nodded.
- "Chloe got it this morning, then Clara around eight-thirty tonight.
- She's already upstairs. Margaret and Lucille are still at home,
- though. They're too weak to walk over here, and there was no way I
- could leave Chloe and Clara to help them."
- "Get their beds ready," he said, starting for the door.
- "I'll be right back." .
- He was as good as his word, returning with Lucille first, who was as
- white as the prim nightgown she wore buttoned all the way to her
- throat. Holding herself stiffly as he carried her up the stairs, she
- complained weakly, "I'm not an invalid, Riley Whitaker. I'm perfectly
- capable of getting up these stairs by myself."
- Over her iron gray head, Riley grinned.
- "I never doubted it for a minute, Lucille. If you put your mind to it,
- you could probably make it all the way to Tucson and back before
- sunrise. So just indulge me, huh? I like rescuing old ladies. It
- makes me feel good."
- She sniffed at that, trying not to smile in spite of the fact that she
- had to be feeling miserable.
- "Who are you calling old? And if you want to hold someone, what's
- wrong with Becca?" she asked as he deposited her in the bed that Becca
- had already turned back for her.
- "She's just the right size for you and looks like she could use a
- little TLC right now. The poor girl's worn out."
- "Lucille!"
- Ignoring Becca's gasp of protest, Riley winked. '"Don't worry about
- Becca--I'll take care of her. Behave yourself while I go fetch
- Margaret."
- Chuckling, the older woman hardly waited until he was out of earshot
- before telling Becca, "You've got yourself a good man there. And a
- fine-looking one, too. Make sure you hold on to him."
- With heat climbing into her cheeks, Becca tried and failed to look
- stern.
- "Don't start that matchmaking malar ky with me, Lucille Brickman.
- You're supposed to be sick, remember?"
- "Don't remind me," she groaned.
- "I'm trying not to think about it.
- God, I hate being sick! "
- ?
- Concerned, Becca hovered over her, adjusting the pillow behind her head
- and tucking the covers more closely around her.
- "I know. I'm sorry. Is there anything I can get you? Some grape
- juice or something?"
- "No, nothing. Thank you, dear." Her eyes drifted shut and she sighed
- tiredly.
- "Maybe if I lie here awhile without moving, it'll go away."
- After tending Chloe, then Clam, for hours, Becca knew the flu bug
- wasn't something that could be ignored for long, but she didn't have
- the heart to disillusion her.
- "Maybe," she agreed, patting her hand before moving to the door.
- "I've got to help Riley get Margaret settled. Call if you need me."
- Hearing Riley's footsteps on the stairs, she went into the hall just as
- he emerged with Margaret, who looked like a wilted rose in a pink
- nightgown that dashed horribly with her red hair.
- "In here," Becca said quickly, motioning them into her own bedroom,
- where Riley gently laid the older woman on her old-fashioned iron
- bed.
- Margaret forced open her eyes and smiled up as Becca pulled the covers
- over her so she wouldn't get chilled.
- "Thank you, child. I was just telling Riley how wonderful it was to
- have a man around. Don't you think so?"
- "What I think," Becca said, her dimples flashing before she could
- summon up a frown, "is that you need to get some rest. I'll be back in
- a moment with some juice." She hurried down the stairs with Riley
- right on her heels, intending to make some comment about the fever
- scrambling her incorrigible neighbors' brains. But the second she
- turned to face him in the living room and her eyes met his, she forgot
- all about the old ladies upstairs, who would still be matchmaking on
- their deathbeds. She wanted him to hold her . just for a second. She
- hadn't realized how much until just now.
- The yearning he saw in her eyes nearly drove him to his knees. But he
- couldn't reach for her, not if he intended to make it to Old Man
- Fulbright's anytime soon. Dillon was right, he thought, staring at the
- sweet curves of her mouth and aching to taste her. He'd changed, and
- the woman responsible was standing right in front of him. And not a
- damn thing could come of it.
- "I've got to go," he said hoarsely.
- "I know," she answered softly, but she never moved toward the door.
- Seconds passed, long, agonizing moments when just breathing became a
- chore. Unable to stop himself, Riley reached out and trailed a finger
- down her cheek. Then he was gone. ~
- Chapter 8
- It didn't take much to throw a five-deputy office into a panic,
- especially when the flu was spreading through the southwest corner of
- the state like wildfire across dry grasslands. So when John Sanchez
- wasn't able to relieve him the following morning because he, too, was
- "tossing his cookies," Riley simply worked a double shift. But things
- always got worse before they got better, and by the middle of the
- afternoon, he'd lost Lance Carson. He handled it the only way he
- could--by calling in Mark Newman and Darrel Gabriel and working out a
- schedule they could all live with until the crisis passed. Shortening
- and staggering their shifts, they would each work four hours, take four
- off for sleep, then report back in again. Then he lost Myrtle.
- One minute she was there and the next she wasn't, and suddenly the
- whole damn place was going to hell in a handbasket. Phones were
- ringing off the wall with no one to answer them, the paperwork to
- transfer the county's
- ~ 15~ lone pdsoner--a bail jumper--back to Santa Fe was misplaced and
- Riley didn't have a single deputy patrolling the county roads.
- Trying to juggle the phones and find the transfer papers for the
- prisoner at the same time, Riley fill all3 roared, "Mark! Take over
- for Myrtle. Darrel, go home and get some sleep. I want you back here
- in four hour sand not a minute later."
- Both men jumped to follow orders and quickly got out of his way.
- Muttering curses, he was finally able to line the transfer papers and
- unload the prisoner on the Santa Fe deputy who'd been pacing the office
- for the last hour, complaining that he had to get out of there before
- he caught the damn flu. The phone stopped ringing, the place settled
- down, and for the first time in what seemed like hours, Riley was able
- to hear himself think.
- For all of thirty seconds.
- "Mrs. Hester out on Mockingbird Lane called to say the Johnson's dog
- is barking again and waking up her baby," Mark called from the dispatch
- room, shattering the silence.
- "I
- told her we were shorthanded and couldn't send someone out there right
- now, but that I'd give Mr. Johnson a call. "
- Concentrating on clearing his desk of the paperwork that covered it,
- Riley never looked up.
- "Fine."
- Two seconds passed.
- "Mr. Johnson said he was sick and didn't give a damn what his dog was
- doing--he wasn't going to do anything about it. I guess I'd say the
- same thing if I was sick."
- Riley only granted. If he didn't answer, maybe the rookie would get
- the message that he was too damn tired for chitchat. But Mark's head
- had always been thicker than granite and Riley should have known
- better.
- ?
- "They say the flu hasn't been this bad since that influenza epidemic in
- the twenties, when all those people died.
- Nobody's died yet, but they say the hospital over in Silver City is
- filling up fast and school's already been canceled for tomorrow and
- Tuesday. "
- The thin reign he had on his patience snapping, Riley grabbed his hat
- and jammed it on his head, then strode toward the door.
- "I'm going out," he said between his teeth.
- "If anything comes up, give me a call on the radio."
- He meant to hit the main trouble spots and make sure no one was taking
- advantage of the absence of lawenforcement officers. But he'd never
- seen the streets so empty, and it didn't take long to figure out that
- most people were lying low and staying home. With nothing left to do,
- he should have gone back to the office. But just the thought of
- dealing with Mark again, listening to his account of every call that
- came in, l~ad him turning his patrol car in the opposite direction.
- Toward Becca's.
- He didn't even try to talk hind self into not stopping. He'd managed
- to tear himself away from her before, but the yearning he'd seen in her
- eyes had haunted him ever since, calling him back. Even in the midst
- of the biggest crisis of his tenure as sheriff, he hadn't been able to
- push her from his thoughts.
- Feeling like a man who suddenly found quicksand under his feet instead
- of unmovable rock, he promised himself he wasn't going to stay long.
- He'd just check on her and her patients and make sure eve~ thing was
- okay. He'd have done the same for any other woman who found her- serf
- nursing three senior citizens and a child. Then he was getting the
- hell out of there. It was that simple. ~.
- Dirty dishes were piled on every available inch of counter space, and
- the only dishwasher in sight was Becca.
- So tired even her toenails ached, she would have liked nothing better
- than to leave the chore until later and zonk out somewhere, preferably
- on a bed. But ~ii her patients were napping at the same time for once,
- and this was the first chance all day she'd had to clean up the
- kitchen. If she didn't do it now, she might not get another chance
- for
- God only knew how long. Wearily, she plugged the sink,
- adjusted the hot water until the temperature was bearable and added a
- generous squirt of liquid
- Later, she couldn't say how she knew she was no longer alone. The only
- sound was that of water filling the sink,
- but suddenly her pulse s-lopped a beat in warning and she looked up to
- find Riley standing in the doorway to the living room, watching her
- every move. Dressed in his uniform, with his black Stetson pushed back
- from his forehead and his rock-hard jaw unshaven and shadowed,
- he looked good enough to eat. Caught in his searching gaze, Becca lost
- her grip on the dish she'd just picked up.
- It slipped with a clatter into the sink, and she never even blinked.
- "Hi," he said quietly.
- "I hope you don't mind me letting myself in, but I knocked." Crossing
- t~ her with that lazy, loose-limbed stride of his, he reaci'~d over and
- turned off the water just as the bubbles t! ~reatened to
- ~ overflow onto the floor. "
- - you didn't hear. "
- ~ I guess
- "No. I--I guess I ddidn't."
- He leaned against the counter as if he intended to stay awhile,
- standing so close she could see herself reflected in the blue depths of
- his eyes. Her throat suddenly dry, she swallowed, wondering if the
- heat climbing in her body could possibly be blamed on the flu.
- Considering the way
- ? all her senses sprang to life just at the sight of him, she didn't
- think so.
- "What are you doing here?"
- "I was out this way and thought I'd drop in and make sure everything
- was okay. You feeling all right?"
- All right? A strangled laugh rose in her throat. She'd had maybe
- three hours of sleep maximum in the last thirty hours, and that in
- snatches rather than all at once. She was so exhausted she couldn't
- see straight, her hair was dirty and she would have traded her Jeep for
- twelve hours of uninterrupted sleep and clean sheets that she didn't
- have to wash herself. Yet he only had to walk in and smile at her to
- make her heart start thumping like an eighteen year-old's. That should
- have worried her, but she no longer had the strength to fight a need
- that seemed as natural as breathing.
- Dropping her gaze back to the dishes awaiting her attention, she
- dismissed with a shrug the fatigue that pressed down on her.
- "Oh, yeah. I guess all that grape juice I'v~ been drinking is paying
- off. I'm healthy as a horse."
- "And ready to drop where you stand," he replied shrewdly.
- "How much sleep have you had?"
- "Enough."
- "Liar."
- "I'm not!"
- "Look me in the eye and say that."
- She tried--he had to give her that. But even with her chin jutting at
- that stubborn, challenging angle that always made him want to grin, she
- couldn't say the words. Staring down at her, Riley felt something he
- wouldn't put a name to squeeze his heart. She was tired, asleep on her
- feet, her eyes shadowed with dark circles of exhaustion.
- The need to soothe, to comfort, rose up in him, and he settled his
- hands on her shoulders, just barely stopping himself from dragging her
- closer.
- "You're not going to do anyone any good if you worry yourself into the
- ground," he said gruffly.
- "I'll finish u1 in here. You go upstairs and relax in the tub for a
- whik A good soak'll do you good."
- "Oh, but I can't" -- In no mood to argue, Riley turned her abruptly an
- marched her toward the stairs.
- "I'll take care of the 1~ dies if they wake up, so I don't want to see
- your face dove here for at least forty-five minutes. Now, go!"
- Just about every dish and glass in the house was dirt~ ~__but Riley
- hardly noticed. Methodically cleaning a soul bowl, he found himself
- listening for sounds of activit upstairs that the rational part of his
- brain told him h~ couldn't possibly hear. the creak of Becca's step on
- the bathroom floor, the sound of her clothes falling awa, piece by
- piece, the whisper of her sigh as she slipped into the tub.
- It was an exercise in self-torture--he knew that, but i was a damn good
- night for it. Erotic images played be his mind's eye. Becca lounging
- lazily in a tub full of bubbles, her hair piled on top her head in
- unruly eurh skin flushed and rosy from the heat of the water. Jus
- thinking about it made him hard.
- Swearing, he reached for another dirty bowl, but there weren't any.
- The drain board was overflowing with dishe he hadn't even realized he'd
- washed, the counters o the old-fashioned kitchen clean and bare.
- Frowning, h~ glanced at the clock on the stove and realized that Becel
- had taken him at his word and used the entire forty-few minutes, which
- surprised him. She was usually so defiant, he'd half expected her to
- storm back down stair twenty minutes ago just to prove to him that she
- didn"
- ? take orders from him or any other man. So she either had to be
- exhausted. or sick.
- He wasn't going up there, he told himself firmly. The lady was a big
- girl and could take care of herself. If she needed help, all she had
- to do was holier. Satisfied that he was worrying over nothing, he
- pulled the plug from the sink, then wrung out the dishcloth and hung it
- up to dry. Ten seconds later, he was heading for the stairs.
- A quick check of the bedrooms assured him that the three old ladies and
- Chloe were sleeping peacefully, but he still hadn't heard a sound from
- the bathroom. Concerned, he tapped softly at the door.
- "Becca? You okay in there?"
- His only answer was silence, and he didn't like the sound of it.
- Throwing caution to the wind, he tried the door handle and found it
- unlocked. If he caught her in the act of dressing, she was probably
- going to chew him out royally, but he didn't care. At least he'd know
- she was okay. Pushing the door slowly open, he peaked inside.
- "Becca?"
- The sight that met his eyes nearly stopped his heart. She was still in
- the tub and sound asleep, her hair piled prettily on her head just as
- he'd imagined, her skin damp and pink, the bubbles that concealed her
- breasts and hips from him slowly dissipating. His throat dust dry, he
- reminded himself that he wasn't a man who took advantage of a
- vulnerable woman. But she looked better than his wildest fantasy, and
- it was all he could do not to look his fill.
- Swallowing a groan, he stepped inside the bathroom and shut the door
- behind him as he looked wildly around for a towel. Finally finding one
- hanging on the back of the door along with her robe, he thought only
- about getting her out of that damn water and safely covered. Now!
- Moving to the big, claw-footed tub, he eased down on his knees next to
- it. Knowing he had to keep his gaze on her face or he'd never be able
- to get through this without going quietly out of his mind, he laid his
- hand on her bare shoulder and gently shook her.
- "Becca? Come on, honey, wake up. We've got to get you out of there
- before you turn into a prune."
- Moaning, she refused to open her eyes, but a frown worked its way
- across her brow when he shook her more insistently.
- "Can't," she mumbled, slumping toward him.
- "Too tired."
- More asleep than awake, she rubbed her cheek against his shoulder,
- dampening his uniform and drawing a low moan from him. God, she was
- killing him and she didn't even know it!
- Muttering an oath between tightly clamped teeth, he swept one arm
- behind her back and dragged her into a sitting position, fumbling for
- the plug to the tub with his free hand while bubbles slid down her
- breasts to reveal every sweet, beautiful inch of her to his hungry
- eyes. Sweat popping out on his brow, he dropped the towel and snatched
- it up again, as ham-fisted as a kid who'd never seen a naked woman
- before.
- With need a hard knot in his gut, he coaxed hoarsely, "Up you go,
- sweetheart. On your feet. Let me dry you off some and then we'll get
- you into your robe. Stand there like a good girl."
- "Riley?" Frowning, she blinked dazedly as he roughly draped the towel
- around her, patting her dry with a stiff efficiency that cost him more
- than she could possibly know. Forcing her eyes open a crack, she
- stared up at him in confusion.
- "Whad're you doin'?"
- "Saving you from drowning and driving myself crazy," he said tersely,
- guiding her hand into the sleeve of her robe.
- "You fell asleep in the tub."
- ?
- "Tired... s'tired. Be all right. Gimme a moment." Given the
- opportunity, Riley didn't doubt that she'd somehow summon the strength
- not only to dress herself, but to march down the hall and check on her
- patients.
- Stubborn little fool. Didn't she know when she was beaten?
- "Forget it," he retorted as he pulled her robe together and belted
- it.
- "You're going to bed."
- "Oh, no! I can't" -- Shaking his head over her bullheadedness, he
- settled the matter simply by sweeping her up in his arms and striding
- out of the bathroom before she could do anything but drop her head to
- his shoulder with a sigh.
- "That's right, honey. You go to sleep. I'll be here to look after
- things until you wake up." '~ The upstairs bedrooms were all full, so
- he carried her downstairs and looked around until he found the room
- that had probably been h~r grandmother's before she died. Side rails
- had been added to the carved Victorian bed, and there was a wheeled
- hospital table pushed into one corner.
- Sepia-toned pictures from another age cowered the walls, and the
- keepsakes of a lifetime littered every available space on the dresser
- and table tops
- Tenderly laying Becca on the spread, he waited for her to protest, but
- she only turned over and buried her face in the pillow. A heartbeat
- later, she was out. Staring down at her, Riley fought the need to
- touch her, to bend over her and smooth her hair back from her face, to
- lie down with her and hold her while she slept. If she'd opened her
- eyes then and smiled at him, he'd have been lost. But she didn't. Not
- sure if he was relieved or disappointed, he turned on his heel and
- quietly walked out. There was no question after that that he was
- staying, and he didn't ask himself why. He just knew that Becea needed
- him, whether she would admit it or not, and there was no way in hell he
- could turn his back on her. Striding into the kitchen, he called the
- office.
- Knowing Mark, he figured he'd probably tried to raise him a half dozen
- times on the radio already and was now close to panic.
- "Hi, Mark, it's me," he said as soon as the younger man came on the
- line.
- "I'm out here at the Prescott place" -- "Beeca Prescott's place?" the
- rookie interrupted in surprise.
- "Do you know another Prescott, Newman?"
- "Uh ... no, sir."
- "Then I'm at Becca Prescott's. The fill's hit pretty hard out here and
- she's got her hands full with three sick old ladies and her daughter. I
- thought I'd stay and help her awhfie. You got any problems to report.
- "No, sir. It's been pretty quiet." Good. With half the county sick
- in bed, it should be a slow night. Call me if anything crops up. Oh,
- and,
- Mark? "
- "y 9"
- ~ "I don't think it's anyone's business where I am to- ~0~ight."
- ~ "Oh, no, sir," he agreed quickly Too uickl i i~:";:~: j Hanging up,
- Riley wasn't fooled. As big a gossip as Myrtle was, the younger man
- was probably already on the pl~ one spreading the latest news. It was
- damned irritating, but he couldn't worry about it now.
- "Mama!"
- '
- Chloe's soft cry hardly carried from upstairs, but Riley didn't doubt
- for a minute that it would take nothing more than a whispered call from
- her, however faint, to ~ake her m. other from the _s,o_undest sleep.
- Thankful that he d closed the door of Becca s room, he hurried up the
- stairs into the
- . ~ ? large, airy room where he'd spotted Chloe sleeping ear "Hey,
- kiddo," he said from the doorway, greeting her with an easy smile.
- "How you feeling?"
- She looked so small sitting in the middle of the big bed, her piquant
- face, so like her mother's, scrunching into a frown at the sight of
- him.
- "I want Mama."
- "I know you do, sweetie, but she's sleeping right now. Can I get you
- something?"
- Her lower lip started to tremble while big tears welled in her eyes.
- "I want my mama."
- "Hey," he exclaimed softly.
- "What's this? Tears?" Crossing the room to her, he took a seat on the
- side of the bed and pulled his clean handkerchief from his back pocket.
- But instead of offering it to her, he picked up the tattered, obviously
- well-loved teddy bear reclining on her pillow next to her and pretended
- to wipe its fuzzy cheeks.
- "Don't cry, sweetie. Your mascara's going to run." Surprised, Chloe
- giggled, swiping at her cheeks.
- "Bears don't cry. And they don't wear mascara. Only ladies do."
- "Are you sure about that?" he teased, frowning.
- "This hear's got something all over his face."
- "That's fur, silly!"
- Holding the stuffed animal up so that it was nose-to- nose with him, he
- widened his eyes and grinned.
- "You know something? I think you're right."
- "That's because I know bors," she confided, flashing her dimples at him
- as she claimed the toy and gave it a big hug.
- "I've had this one since I was a little girl." Since she was scarcely
- as big as a minute now, that couldn't have been too long, but Riley
- wisely refrained from pointing that out. Taking advantage of her
- distraction with the bear, he searched her upturned face for signs of
- fever. She was still pale, her color washed out, but her eyes were
- clear, her laughter easy. He hadn't had much experience with sick
- kids, but she looked like she was on the mend, thank God. With a
- little food and rest, she'd be back to her old self in no time.
- "Hey, I don't know about you," he said, ruffling her dark haft, "but
- I'm as hungry as that bear of yours. What about you? Think you could
- eat something?" ~: Her blue eyes impish, she considered the suggestion
- for a long moment, then nodded.
- "Teddy likes mashed potatoes."
- Riley blinked. Cooking anything more complicated than a scrambled egg
- was a stretch for him, and that included mashed potatoes. What the
- hell was he supposed to do now?
- "Potatoes, huh? You sure about that?" ~;:~ ~ "Oh, yes. Mama keeps a
- bowl for him in the refrigerator all the time."
- "No kidding?" Sending up a silent prayer of thanks for Becca's
- foresight, he rose to his feet.
- "Then today's Teddy's lucky day." And his.
- "Sit tight, sweetheart, and I'll be right back with the grub."
- As good as his word, he was back within minutes with the requested
- potatoes, which he'd taken time to warm slightly in the microwave. And
- although Teddy showed no interest in them, of course, Chloe cleaned the
- bowl and was, Riley was relieved to note, able to keep them down.
- Almost immediately after that, her eyes began to droop.
- But she didn't nod off. Fighting drowsiness, she looked up at him, her
- expression serious.
- "Mama reads me a story after I eat."
- Amusement spilled into his eyes.
- "Oh, she does, does she? Well, I guess I can manage that."
- "This one," she insisted, pulling a well-worn book from under her
- pillow.
- "The one about the duck who lost his quack."
- ?
- Riley laughed. Chloe Prescott might be only five years old, but she
- was definitely her mother's daughter and went after what she wanted.
- God help the boys around town when she reached her teens. They'd never
- know what hit them.
- "All right, little bit. Move over and I'll sit next to you and read
- for a while." , "But Mama always sits in the rocker and holds me in
- her lap."
- So without quite knowing how it happened, Riley soon found himself
- comfortably ensconced in the wooden platform rocker by the window with
- Chloe curled in his lap as trustingly as if they'd done this a thousand
- times before. Touched by the little-girl scent of her, he smiled
- crookedly.
- It was a good thing his deputies couldn't see him They'd never believe
- he could be such a softie.
- "Okay," he said, thumbing to the beginning of the story. The Duck Who
- Lost His Quack.
- Cradling her in one arm, his free hand holding the book, he began to
- read, but he'd hardly started when she turned to frown at him
- indignantly.
- "That's not the way Mama does it."
- Riley glanced from her to the book and back again. ~He'd read exactly
- what was printed on the opening page. :~ What other way was there to
- do it?
- "Sweetheart, I only know one way to read."
- "With an exaggerated patience that delighted Riley, Chloe took the book
- from him.
- "Mama says every character has to have his own voice. Like this."
- Raising the tone of her voice an octave, she recited the words the
- mother duck in the story said to the baby duck. Her smile.
- triumphant, she then handed him back the book.
- "See?"
- Struggling to hold in a smile, he nodded solemnly.
- "My mistake. Shall I start over?" At her nod, he checked the.
- 165 open door to make sure he didn't have an audience of more than one,
- then began to read in an affected falsetto that soon sent Chloe into a
- fit of giggles.
- It was the silence that finally woke Becca. Rested for what seemed
- like the first time in days, she swam up from.
- the depths of sleep and stretched languidly, her cheek rubbing against
- soft chenille. Distracted, she opened her eyes to find herself lying
- on top of the bedspread of her grandmother's bed downstairs, dressed in
- her robe. In nothing but her robe. How. ?
- Before the question fully formed in the mush that was her brain, vague
- images swirled before her mind's eye, bits and pieces of tantalizing
- scenes that could have been real or the haunting remnants of a dream.
- Riley, his husky voice coming from a long way off, coaxing her to wake
- up. Riley leaning over her, lifting her out of the tub.
- His hands, so strong and sure, patting her dry with a towel. and
- trembling.
- "Oh, God!"
- Heat firing her cheeks, she sat bolt upright in the bed, her eyes wide,
- her heart pounding madly in her breast. It hadn't been a dream, but
- all too real. How could she have fallen asleep in the tub? Or let
- Riley find her like that? He must have dressed her, put her to bed.
- She seemed to have some hazy recollection of him promising to stay for
- a while, but that had to have been hours ago. Surely Chloe or the
- others must have stirred by now.
- That brought her out of bed as nothing else could. Lord, what was she
- thinking of, lying here dwelling on what had happened in the bathroom,
- and leaving Riley to watch over a houseful of sick females? He might
- be able to handle just about anything from drug smugglers to domestic
- disputes when it came to his job, but somehow
- ? she didn't think he'd be too comfortable in a sick room. especially
- if everyone woke at once and needed help.
- Tightening the belt of her robe, she hurried up the stairs, her hair an
- unruly mass streaming behind her as she reached the upstairs hallway.
- Expecting to find Riley hustling from bedroom to bedroom with juice and
- words of sympathy, she was greeted with silence instead. Surprised,
- she started down the hall, checking each room as she came to it.
- Margaret and Clara were snoring softly in the first two and seemed to
- be resting comfortably.
- Lucille, however, didn't appear to be quite so lucky. Dozing fitfully,
- she was still ashen, with a grimace of pain wrinkling her brow. Knowing
- from experience that she would soon wake with another bout of nausea,
- Becca moved quickly on to her daughter's room at the end of the hall.
- She expected to find Chloe sleeping, too, or playing quietly with the
- dolls and books she'd left within reach of her bed. What she didn't
- expect was Riley napping in the rOcking chair with a sleeping Chloe
- sprawled across his chest, the book he must have been reading to her
- lying facedown on the floor.
- Stopping abruptly in the doorway, hex heart shifting at the sight of
- them, Becca blinked back the sudden sting of tears. Chloe had never
- known her father--he'd died months before she was born--so she'd never
- known what it was like to have a big strong man rock her to sleep or
- hold her close and protect her from he dark. She hadn't known what she
- was missing.
- ~ ~ ~ ~ Until now.
- They looked like they belonged together, their same dark hair close
- enough in color that they could have easily passed for father and
- daughter. And Becca wasn't at
- 167 all sure how she felt about that. Chloe was an open book, trusting
- and sweet and vulnerable. She'd never had to deal with a man in her
- life because there'd never been a man in her mother's life. But all
- her friends had daddies, and she'd openly prayed for one of her own.
- The more Riley became involved in their life, the more she would expect
- him to be there. Always. She was too little to understand that there
- was no such thing as always in the real world. And that was a lesson
- Becca didn't want her to learn anytime soon. Life would teach it to
- her quickly enough. Crossing the room on silent feet, she bent over
- Riley and gently eased her daughter from his arms. Chloe, a deadhead
- once she was out, was as limp as a noodle and didn't move so much as a
- muscle when she was laid on her bed. Smiling fondly at her, Becca
- straightened and only then realized Riley was awake and watching her.
- Not aware of what she was doing, she pressed a finger to her lips,
- motioning for silence, and watched his gaze move to her mouth. Suddenly
- hot, as aware as he of the electricity thickening the air between them,
- she stepped out into the hall.
- He followed her, as she knew he would. all the way down the stairs to
- the living room. Feeling as if she were standing in the path of an
- oncoming truck that was going to flatten her if she didn't get out of
- the way, she knew she had to tell him about Chloe, about how she
- couldn't take any chances about her daughter being hurt, ever. But
- when she turned to face him, she found herself saying huskily, "You've
- been here for hours, You must be hungry.
- I'll get you"-- ':
- "You," he said thickly, catching her arm as she started to turn away.
- Slowly, oh, so slowly~ he drew her toward him.
- "The only thing I want is you."
- ?
- He spoke nothing less than the truth. He'd fought it with everything
- in him, had lain awake nights telling himself why he couldn't want her,
- but nothing had driven her from his thoughts. She'd kept his blood hot
- for longer than she had any right to, and he couldn't, wouldn't, deny
- it any longer.
- But that didn't mean he'd taken complete leave of his senses. Not sure
- if he was going to push her away or drag her closer, he slid his hands
- to her waist, the feel of her robe under his fingers reminding him all
- too clearly of the heated moments when he'd wrapped the garment around
- her earlier. Now all he could think of was getting her out of it. His
- hold instinctively tightening, he rasped, "I need to get the hell out
- of here before I do something stupid."
- The warning was for her as much as for him. She should have pushed
- free of his arms and shown him to the door.
- She should have done anything but look up at him with green eyes that
- were dark with wanting. And she damn sure shouldn't have simply leaned
- into him and whispered, "Yes."
- Yes to what? ;. ~. ~_. :~;.
- "Becca ... honey." Closing his eyes for a second, he 'tried to hold on
- to his common sense, but it was too late.
- He'd lost his chance of walking away the second he'd touched her. Her
- name a prayer and a curse on his lips, he felt something inside him
- snap. Jerking her against him, he crushed his mouth to hers before she
- could even think about changing her mind.
- Passion. White-hot and wild, it hit them both like a see ring wind
- racing out of the bowels of hell, catching them up in a swirling vortex
- of emotions that had no beginning or end.
- Need, hunger, frustration, joy--senses whirling, hearts hammering in
- time to an erotic rhythm ll
- 169 that throbbed like a drum in their blood, they felt them all in a
- span of seconds. -. ~. ~' ~ His head in a spin, Riley tried to tell
- her that a 'man could only stand so much from a woman. so much
- teasing, so much need. but his hands were in her hair, and she was so
- sweet, so giving. Devouring her, he scattered kisses over her face and
- throat, stealing her breath, making her shudder, making her burn.
- Dizzy and panting, Becca clung to him, boneless. He knew just where to
- touch her to make her groan, just where to rub to make her mindless.
- Sure and possessive, his hands swept over her, measuring her hips and
- waist, teasingly skirting her breasts, until every sensation seemed to
- focus there. , Aching, burning, she nipped at his mouth and grabbed
- his hand, dragging it over her breast where she wanted it, turning his
- chuckle into a moan. But the thickness of her robe denied her the
- touch she really wanted. Whimpering in frustration, she tugged at the
- belt blindly. Lost to everything but him and the needs screaming in
- her blood, she didn't hear the phone at first. But suddenly Riley
- stiffened and muttered a curse against her mouth, his hands coming up
- to gently untangle her arms from around his neck.
- "No!" she moaned.
- "Ignore it. It's probably just Laura Jacobs calling to see how Chloe
- is."
- He wanted to. God knew he wanted to. For the first time in his
- career, he wanted to ignore the rest of the world and his
- responsibilities and just take some time for him- serf with the only
- woman he'd ever known who could push him over the edge. But he
- couldn't, and he didn't know if that was a blessing or a curse.
- "We can't, sweetheart. It could be Mark. I left your number with
- him.
- You've got to answer it. "
- ?
- For a moment he thought she was going to flat out refuse. Defiance
- flashed in her eyes, and it was clear that with the least
- encouragement, she would have told Mark to take a flying leap.
- Reluctant amusement skimming his mouth, he couldn't say he blamed her.
- He hurt--God, did he hurt!
- Given the least incentive, he'd have yanked the damn phone off the wall
- and thrown it out the window. But it would have bought them only a few
- moments, at most. The ringing of the phone was every bit as effective
- as an alarm clock, and any second now, one of the patients upstairs was
- going to wake up and need Becca for something. And she knew it as well
- as he did.
- Her mouth suddenly tight with frustration, she turned on her heel and
- strode into the kitchen. Snatching up the phone, she snapped,
- "Prescott residence. And this better be good."
- "Uh, Mrs. P-Prescott? This is, uh, Mark Newman," the flustered rookie
- stuttered in her ear.
- "Is the sheriff there?"
- "Just a minute." Holding out the phone to Riley, She found little
- consolationin the sudden laughter sparkling in his eyes.
- "It's for you."
- She would have walked out then and left him to take the call in
- private, but he had no intention of letting her out of his reach. Not
- until he had to. Snagging her around the waist with his free hand, he
- pulled her close until her hip bumped his.
- "What's the problem, Mark?"
- "You gotta come in, Boss. I'm sick."
- With John and Lance already out, and Darrel catching up on a few hours
- of sleep, Riley knew he should have been expecting it, but the news
- caught him completely by surprise.
- "Hey, man, I'm sorry. Can you drive yourself home?" "Yeah, I guess."
- ~ .
- "Then go on and leave now." . " ~.~ ~ " But there's no one here to
- answer the phone"-- I'll be there in ten minutes," Riley said firmly.
- "If anybody calls, they'll call back. Go home and take care of
- yourself.
- The place won't fall apart if there's no one there for a few minutes.
- "
- When the younger man meekly gave in without further protest, Riley knew
- he had to be sick--usually it took a crowbar to get Mark out of the
- office before the end of his shift.
- Replacing the receiver in its cradle, he glanced down at Becca
- regretfully.
- "I've got to go."
- She nodded, her eyes on the buttons of his shirt.
- "I know."
- They had to talk. About tonight and a need that they both knew wasn't
- going to go away. About the trouble they were headed for. And an
- election that was only weeks away, an election one of them was going to
- lose.
- But there wasn't time. ~+f Slowly dropping his arm, he stepped back
- while he still could. /"I've only got one deputy left: so I don't know
- when I 11 be able to get back out here. :t, , ~' '~,~: . " We'll be
- fine. " ........ :zw'~ There was no question of that--she was a tough
- lady who had proven she could handle practacally anything. He should
- have been relieved--for the last ten years, he'd gone out of his way to
- make sure no woman looked to him to be her hero. He'd finally found
- one who didn't have a problem with that, and all he could feel was
- regret. She didn't need him.
- Chapter 9
- By the next morning, the worst of the crisis was over. With the
- resilience of youth, Chloe bounced back with a speed her elderly
- neighbors could only envy, and keeping her quiet so that the others
- could rest turned out to be a real chore. She wanted to visit--and
- play--with their houseguests, and over the course of the day, Becca
- lost count of the number of times she found her in one of the guest
- rooms, ensconced on the bed and chatting happily.
- Convinced she had a budding talk-show host on her hands, Becca
- convinced her to come downstairs--again-and tried to explain that
- Margaret and the others needed more time to get over being sick than
- she did and that they weren't here for a visit. Chloe listened
- solemnly to every word, then said, "But Mama, I was just talking. And
- Clara said I made her laugh."
- "I know, honey. But I think they need a nap now. Why don't you help
- me make supper instead? We're having your favorite."
- "Chicken and dumplings? Oh, boy! Can I make the dumplings?" .
- "I'm counting on it," Becca said, grinning.
- "I've already got everything set up for you."
- Thrilled, Chloe rushed into the kitchen, where she threw herself into
- dumpling making with joyful enthusiasm.
- Within minutes, she and the old oak table she worked at were covered in
- flour. With her hands up to her elbows in the sticky dough, she
- chattered happily, content for the moment to be distracted.
- Later though, after supper, she found one excuse after another to slip
- upstairs. She had to tell Margaret a secret.
- Then she was sure that Clara needed a glass of water. Lucille wanted
- her to rearrange her pillows for her, and then, of course, she had to
- kiss and hug all of them goodnight. Amused, Becca indulged her for a
- while, knowing that her elderly houseguests really did enjoy Chloe,
- especially since, none of their grandchildren lived nearby. But then
- she noticed Lucille trying to stifle a yawn and called a quick halt to
- the nocturnal visits.
- "Okay, shorty, time for you to go to bed, too. Lights out in five
- minutes."
- "But, Mama" -- '~:~"No buts. Give the grannies one last kiss, then hop
- into your room so I can tuck you in."
- When Becca spoke in that tone, Chloe knew better than to argue. That
- didn't, however, mean she gave in gracefully.
- Grumbling under her breath about how she never got to stay up late, she
- dragged her feet from one room to the next like a martyr on her way to
- the gallows, glumly doling out good-night kisses. Standing in the
- hallway watching her, Becca struggled not to laugh.
- By nine-thirty, everyone except Becca was asleep, and the house was
- quiet as a tomb. Needing some noise, she
- ?
- switched on the TV and dropped down onto the couch to wait for the ten
- o'clock news, too restless to even think about going to bed. But the
- second she put her feet up, two days and nights of practically nonstop
- work caught up with her. Her eyes heavy, she couldn't seem to focus on
- the screen. She'd rest them a minute, she decided. Just for a
- second.
- Later, she couldn't say what woke her. One minute she was dreaming
- about Riley slipping into the bathtub with her, his hands sliding over
- her wet skin with agonizing slowness, and the next she was jarred into
- full wakefulness Her heart knocking against her ribs, she lay perfectly
- still, listening, but the only sound came from the late-night talk show
- currently rolling its credits across the television screen. Reaching
- for the remote control, she hit the power button.
- The silence was immediate, the house quiet.
- "You're hearing things, girl," she muttered as she pushed herself to
- her feet.
- "It was probably something on the TV." Just to be sure, though, she
- double-checked the doors, but she'd locked them hours ago and no one
- had touched them. Shaking her head over her own imaginings, she took
- the added precaution of turning on the security lights outside.
- "You're getting paranoid in your old age," she told herself, glancing
- out the picture window.
- "There's nothing out there .... " Her words dwindled to nothingness at
- the sight of Riley patrol car parked in her drive with its lights
- off.
- Jerking the chain off with fingers that weren't quite steady, she threw
- open the dead bolt, her smile as bright as a moonbeam. He'd come. Up
- until then, she hadn't realized that she'd been waiting for him all
- day. When, she wondered, had she reached the point where she needed to
- tt
- ~.
- see him, even if just for a second, to make her day complete?
- :. -. : -. Later the answer to that would worry her, but not tonight.
- She was infected with a temporary madness that felt wonderful. It
- wouldn't last--she knew that, accepted it but for now, she was going to
- enjoy it and not worry about tomorrow.
- Pulling open the door, she hurried down the porch steps, a teasing
- remark already forming on her lips. But as she rounded the hood of his
- car, she saw that he was draped over the steering wheel, his head
- pillowed on his crossed arms, fast asleep.
- Surprised, she felt her smile grow tender. So the Lone
- Ranger had finally run out of gas. Considering the way he'd been
- pushing himself, working double and triple shifts so his men could get
- the rest they needed, it was a wonder he hadn't crashed before now. He
- had to be worn out.
- Unable to take her eyes from him, she let her gaze linger on the
- silkiness of his dark hair as it fell forward over his forehead, the
- thick shadow of his lashes against his bronzed cheeks, the firm,
- sensuous curve of his mouth in ~? eep.
- Warmth, sweet and heavy, clutched at her heart, stealing her breath.
- Her fingers itched to touch him, but she sternly ordered herself to
- leave the poor man alone.
- He was clearly exhausted and wouldn't thank her for disturbing the
- first decent sleep he'd had in hours. ,
- But he looked so uncomfortable.
- >
- Torn, she hesitated. He didn't have to sleep in his car,
- she reasoned. He could stretch out on the couch for a couple of hours
- and surely rest better there than he could bent over his steering
- wheel. If he stayed the way he was much longer, he was bound to get a
- crick in his neck.
- ?
- "Riley?" Reaching through the open window, she started to shake him
- awake, only to suck in a sharp breath as she felt how hot he was. Dear
- God, he was burning up! The minute she touched him, he groaned.
- Forcing open his eyes, he frowned at her in bewilderment.
- "Becca? What're you doing out here?"
- "Checking on you." Pushing his hair back, she felt his hot forehead.
- "How long have you had this fever?"
- "Dunno ... a couple of hours." His jaw rigid, he pushed himself away
- from the steering wheel as if every movement was an effort, then
- fumbled for the key in the ignition.
- "I gotta get home."
- "Oh, no, you don't." Lightning quick, she reached past him to snatch
- the keys from the ignition.
- "You're in no shape to drive. And even if you were, there's no way I'm
- letting you go home to fight this alone. You're staying here until you
- feel better."
- He didn't have the energy to spit, let alone argue, but he gave it a
- try anyway. Stiffly climbing out of the car, he leaned back against it
- to give her a narrow-eyed look.
- "I should have known you were the type to take advantage of a sick
- man."
- "That's right," she said chcekily.
- "So just get prepared. I mean to enjoy it." Slipping her arm around
- his waist, she turned him toward the house.
- "C'mon, big guy, let's get you inside."
- With all the upstairs bedrooms taken, she had nowhere to put him but
- her grandmother's room off the kitchen.
- Away from the rest of the house, it was quiet and private, and no one
- would disturb him there. Steering him through the open doorway, she
- started to help him toward the bed. Suddenly realizing where she was
- taking him, he stopped, swaying on his feet as he frowned.
- "You've been
- 177 sleeping here since the ladies moved in upstairs. I can't take
- your bed. " ~ ,.
- "It's just for tonight," she insisted, urging him across the room.
- "And I don't mind the couch. Clara's feeling much better and should be
- strong enough to go home tomorrow. So don't worry about it."
- His head thick, his body aching, he couldn't have protested after that
- if he'd tried. It took the last of his energy just to make it across
- the room. The minute they reached the bed, his knees seemed to lose
- their starch and he hit the mattress with a low groan. It was the last
- thing he remembered for hours.
- After a struggle, Becca got his boots off, then, somehow, his clothes,
- but it wasn't easy. He was a deadweight and moaned every time she had
- to move him. And he was so hot! The heat seemed to just pour off him.
- Thankful he wasn't awake to see how worried she was, she covered him
- with a sheet and light blanket so he wouldn't get chilled, then ran to
- the kitchen for a bowl of water and a cloth to sponge him off.
- After that, she lost all track of time. Sitting on the side of the bed
- next to his prone figure, she ran the damp washcloth across his
- shoulders and down his arms and chest over and over again as the night
- slipped by with agonizing slowness. Any other time she would have
- marveled at the way the man was put together--the wide breadth of his
- shoulders, the sinewy strength of his hardened muscles, the sheer power
- of him. But her stomach was twisted with the beginnings of panic, her
- fingers shaking.
- Nothing she did seemed to help his fever.
- A low groan ripped from his throat and he shifted restlessly on the
- pillow.
- "No," he muttered.
- "No! This can't be happening."
- ' ?
- "Shh," Beeca murmured.
- "Just relax. You'x~going to be fine." ," But instead of soothing him,
- she only seemed to agitate him. Swearing, he kicked at the sheet, his
- hand suddenly lashing out without warning to grab her by the wrist. His
- fingers biting like talons into her skin, he jerked her toward him, his
- eyes those of a cold, furious stranger" as they met hers without
- recognition.
- "You bitch! We thought we had backup when we went into that damn
- warehouse, but we didn't have squat. Just you. And you weren't coming
- in, were you? Oh, no. You sold us out." Startled, sprawled halfway
- across his chat, Becca pulled against his steely grip.
- "Riley, please ... I don't know what you're talking about. You're hall
- urinating
- But the fever was too high, the nightmare that gripped him too strong,
- for him to hear her.
- "Did you watch, Sybil?" he jeered softly, contempt twisting his
- mouth.
- "Did you stand back in the shadows and watch your coke buddies splatter
- Danny's guts all over that warehouse? We were your partners, damn
- you!"
- He tossed her hand away as if he couldn't stand to touch her.
- "God, you make me sick." Collapsing back against the pillow with an
- exhausted sigh, he slowly shut his eyes again as sleep dragged him
- under.
- "Oh, God, Danny," he murmured in a choked voice. "l'n~ sorry, man. So
- sorry." ~ Pale and shaken, Becca couldn't have moved for the life Of
- her. So this was why he believed women didn't belong in law
- enforcement. A partner--a woman--had betrayed him and cost a friend
- his life. And ten years later, it still haunted him.
- Sudden tears stung her eyes and she blinked them back furiously,
- wishing she could comfort him. But she'd never suffered that kind of
- betrayal and didn't have the words
- 179 to heal a hurt that went soul deep. All she could do was tend his
- fever and help get him through the night.
- He wanted to die.
- Nauseated, with every bone in his body aching, Riley woke time and
- again during the long night, more miserable than he'd ever been in his
- life. At least twice he demanded that Becca take him out back and
- shoot him and be done with it, but she only laughed and forced enough
- grape juice down him to float a battleship. As far as he could tell,
- it didn't help, and if he never tasted the stuff again, it would be too
- soon.
- Sometime before dawn, the fever that had been cooking him alive broke,
- and he vaguely remembered Becca murmuring to him that he was going to
- be all right now. During the last few days, she'd seen enough of the
- flu to know that the worst was past, and all he had to do was lie there
- and get better. Too weak to do more than squeeze her hand, he drifted
- to sleep with the sound of her voice following him into his dreams.
- That alone made up for all the torture earlier in the night.
- When he finally struggled back to consciousness and forced his eyes
- open, sunlight was spilling in through the windows to the west. Turning
- his head slowly on the pillow, he studied his surroundings. Becca was
- nowhere to be found, but there were signs of her presence
- everywhere--the empty juice glasses on the bedside table, the washcloth
- he remembered her sponging him off with, some towels that had been
- dropped over a nearby chair.
- And a pallet on the floor by the bed. Surprised, he stared at it, only
- now realizing how she'd been able to get to him so quickly every time
- he so much as groaned.
- She'd slept within touching distance the entire night and he hadn't
- even known it.
- . ?
- Lost in his thoughts, he didn't hear the quiet knock at the door at
- first. Then Chloe peaked around the doorjamb, her smile broadening
- into a quicksilver grin when she saw him look up.
- "Oh, good. You're awake," she said happily. Pushing the door open all
- the way, she skipped into the room with a lighthearted energy Riley
- couldn't help but envy.
- Stopping at the foot of the bed, she clasped her hands behind her back
- and informed him seriously, "Mama's gone to the store, and she made me
- promise not to bother you. Am I bothering you?"
- Hastily swallowing a grin, he pretended to consider the possibility.
- "No," he said finally, chuckling.
- "I don't think you are. I was just lying here thinking that it was
- awful quiet around here. What are you up to, short stuff?"
- "Nuttin'," she said, dragging the toe of one of her canvas tennis shoes
- across the braided rug underfoot.
- "Want me to read to you? I brought a book." Dragging it out from
- behind her back, she held it up so he could see it. "
- One corner of his mouth hitched up in a crooked grin.
- "The Duck Who Lost His Quack, huh? That's a pretty good story. You
- think you're big enough to read it? It's got some pretty hard words in
- it." . :
- Insulted, she bristled like a bantam hen.
- "I'm not a' baby," she said indignantly.
- "I know every one of them, even stu..." She frowned, trying to
- remember the correct pronunciation, then tried again.
- "Stupendous
- Grinning broadly, she winked at him.
- "See?" What he saw was that she was a heartbreaker--just like her
- mother. And he couldn't resist her any more than he could Becca.
- The day was quickly coming when he would have to deal with that, but
- for now, he only patted the bed beside him.
- "You're right--you know your onions. Climb on up here and get
- comfortable."
- Pleased with herself, she kicked off her shoes and scrambled up onto
- the bed before the words were scarcely out of his. mouth. Riley saw
- immediately that she intended to stay awhile--the pillow behind her
- back had to be just so, the book resting on her thighs and tilted at
- just the right angle. Casting a look at him out of the corner of her
- eyes to make sure he was listening, she smiled slightly and began to
- read the story she'd heard so many times that she knew it by heart.
- They were well into why the quack less duck had lost his quacker when
- Clara, looking much better than she had the last time Riley had seen
- her, suddenly stepped into the open doorway. Still a trifle pale, she
- was dressed in a gown and floral robe instead of her usual shirtwaist,
- but she wore her pearls, and that said it all. She was definitely on
- the mend.
- Spying Chloe on the bed, she clicked her tongue reprovingly.
- "Chloe, your mama said the sheriff needed to rest."
- ' "He is" ~ , the five-year-old said innocently. '_i. I'm the one
- who's reading. " -~: Fighting a sudden laugh, Riley choked instead.
- "Uh, she's right, Clara. I'm just lying here listening. I'm fine,
- really."
- "Maybe so... now. But you don't want to have a relapse." Shooting
- Chloe a bright smile, she said, "Your mama left you some brownies on
- the table. I think I hear them calling your name."
- It was a bribe, pure and simple, one that Chloe didn't even try to
- resist.
- "Can I have two?" :
- "Oh, I think so... if they're little ones." ~
- Who's the B SS?
- That was all the child needed to hear. She was off like a shot,
- leaving the two adults chuckling behind her. Expecting Clara to leave
- him then to rest, he lifted a brow when she stepped into the room, her
- blue eyes twinkling behind the lenses of her glasses as she held a
- finger to her smiling lips.
- "Okay, Clara, what are you up to?" :
- "Nothing." Delighted with his suspicious look, she Pulled a pack of
- overlarge tarot cards out of her robe pocket and held them up so he
- could see them.
- "Just a little card reading. I thought it would amuse you."
- Riley took one look and almost rolled his eyes.
- "C'mon, Clara, you know I don't believe in that stuff."
- "Oh, pooh," she scoffed with a dismissive smile as she pulled up a
- chair next to his bed.
- "Everyone wants to know about the future. It's fun!" All-business,
- she positioned a bed tray across his lap and set the tarot deck in the
- middle of it.
- "All right, dear, cut the cards." There was no getting out of it, not
- without hurting her feelings. And what was it going to hurt to indulge
- her, anyway?
- Resigned, he shot her a teasing grin.
- "Okay, but I expect you to tell it like it is. If the cards say I'm
- going to win the election, you can't go changing things on me just
- because you're supporting Becca."
- "That goes without saying, dear boy," she said with all the regainess
- of a queen whose ethics had been questioned.
- "I only report what I see."
- The rules set, Riley cut the cards, only to have her click her tongue
- disapprovingly and hastily stop him.
- "Never cut your luck away from you, dear," she admonished.
- "Try again." ~ Struggling with a grin, Riley did as she asked, this
- time making sure to cut the cards--and his luck--toward himself.
- The second he was finished, Clara quickly gathered
- 183 the odd-looking cards and laid them out before him. Riley took one
- look at them and frowned. He didn't have a clue what they stood for.
- "Well?" he demanded with the patience of a man who was clearly just
- humoring her.
- "How does it look? If I'm going to bite the bullet anytime soon, I'd
- just as soon not know about it."
- Tapping one particular card, Clara gave him a reassuring smile.
- "Oh, no, dear. You're going to live to be a very old man." Leaning
- closer so she could see better, she nodded, as if she were carrying on
- a conversation with someone in her head, and mumbled, "Yes, it's just
- the same as before.
- I hoped it would be, but it's so unbelievable "Her eyes suddenly
- lifting to his, she exclaimed, " Oh, Riley, this is the most amazing
- thing! "
- "What?" Frowning down at the cards, he didn't see a thing in the
- strange pictures to get excited about.
- "What do you see?" "Why, your future, of course," she replied, sitting
- back with a broad smile.
- "And I'll tell you, young man, fate has certainly stepped in and
- blessed you. I don't know when I've last seen love and romance so
- strongly aligned in a man's cards. Miss Right is right here," she
- said, pointing to the card of a woman in an old-fashioned dress, "so
- close you can practically reach out and touch her." Too late, Riley
- realiz~ he should have been prepared for this. Clara had never made
- any secret of the fact that she looked at the world and saw hearts and
- flowers, but he'd honestly expected her to focus on the election.
- "Miss Right, hmm? And here I'd given up on her years ago. So who is
- she?"
- "Someone who's going to turn your life upside down," she predicted
- secretively, her blue eyes dancing as they met his.
- "She's really going to shake you up, but don't you
- ?
- dare let her get away. She's strong and full of life, a real fighter
- who'll stand by you. You need her. " ~ He almost argued with her over
- that point--during the course of the last ten years, he'd made sure he
- hadn't let himself need anyone--but that was something he didn't
- particularly want to discuss with Clara or anyone else.
- And she was having such fun, he hated to disillusion her.
- "Well, someone like that's not exactly hiding under a rock. Where is
- she? What's her name?"
- "Oh, I can't tell you that, dear. But I don't think you'll have any
- trouble recognizing her. She appears to be someone who's fairly new in
- town. I see upheavel around her, so I would think that she's just made
- some major changes in her life."
- Not a dense man, he didn't need to be hit over the head with a frying
- pan to get the point. Giving her a knowing look, he said dryly, "I
- see. That narrows it down considerably, doesn't it? We don't have
- many new people in town."
- "Oh, but I didn't say she necessarily had to live in town," she said
- quickly, flustered that he'd misgnderstood.
- "Just the vicinity." ~ ~? ~ ;~ "Or maybe she doesn't live here at
- all," he suggested innocently.
- "She could just be someone who's passing through on the interstate and
- I stop her for speeding or something.
- Who knows? We could take one look at each other and fall head over
- heels. Now wouldn'. t that be romantic? "
- "Actually, I was thinking she was someone you've already met," Clara
- said pointedly, starting to look miffed.
- "Possibly someone who's right under your nose. I thought she sounded
- quite familiar. Surely you can think of someone who meets that
- description."
- Quietly stepping into the open doorway in time to hear Clara's end of
- the conversation, Becca took in the cards spread out on the bed tray
- and didn't know if she wanted to laugh or die of mortification. Shaking
- her head over her own stupidity--she should have known better than to
- leave Clara and her cards alone with Riley for five minutes, let alone
- the forty it took her to run to the store and hack--she bustled into
- the room, smiling as if she hadn't heard a thing. ',~ ~ "Sorry I was
- gone so long," she said brightly, "but the store was packed with people
- buying soup and crackers.
- Well, I see our patient is awake and feeling better. " Turning to
- Riley, she noted the wicked humor in his eye and.... knew she wasn't
- fooling anyone, least of all him. He knew damn well she'd heard enough
- of the conversation to realize that Clara was up to her matchmaking
- tricks and that" he was thoroughly enjoying himself. Her gaze not
- quite meeting his, she turned away, silently cursing the heat warming
- her cheeks.
- "You must be hungry."
- "Actually, I" -- She didn't give him a chance to finish before she
- briskly~ turned to her neighbor.
- "Clara, would you mind fixing Riley a tray while I put t, he groceries
- away? I know he's -~got to be starving, and it s going to take me
- awhile to put all the perishable items away."
- Of course, dear. I d be happy to. Gathering up her tarot cards as
- surreptitiously as possible, she hastily stuffed them in the pocket of
- her robe and plastered on an innocent smile that would have done an
- angel proud.
- "I
- believe there's some chicken-and-rice soup left from. " lunch. I'll
- just go 'heat it up."
- Feeling like the ugly stepchild, Riley watched her hurry out into the
- hall, with Becca right on her heels.
- "Hey," what if I'm not hungry? "
- ?
- "Then you must still be sick," Becca countered, glancing back over her
- shoulder at him.
- "I'll bring you another glass of grape juice."
- "No, no!" he groaned.
- "Anything but that!" Laughing, she followed Clara into the kitchen,
- but her smile fled the second the older woman told her in a pleased
- voice, "I think it's just wonderful that you and Riley are getting
- along so well. And Chloe seems to thrive in his company. I tried to
- tell him that the two of you were made for each other" -- Becca
- winced.
- "I thought we agreed not to mention that, remember? You promised you
- wouldn't tell him about my reading. It was going to be our little
- secret."
- "Oh, but that's just it," she exclaimed excitedly.
- "It was his future I was reading, not yours. I couldn't believe it
- myself when I saw the way his cards fell. They were just like yours.
- It's really fate, dear. Written in the stars. You must be soul mates.
- That's the only explanation."
- She'd said something similar before, so it wasn't what she said that
- horrified Becca. It was the ring of truth in her words. Fighting
- panic, she searched for an explanation.
- "I know you believe in the cards, Clara, but you must have made a
- mistake. I'm not looking for a soul mate and neither is Riley."
- Her smile incredibly sweet, Clara patted her arm soothingly, not the
- least bit concerned with such trivialities.
- "That's the beauty of it, Becca, dear. Even when we're not looking,
- someone higher up is. Trust me. You and Riley are meant to be. I
- think it's just fascinating."
- She was so pleased with herself, Becca didn't have the heart to tell
- her that wasn't exactly the word she would have used to describe her
- attraction to Riley.
- "Wonderful," she agreed through clenched teeth.
- "Just wonderful."
- Clara meant well, but after that, Becca wasn't going to let her and her
- cards near Riley again, so she was the one who brought him a small bowl
- of homemade chicken-and- rice soup a few moments later. With color
- still flushing her cheeks, she set it on the tray across his lap, then
- took the chair next to the bed that Clara had occupied only moments
- before.
- "I know you said you weren't hung~, but you really do need to eat
- something," she said stiffly. ~ "Only if I get to keep it for a while
- instead of renting it," he retorted with a crooked grin.
- "I've had enough of tossing my cookies to last me a lifetime."
- She chuckled.
- "You were one sick puppy, but I'd say the worst is past." Unthinkingly,
- she leaned over to lay her palm against his forehead to check for
- fever, just as she had countless times during the night. But this
- time, she found her hand caught in his. Startled, she raised her eyes
- to his.
- In the kitchen, Clara was puttering around, putting things away for
- her, and outside, Chloe was on her swing in the backyard, singing away
- like she hadn't a care in the world.
- Margaret and Lucille were somewhere in the house, still moving slowly
- from their ordeal and not yet ready to go home. But she and Riley
- might have been the only two people for miles for all the notice she
- gave the rest of the world. Her heart was doing a crazy somersault in
- her breast, and she felt her senses start to hum. Given the
- opportunity, she could have sat there for hours, loving the feel of his
- hands on her.
- But Clara's predictions for their future still hung in the air between
- them, refusing to be ignored. She started to pull away, but his
- fingers only tightened as he ran his thumb over her wrist, scattering
- her pulse.
- "Riley..."
- Distracted by the delicate bones of her hand, he heard the warning in
- her tone. But his attention was caught next
- ? by the faint, bluish bruises that discolored her skin right where
- his fingers held her.
- "How did you do this? It looks like someone grabbed you."
- "You were out of it" -- "I did this?" he asked, stunned.
- "When?" Remembering the hurt and anger that had seethed in him when
- the fever had held him in its grip, Becca cursed herself for not
- finding another excuse for the bruises.
- "It's not important" -- "When?"
- His jaw set, he wasn't going to let the matter drop. Sighing, Becca
- told him.
- "You were hallucinating. You didn't know what you were doing."
- "Did I hurt you?"
- Shocked, she said, "No, of course not! You thOUght I was someone named
- Sybil" -- That was as far as she got. Cursing, he dropped her hand as
- if he'd been burned.
- "Then my brain must have really been fried. I haven't mentioned that
- woman's name in nearly ten years." "She's the reason you got out of
- the DEA." She'd obviously already learned enough from his fevered
- ramblings to figure out the truth for herself, so there was no point in
- denying it.
- "She was a greedy bitch who would have sold her own mother if the price
- was high enough." He told her all of it then, every miserable detail
- of the worst week of his life, the bitterness spilling out unchecked.
- Her heart breaking for him, Becca listened without saying a word,
- noting that most of his hurt was directed at his partner and not his
- ex-wife.
- "Not all women in law enforcement are like Sybil," she pointed out
- quietly when he'd finished.
- "The fact that she sold you out had nothing to do with her sex"
- ~"Tell that to someone who di~.~,~, ~ b" and his best friend get shot
- in the ba~kt ~t~Usa~d col~"',~," i don't want to hear it. "
- ~ ? " ~ ~' .
- Hurt, Becca recoiled asif he'd tS~ilal~ ~l~er.
- "Fine. I'll get out of your hair." Her o~}o~l~0frosty as the season's
- first cold front, she rose to '. as ~
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- rest. I called your office first thing this morro:i: ~. attacked to
- Dartel
- Gabriel. He said to tell you not to: ]e. ~0 about anything. He was
- sleeping at the jail until t! d)5;of back to normal.
- So don't even think about . ~ Holier when you're fmlshed eaUnS? gs
- out of that bed.
- tray. "
- : i~ fn come for the
- She was gone in two seconds ~ . - . lat ~Ctlcauy running out the
- door, out not De~ore ne saP ~ ,nded lo't' her eyes.
- Staring after her, his I~he 4~otten ~il'~v ~ f0~ , Y swore, wanting to
- throw some thru h, . known it the minute the words le~? t~d~ ~:aer~.
- n~r~d ~t was the last thing he wanted to d l~(s to? ~g} ~; . matter
- with him?
- ' '~ha~ ~'~
- Revolted with himself, he kne~, there. Before he hurt her again~
- strength to make love to her, n quences. Because that wouldn't b not
- when he still couldn't bring h: Leaving, however, wasn't going might be
- furious with him right now she was going to let him just walk weak as a
- sick pup. So he'd ha~ t plan Eating his soup, he though!
- eyes in the back of her head, an going to be able to slip out with.
- after she went to bed. It was alm taking such good care of him, bt d
- to get out of
- ~'~fl he found the
- I! 1
- of the conse~ither of them,
- ~it~ ~ trust her.
- 11 that easy. She h l~ere was no way
- 0 he was still as k out another ia~i ly time he was The lady had
- '~ ~ eeing him was
- ~elf0 repay her for
- ~o~ cln't be helped.
- She'd be hurt and angry and would, no doubt, want to skin him alive,
- but she'd get over it. And he'd get over her. somehow.
- The decision made, he waited the rest of the day and evening for his
- chance. Becca didn't come near him herself, and for that, he sent up a
- silent prayer of thanks. But she didn't completely abandon him,
- either. She sent Chloe or one of the old ladies to check on him, and
- every time he pretended he was too tired to even sit up to talk to
- them, he felt like a heel. Not the least discouraged, they fussed over
- him, babied him and brought him mouthwatering dishes to tempt his
- appetite and rebuild his strength. Disgusted with himself for the
- deception, he finally couldn't take it anymore and pretended he was
- asleep the next time someone tapped on his open door.
- He never expected to sleep at all, but the next thing he knew, a
- rooster was busily crowing somewhere in the distance and the sky was
- just beginning to lighten. Swearing, Riley threw off the covers and
- started to quietly search for his clothes. ::~ ~'~'. :~':~':~:~':
- After tending her patients for three days and nights, Becca had learned
- to sleep with one ear open just in case she was needed. Comfortably
- ensconced on the couch and dead to the world, she heard Riley the
- second he moved.
- Afraid he'd had a relapse, she pushed aside her covers and grabbed her
- robe from the opposite end of the couch. She was still belting it as
- she hurried into his room. But the second she switched on the light,
- it was obvious he wasn't sick. Standing next to the bed, already
- dressed in his uniform, he was hopping on one booted foot as he tugged
- on the other boot. At her entrance, his
- 191 eyes flew to hers, and she'd never seen such a look of guilt on a
- man's face in her life. She didn't have to ask what he was doing--it
- was obvious. He was leaving. Like a rat slipping away at first light.
- ~
- Chapter 10 '
- A more-sophisticated woman would have hidden her hurt, but Becca had
- never been any good at hiding her emotions, so she didn't even try.
- Wrapping her arms around herself, she said flatly, "You're obviously in
- a hurry to leave if you've got to get up at the crack of dawn to do
- it.
- What's the matter? Were you worried I'd try to stop you? "
- If he'd bothered to deny it, she probably would have thrown something
- at him, but he only finished tugging on his boot, then straightened,
- his expression stony as he faced her.
- "I
- thought it'd be better this way. "
- "Better for who? You couldn't even lift your head off the pillow until
- yesterday afternoon! You've got no business being out of that bed."
- His jaw set, he looked around for his Stetson and found it hanging from
- the corner of the dresser mirror.
- "I'm fine. I appreciate all your help, but I've got to get back to
- work and check on my men."
- He stepped toward her, but Becca stood her ground in the doorway, her
- chin lifted stubbornly. He looked better than he had in days, but he
- was still too pale and gaunt. He hadn't eaten anything more
- substantial than chicken soup and Jell-O yesterday, and now he thought
- he was ready to go back to work and chase bad guys? She didn't think
- so.
- "I'm sure your men are fine--Dan-el can handle things for a couple of
- days. You're the one I'm worried about.
- Stay one more day. "
- ' "No."
- "Why not?
- ~:~:~ He could have given her a half dozen excuses, all of them Ixue,
- some more pressing than others. But there was only one reason why he
- had to get out of there, and she was it.
- Couldn't she see what she was doing to him? Did he have to spell it
- out?
- Suddenly at the end of his patience, he tossed his hat across the room
- and moved toward her with eyes blazing.
- Before she could so much as blink, he had her in his arms.
- "Dammit, lady, isn't it obvious?" he growled.
- "I want you so bad now I can hardly stand it. Staying's only going to
- make it worse."
- Then, so there would be no misunderstanding, so she would know exactly
- how frustrated he was, he kissed her hard, like a man who was at the
- end of his rope and just couldn't tak~ any more. There was nothing
- nice about it, nothing gentle. It was raw and basic and rough, with a
- passion that was barely held in check.
- She should have slugged him--it was no more than he deserved. At the
- very least, she should have grabbed him by the hair and pulled till she
- got his attgnfion and he calmed down.
- But she kissed him, just kissed him, and he was lost.
- ?
- Unable to stop himself, he dragged her closer and felt her fit herself
- to him like the lost piece of a puzzle that, once it was in place, tied
- everything together. Groaning, he felt reason start to slip away.
- "Sweetheart, you don't know what you're doing" -- "Yes, I do," she
- argued, and pressed her lips to his. Later, when common sense came
- crashing' down on him, he knew he was going to hate himself for letting
- lust get the better of his principles. But later was a long way ~away
- and the woman in his arms wasn't. She was warm and willing and all too
- real, and it seemed like they'd been racing toward this moment from the
- second they'd met.
- "I'm going to make love to you," he rasped against her mouth, stating
- his intentions at the outset.
- "So if you've got a problem with that, you'd better speak up right now,
- honey. I want you too much to play games." Breathless, with desire
- curling through her like a ribbon of light, Becca stared up at his
- rough-hewn face and knew what he was doing. There would be no
- delusions, no mistakes made in the heat of passion and regretted later.
- If he didn't leave now, he wouldn't stop with a few kisses.
- He would take her to bed. without promises or any mention of the
- future. They would have this time together.
- Nothing else.
- ;"A lifetime ago, she wouldn't have even considered such an offer.
- But a lifetime ago, she had believed in love and marriage and happily
- ever afters. Never again: "No," she said huskily, reaching for the tie
- belt to her robe.
- "I don't have a problem with that." And with a simple shrug of her
- shoulders, she sent the garment sliding slowly to the floor.
- The cotton gown she wore was old and faded. It was the kind of thing a
- woman put on when she wanted to be comfortable and there was no man
- around to impress.
- 19. 5 V-necked and knee length, it was soft as satin from countless
- washings, but Beeca knew it was in no way, shape or form seductive.
- But that's exactly how Riley made her feel in it. He took one look at
- the way it draped her figure and his eyes began to heat.
- "God, you're beautiful."
- She wasn't--if she lived to be ninety, she'd never be anything but
- cute--but if he wanted to think differently, she wasn't, for once in
- her life, going to argue with him. A slow smile curling the corners of
- her mouth, she pushed the bedroom door shut until it clicked. With the
- press of her thumb, she shot the lock home, the sound loud in the
- sudden silence.
- "Take me to bed," she whispered huskily.
- She didn't have to ask him twice. Heat spilled into his groin, the
- pounding of his heart kicked into overdrive and his hands actually
- began to tremble. Reaching past her shoulder, he flipped off the
- overhead ceiling light, casting the bedroom into the rosy shadows of
- dawn.
- "Come here." And taking her hand, he led her across the room to the
- bed.
- Giving in to the temptation of her hair, he buried his hands in the
- wild curls and nuzzled her neck, loving the still-sleepy scent of her
- skin. He would have given anything to be able to spend the day with
- her, in here, in her grandmother's bed, locked away from the world,
- where he could wallow in the taste and feel and fire of her. But time
- was precious and in short supply. Her daughter and neighbors were
- asleep upstairs and the sun was already peeking over the horizon. At
- best, they had an hour. He meant to make the most of it.
- Murmuring to her as if this was her first time and she needed to be
- gentled, he pressed slow, sipping kisses on her jaw, the shell of her
- ear, the base of her throat, smil Wh 's the Bossing as her pulse
- jumped under his tongue. And all the while, with a patience that had
- her shuddering, he trailed his fingers over her, up her arms to her
- shoulders and the straps of her gown. With nothing more than a tug,
- the lightweight garment silently swooshed down her body. Drugged by
- his kisses, she could do nothing but moan and bury her face against his
- throat.
- Her breath warm and moist against his hot skin, Riley clenched his
- teeth against the sharp stab of desire that almost buckled his knees.
- "Easy, love," he whispered, but it was his own patience that was
- quickly unraveling. He ripped off his shirt, then cursed the boots
- he'd just pulled on. He never~ remembered shedding them or his pants,
- but then he was naked.
- His body was hard and magnificent in the soft light of morning. Becca
- couldn't stop staring, her smile gone. Her breath lodged in her throat
- and she sank down onto the mattress and held out her hand to him
- without a word.
- The old bed gave with a sigh as he came down beside her, but she didn't
- notice anything but Riley. She'd expected heat and passion and
- fireworks, and he gave her that and so much more. With the intensity
- of a man who knew exactly what he was doing, he stroked and caressed
- and lingered over her, pleasuring her slowly, surely. The curve of her
- shoulders, the delicate bones of her throat and wrists, the fullness of
- her breasts, the breadth of her hips . with his hands alone, he warmed
- her inside and out until she melted like caramel in the sun.
- And when she was shuddering, nearly mindless with the need that built
- in her like a storm on the verge of breaking, he stunned her with his
- mouth. Her eyes misted, her breath backed up in her lungs as he
- pressed a tantalizing kiss to the top of her breasts. Anticipation
- crawled just under her skin, drawing her nerves tight, demanding to
- be
- 197 satisfied. She whimpered, the sound as soft and revealing as the
- morning light. Then, just when she thought she couldn't stand it any
- longer, he closed his lips over her pouting nipple.
- Crying out in surprised delight, she arched against his mouth,
- clutching him to her breast.
- "Oh!"
- His own breathing none too steady, he looked up, unable to stop
- touching her, stroking her.
- "What, sweet?"
- he rasped.
- "What is it?"
- She licked her lips, struggling for words and had no idea how close she
- came to destroying him.
- "I wasn't expect Her confusion caught his attention then, penetrating
- the fog of passion that threatened to cloud his thoughts.
- "What, honey? What weren't you expecting?"
- "You... this." Helplessly, she gestured with one hand to the bed and
- the intimacy they shared.
- "I've never felt anything like it .... " :~ It was an admission that
- should never have been made by a woman who had once been happily
- married. From what she'd told him of Tom Prescott, there was no
- question that the man was a possessive bastard, but at one time, Becca
- had loved him, and Riley had assumed her husband had at least made her
- happy in bed. Obviously, he was wrong. Questions pulled at him,
- questions he wouldn't allow himself to ask. Like what kind of husband
- would fail to give his wife this kind of pleasure? Had he just been
- inept? Or a selfish jerk who hadn't thought of anyone but himself?
- Not liking the direction of his thoughts or the idea of anyone, least
- of all her husband, being in bed with them, he leaned down to distract
- them both with a hot, seducing kiss.
- "Then it's time you did, honey. let me show you what you've been
- missing."
- Who's this?
- He didn't wait for her permission. He simply showed her all the ways a
- man can please a woman when he set his mind to it. He wooed and
- cajoled and caressed her, trailing fire with every touch and kiss, and
- in the process, gave more of himself than he'd ever thought he could
- give anyone. And when need burned like a fireball low in his belly, he
- somehow found the strength to give her more. He tried to remind
- himself that it had been awhile for her. She'd made no secret of the
- fact that she hadn't let another man near her since her husband died.
- Only him.
- The thought squeezed his heart and pulled emotions from him he'd
- thought were long dead. Control--what he had left of it--was balanced
- on a razor's edge. ~, . ~. " Somewhere in the back of his head, the
- thought registered that he needed to protect her. But he couldn't let
- go of her long enough to reach for his wallet, which still lay on the
- bedside table.
- "Becca, honey..." She moved under him, her hands climbing all over him
- with increasing urgency, drawing a groan from him.
- "I'm losing it, sweetheart," he muttered, nipping at the sensuous curve
- of her bottom lip.
- "Can you reach my wallet? Help me, honey."
- Lying under him, her hips already lifting to his, she gazed up at him,
- her eyes dark and unfocused before it suddenly hit her what he was
- asking of her. A slow smile danced over the curve of her kiss-swollen
- mouth, and that was when Riley knew he was in trouble.
- In the next few seconds, with nothing more than her feather-light
- touch, she made him ache, sweat, swear. His sanity gone, he rolled her
- under him as soon as the protection was in place. Then she was opening
- to him, her arms and legs wrapping around him, drawing him down to her,
- into her.
- And when the madness claimed him, he took her in a way he hadn't taken
- a woman for longer
- ~
- than he could remember. Completely. With everything he had, heart and
- soul. ~ .
- An eternity later, he cradled her in his arms and rolled to his side,
- gathering her close. Any minute now, his heart was going to quit
- galloping in his chest, his breathing would level out and he'd be able
- to let her go.
- And pigs could fly.
- The truth hit him hard, rocking him, but he was having none of it. His
- jaw locked on an oath and he latched on to denial like a man running
- scared. He wanted her-- he didn't lie to himself about that. The
- attraction between them was strong and wouldn't burn itself out anytime
- soon. But wanting and needing were two different things. And God
- forbid he should even think of the L word.
- Because when the election was over and he was re- elected--and he would
- win, there wasn't a doubt in his mind about that--she would walk out of
- his life. The. town just wasn't big enough for the two of them when
- it came to work, and if she wanted a decent job to support her
- daughter, she'd have to go elsewhere to find it. He wasn't going to
- stand in her dust and watqhh~r ~w~. off with his heart.
- ~ . Upstairs, the sound of running water suddenly signaled that
- someone was awake and in the bathroom. Their:
- time together was over. Riley felt Becca stiffen against him and
- carefully put her from him.
- "I've got to go."
- That was all he said, nothing more, as he rolled out of bed and tugged
- on his clothes. Silence thickened until it filled the room like a
- cold, raw fog. Pale, painfully conscious of her nakedness in a way she
- hadn't been only moments before, Becca pulled the sheet up to cover
- herself and found herself waiting, for what she wasn't sure.
- Maybe an acknowledgment that what had just happened between them in
- her grandmother's bed had shaken him as much as it had her. But his
- jaw was set in granite, his expression closed. Whatever was going on
- in his head, he didn't intend to share it with her.
- "Are you going to be all right? .... Lost in her tumultuous thoughts,
- she didn't realiTc he'd finished dressing and was watching her as if he
- expected her to fall apart at any moment. Straightening her spine, she
- almost choked on a painful laugh. All right? Why wouldn't she be?
- This was what she'd told herself she wanted, wasn't it? No strings, no
- promises, no future. She should have been walking on air, not battling
- stupid, inexplicable tears. ';: " Of course," she said with a
- haughtiness that Would have normally brought a glint of humor to his
- eyes.
- "I'm not a morning person. It takes me a couple of hours to get my
- motor revving." Or a couple of kisses from him. But that was
- something she didn't want to think about, let alone discuss with him.
- Silence fell, turning awkward. For the first time since they'd met,
- they had nothing to say to each other--no quips to trade, no smart
- remarks to parry. And they both felt the loss. Bending down suddenly,
- he picked up her gown and robe and laid them carefully on the bed
- beside her. His eyes, when they lifted to hers, were for a split
- second hotter than a blue flame. Then he turned away, and Becca
- couldn't be sure she hadn't imagined the whole thing.
- "If you need to get in touch with me, you know where I am." " - :
- She wouldn't, but she nodded anyway, unable to manage anything else.
- Then he turned and walked out, and she was alone. just as she always
- was. Hugging herself, she
- 201 tried and failed to convince herself that was all she wanted..
- Striding into his deserted office fifteen minutes later, Riley found a
- note from Darrel Gabriel informing him that he was out on patrol. John
- and Lance were expected later that day, and Mark, not yet ready for
- active duty, was going to take over the dispatcher's duties for Myrtle,
- who'd had to stay home an extra day to take care of her sick husband.
- Mark wouldn't report in until noon, however, and that was just fine
- with Riley. He was in no mood for company.
- He could, in fact, have chewed glass if he could have just unclenched
- his jaw. He wasn't mad, he assured himself.
- Why should he be? He and Becca had just parted like two reasonable
- adults after sharing a passion that had nearly burned them alive. What
- more could a man ask for?
- The answer, much to his disgust, came all too easily. Nothing.
- Absolutely nothing.
- So what was he so agitated about? Wasn't that what he'd wanted?
- Grinding out an oath, he jerked open the top drawer of the filing
- cabinet, looking for some paperwork he should have filled out two days
- ago. But it wasn't where it was supposed to be, and he had only to
- take a closer look at the mess in the drawer to know that Mark had been
- filing again.
- Whenever he was in the middle of the chore and got distracted by a
- call, he threw everything in the drawer and slammed it shut.
- Just like a kid who picked up his room by throwing everything into his
- closet, Riley thought irritably. No wonder he couldn't find anything
- when he needed it. Muttering curses, he jerked the drawer all the way
- out and started throwing files on his desk, intending to clean it out
- ~nd start all over again. But he'd hardly started when the lfront door
- opened and Sydney O'Keefe walked in like she ~wiled the place. Riley
- took one look at her and turned i~ack to the files on his desk.
- "I don't have time to talk to you now, Syd," he said curtly.
- "I've got work to do. I've been out sick and it looks like the whole
- damn place fell apart while I was gone." "Oh, don't let me Stop you,"
- she said airily.
- "I'll just sit here and watch." And with a daring that had gotten her
- more than one headline, she pulled out his chair and dropped into it,
- rocking back as if she intended to stay awhile. Irritated, he snapped,
- "Fine. Suit yourself. If you haven't got anything better to do than
- watch me sort these files, who am I to argue with you? Just don't get
- in my way, okay?"
- A wise woman would have backed off and left him alone until he got over
- whatever was eating him. Sydney only grinned, her sharp eyes studying
- him with renewed interest.
- "My, my, aren't we touchy? Did you just get up~ on the wrong side of
- the bed or are you always this~' grouchy after spending time with Becca
- Prescott?" Riley froze, his narrowed gaze pinning her to the chair.
- So word was out that he'd been at Becca's. Considering- the fact that
- his patrol car had sat in front of her place for over twenty-four
- hours, it hadn't exactly been a secret. Just as it was no surprise
- that the gossips had jumped all over that little tidbit like ducks on a
- june bug. He'd lived there long enough not to give a damn--it was a
- fact of life that if you put three people within a day's ride of each
- other, two of them were going to talk about the third. But he only had
- to see the glint in Sydney eyes to know that the locals were no longer
- linking Becca's name with his just because of the election. The
- talk--and speculation--had turned personal, and that stuck in his
- craw.
- "I was sick, Syd," he stated flatly.
- "Toss-your-cookies, burning-up, out-of-my-gourd sick. So if you think
- there's some kind of juicy gossip here, forget it. I was out that way
- when it hit and couldn't make it home. Mrs. Prescott was kind enough
- to offer me a bed. End of story." Her grin never wavering, she only
- settled into a more comfortable position and crossed her legs.
- "If you say SO." '~:~i~ ~-~-:~ "Dammit!" he exclaimed, scowling at
- her.
- "I know what you're doing and it's not going to work. There's nothing
- to report about me and Becca Prescott, so go find yourself something
- else to write about. There's bound to be a traffic accident or
- something that needs your attention."
- Too tenacious to be put off by his blustering, she merely widened her
- eyes at him, her grin teasing.
- "Why, Sheriff, you almost sound defensive. I wonder why. Is there
- something going on between you and your opponent that the rest of us
- should know about?"
- "No!" . :~ "Then what's got you so hot under the collar?"
- "None of your damn business!"
- Not the least offended, Sydney chuckled.
- "In case you've forgotten, I get paid to stick my nose into people's
- business. But only when it's newsworthy. So relax. Romantic gossip
- might be titillating, but I don't work for a scandal sheet. Your
- secret's safe with me." It was an old reporter's trick--pretend you
- know something, then sit back and wait for the other person to give
- something away. Not fooled in the least, Riley gave
- ? her a taste of her own medicine.
- "I'm glad to hear it. I'd hate to think of something like that getJing
- around."
- "What?"
- Just that easily, she walked into his trap.
- "I thought you already knew."
- "I lied," she replied with outrageous honesty.
- "How 'bout you?"
- His lips twitched into a grin.
- "That's for me to know and you to find out. Now get out of here," he
- said, shooing her away.
- "I've got work to do and I can't concentrate when you're chattering
- like a magpie."
- More miserable than she'd been in a long time, Becca would have liked
- nothing better than to lock herself away in her grandmother's room and
- cry her eyes out. But that would only worry Chloe and the grannies and
- stir up questions she had no intention of answering. So she bathed and
- dressed and went into the kitchen to start breakfast.
- At her insistence, her three neighbors had stayed one more night to
- make sure they were completely recovered, and she'd kept their diet
- bland just to make sure there would be no problems. Back to normal by
- now, though, they would no doubt be ravenous, which was fine with her.
- The more people she had to cook for, the less she had to think.
- Throwing herself into the task with single-minded determination, she
- had a smile plastered on her face and enough food on the table to feed
- an army when she heard footsleps on the stairs.
- "Come and get it, ladies," she said easily.
- "We've got eggs and bacon and hash browns. Oh, and biscuits!
- I nearly forgot them. " Whirling, she grabbed a hot pad and pulled
- open the oven .... _. ~:
- "Goodness," Margaret exclaimed, spying the feast spread out on the
- round kitchen table.
- "You must have been cooking since dawn."
- Her back turned, Becca winced, but no one saw.
- "I--I knew you all would be starving," she said huskily.
- "Everything looks delicious," Lucille said.
- "I can't believe you went to so much trouble."
- "We would have been happy with cold cereal," Clara added, "but this is
- much better." ~ "Is it ready?" Chloe asked eagerly.
- "Can we eat now?" Chuckling, Becca deposited the biscuits on'. a
- trivet in the center of the table, then scooped her daughter up for a
- hug.
- "Yes, sweetheart, you can-eat." Motioning the others to the table, she
- said, "Please, sit down and butter your biscuits while they're hot.
- I'll get the coffee and juice."
- She bustled around, making sure everyone had what they needed, taking
- her seat only to bow her head for grace. If anyone noticed that her
- appetite was nonexistent or her smile a little forced, they didn't say
- anything.
- But she saw the three older women exchange glances in silent
- communication and knew they weren't fooled by her bright chatter,
- especially when Chloe asked about Riley.
- "He had to get back to work, honey," she explained, her gaze leveled on
- the milk she was stirring into her coffee "But he didn't even say
- goodbye."
- "You were asleep, and he had things to do." . ~ ~:~ "Just as we do,"
- Clara told her.
- "Have you forgotten your mother's having a big sale? We have to help
- her get everything set up. There's going to be a lot of people here in
- a couple of days and we have to get ready for them."
- ?
- "Yes, I've been meaning to talk to you about that, Becca," Lucille
- said.
- "Have you decided what prices you're going to ask for your
- grandmother's things?" Thankful for the distraction, Becca shook her
- head.
- "Actually, with everything that's been going on, I haven't given it a
- thought."
- "That's perfectly understandable, dear," Lucille replied.
- "So I hope you don't mind that I looked around yesterday while you were
- busy and made a list for you." Efficient as ever, she pulled it from
- her skirt pocket and handed it across the table to Becca.
- "These are just suggestions," she reminded her.
- "I haven't had my shop in a while, of course, but I've kept up with the
- prices of things and I think these are. acceptable You don't want them
- so high that people won't think they're getting a bargain, but you
- don't want to give your furniture away, either. What do you think?"
- "Oh, I'm sure whatever you came up with is fine," Becca began, only to
- stare in stunned disbelief at the prices the older woman had put on the
- first two items of the list.
- Her horrified gaze flew to Lucille's.
- "You can't be serious! These are outrageous I" ~ ":? ~" ~:~ Lucille
- laughed, not surprised by her response.
- "Your grandmother left you some very fine antiques, dear. Some of them
- are quite rare, in fact. Believe me, with the ads you put in the El
- Paso and Tucson papers, you're going to have people coming out of the
- woodwork with their checkbooks in hand. And I'd be right in line with
- them if I still had my shop. Even at these prices," she continued,
- motioning to the list in Becca's hand, "I'd consider myself damn lucky
- to get them."
- Thankful she was sitting down--her knees would have never held her
- otherwise--Becca stared blindly at the
- 207 prices the older woman had listed, too fascinated to look away.
- "I can't believe this."
- "She knows her onions, honey," Margaret said, smiling as she spread j
- am on her biscuit and took an appreciative bite.
- "When she had her shop, she used to have people come from all over to
- buy her stuff. If she says you can get a bundle for them, you can take
- that to the bank."
- "But you do what you feel is right," Lucille quickly added.
- "A lot is riding on this sale and I wouldn't want you to put out any
- prices that you weren't comfortable with."
- Torn, Becca almost told her that that took care of the entire list.
- On her own, she never would have the nerve to ask anything near what
- Lucille was suggesting. But if she followed Lucille's advice and was
- able to sell the antiques for such astronomical prices, her
- property-tax worries would be history. If, on the other hand, she
- asked too much and no one bought anything. Lord, she didn't even want
- to think about it. What was she going to do?
- In the end, there really was no decision to make. She'd be a fool not
- to trust Lucille's knowledge of the market and price her grandmother's
- furniture accordingly. So that's what she did. But every time she put
- a price tag on a treasured item, she winced. By the day of the sale,
- forty- eight hours later, she was a nervous wreck and up at five, too
- restless to sleep. Prowling through the downstairs, trying not to
- think about the welMoved family pieces she was selling like used cars,
- she positively dreaded the rising of the sun.
- Lucille had warned her people would arrive early; she just hadn't
- expected them to start driving up at six-thirty.
- Hurriedly getting Chloe up and dressed, she let out a sigh
- ? of relief as her neighbors blew in the back door, the three of them
- practically tittering with excitement.
- "Have you looked out the front window?" Clara, her blue eyes dancing,
- could hardly stand still.
- "The cars are lined up half a mile down the highway!"
- "And you thought no one would show," Margaret teased.
- "We told you not to worry. Clara predicted all along that it was in
- the cards."
- : Lucille, well organized as usual, handed out the receipt books she'd
- prepared for each of them last night. A half smile curling one corner
- of her mouth, she turned to Becca.
- "There's more where these came from. Just let me know when you need
- them. Are you ready?"
- Becca laughed shakily.
- "Ask me in an hour."
- What followed far exceeded anything she could have ever imagined. She
- opened the door to the crowd gathering outside, and for the next four
- hours, she didn't have a chance to draw a breath, let alone marvel over
- the success of her sale. Madness. There was no other way to descrihe
- it. People were shouting and jostling and snatching up pieces as if
- they were marked with bargain-basement prices, and Becca hardly had
- time to finish writing one receipt he fore she was hurriedly scribbling
- another. She'd never seen anything like it in her life.
- If she'd had the time, she would have laughed. and cried. With every
- rocker or table or wardrobe that was carried out, the buyer took a
- chunk of her heart. She'd never he able to walk through the front door
- again and see her grandmother's bonnet hanging on the hall tree as if
- she'd just come in. Or hear the chiming of the mantel clock and'
- remember how, when she'd come to visit when she was little, she'd loved
- to watch her grandmother wind the old clock with its fancy key. ~
- - 209 But she couldn't regret selling the pieces--not when it meant
- keeping the house. Had her grandmother been there, she would have
- given Becca a-hug and told her she'd done the only thing she could. So
- shrugging off the sadness she forced a smile and wrote another ticket,
- this one for a dealer from Tucson who hadn't blinked an eye at the
- breath-stealing price on the piano.
- "I'm afraid you're going to have to wait awhile to get it out of here,"
- she told her as she handed her a receipt marked Paid.
- "It's just too crowded."
- "No problem," the older woman assured her. I'll go into town for
- breakfast and be back later. "
- Becca recommended the City Diner to her and gave her directions, then
- turned to see who else might need a receipt.
- Only to come face-to-face with Riley. Startled, she felt her heart
- tumble and her knees start to tremble, and it was all she could do not
- to walk into his arms. It had been two days since they'd made love,
- two days since she'd heard from him, two days since she'd allowed
- herself to think about him. She hadn't realized until now that it
- seemed like an eternity. God, she'd missed
- "I didn't see you come in," she said huskily, clutching her receipt
- book to her heart as if it would stop the ache that was already
- starting to throb deep inside.
- "Was there something you needed?"
- YOU.
- The answer came too easily, rattling him. He'd spent the last two days
- trying to convince himself that getting over her would he as simple as
- staying away from her. The ironic part was that he'd almost come to
- heheve it . until his eyes met hers. Then the passion that they'd
- shared came rushing back at him like a runaway train and he just
- ? wanted to touch her, to assure himself that she was really there,
- within reach.
- Someone behind him jostled him, jerking him back to his surroundings.
- "I saw your ad in the paper and thought I'd come out and sea what you
- had for sale," he said stiffly.
- "I like the looks of that mirror above the fireplace.
- Is it for sale? "
- Beeca glanced over her shoulder at the elegantly carved lines of the
- Victorian mirror that had been her grandmother's pride and joy. She'd
- debated over selling it, had even, in fact, considered sticking a Sold
- sign on it several times since the sale had started to discourage
- potential buyers. It had been in the family for four generations, and
- she just couldn't imagine it in someone else's home when it had been
- hanging above her grandmother's fireplace for well over fifty years.
- But Riley wasn't just some stranger on the street. And if she had to
- picture it in anyone's house, she wanted it to be his. Refusing to ask
- herself why, she said gruffly, "It is to you," and named a price that
- was below what Lucille had recommended, but still high enough that she
- had to fight a blush when she said it.
- Riley only nodded, as if he'd been expecting as much.
- "I'll take it."
- With the writing of a cheek, the transaction was completed. Staring
- numbly down at the bold scrawl of his signature, Beeca couldn't think
- of a single thing to say, which was just as well. After carefully
- retrieving the mirror from the wall, Riley was definitely ready to
- leave. He kept glancing toward the door, as if he already regretted
- coming.
- "I hope you'll enjoy it," she whispered in a voice that wasn't nearly
- as steady as she'd have liked.
- "Now if you'll excuse me, I need to get another receipt book."
- She turned away to retrieve another book from Lucille and by the time
- she got back to the living room, he was gone, the only sign that he'd
- been there the bare spot' on the wall where the mirror had hung.
- Avoiding glancing at the fireplace altogether, Beeca chatted with
- strangers like they were old friends, wrote up sales tickets as if
- she'd been doing it all her life and tried not to wince as one piece
- after another was carried out of the house.
- It wasn't, however, until the end of the day, when the last buyer had
- left, leaving only the barest of essentials in the house, that the
- success of the sale hit her. Gathering at the kitchen table, which she
- had flatly refused to sell despite numerous offers, she, Chloe,
- Margaret and Clara watched Lucille count the contents of the cash box
- for the third time.
- Looking up, Lucille gave her a slow grin, and' Bee Ca heart started to
- race.
- "How much?" she asked faintly, afraid to hope.
- "Well," the older woman drawled, playfully dragging out the good news,
- "after you pay your tax bill:~n furl, you'll have about two hundred
- dollars left."
- "All right!" ~'~:'~' "I knew you could do it!
- Stunned, Beeca hardly heard Margaret's and Clara's cries of delight.
- Regardless of what happened with the election, she could keep her home.
- Relief washed through her, but the joy she knew she should have felt
- just wasn't there, and she wouldn't allow herself to wonder why.
- Chapter 11
- By Monday, most of the county had recovered from the flu, the
- unexpected school holiday caused by the high rate of absenteeism was
- over and the campaign was back on track. Canceled speeches and planned
- appearances had to be made up," while the shoot-off and cross-country
- run were still scheduled for the end of the week. With her tax bill no
- longer hanging over her head like a guillotine, Becca's only concern
- should have been getting in shape for the upcoming competition. But
- every time she tried to talk to anyone about her qualifications, all
- they wanted to discuss was her hot new romance with the sheriff.
- "Excuse me," she said blankly when Jane Bacon, the school secretary,
- brought the subject up on Monday.
- "What do you mean, everyone's thrilled about me and the sheriff?"
- Laughing, Jane gave her a chiding look.
- "You don't have to pretend, honey. The whole town knows Riley stayed
- out at your place during the flu epidemic, and I
- 213 think it's fantastic. That man has needed a good woman for a long
- time. "
- "But he was sick!"
- "And I'm sure he loved having you take care of him. If 'a little TLC
- won't soften up a man, I don't know what will ." "But I'm not... We're
- not..."
- Jane only laughed and assured her that she and everyone she had talked
- to were delighted with the news. And, evidently, the gossips in town
- had been doing a lot of talking. After school, Becca was stopped in
- the grocery store, then at the gas station, and later the Women's
- Quilting Circle by smiling, giggling, die-hard romantics who couldn't
- wait to give her all kinds of advice on how to snare Riley.
- And if she was hearing it everywhere she went, the odds were pretty
- good that Riley was, too.
- Becca cringed at the thought and quickly escaped, but small-town
- gossip, once started, took on a life of its own.
- She got knowing looks and secretive miles everywhere she went, and even
- Chloe started to notice. And it didn't stop when she got home. The
- minute Margaret saw her and Chloe drive up, she immediately bustled
- over with a lemon meringue pie she'd just baked for them.
- "I made the sheriff one, too," she confided in a hushed ~ aside after
- Begca had given Chloe permission to carry it inside and cut herself a
- small piece.
- "I figured he could use a little fattening up, so I took it to his
- office after lunch. Have you seen him since the sale?"
- "No, I haven't," she replied, biting back a reluctant~ grin. Trust
- Margaret to be as subtle as a blow torch.
- "Just 'because I took care of him when he was sick doesn't mean
- anything's changed, Margaret. I'm after the man's job,
- ?
- remember? That's not a very good beginning for a friendship. "
- "Who said anything about friendship?" She sniffed, a brazen twinkle in
- her eyes.
- "Haven't you ever heard that politics makes for strange bedfellows?"
- "Margaret!"
- "Oh, pooh," the woman said with a laugh.
- "I may be getting up there in years, but there's still a fire in my
- furnace.
- I haven't forgotten what it's like to be wild for a
- "i'm not"
- "My eyesight's not bad, either," she warned teasingly.
- Becca shut her mouth with a snap, the frown she struggled to maintain
- ruined by the smile that insisted on sliding across her mouth.
- "You're incorrigible, Margaret
- Hawkins. And I'm not saying another word. "
- She didn't have to. Clara and Lucille were more than happy to do it
- for her. The second she stepped into the ~
- house, first one, then the other called, each casually bringing up
- Riley's name and strongly hinting that, like a champion buck, he was a
- keeper she shouldn't let get
- '
- away.
- ~By the time she finally got off the phone, Becca didn't know whether
- to laugh or cry. At Margaret's invitation,
- Chloe went next door to play with her clay, and the second the door
- slammed behind her, Becca could feel the walls closing in on her.
- Restless, not anxious to confront the unwanted thoughts milling around
- in her head, she rushed upstairs to change into her sweats. After a
- quick call to Margaret to let her know where she would be, she hit the
- road running. :~
- Riley glanced at the clock, noted it was almost supper- "!~i time and
- considered strolling over to the diner before the
- ~
- crowd hit. He didn't have much of an appetite--he hadn't in a
- while--but if he skipped another. meal, he'd never hear the end of it
- from Myrtle. She'd been jawing at him for two days now, threatening to
- dose him up with her super-duper castor oil elixir if he didn't start
- eating, and he wasn't anxious to find out how serious she was.
- Grabbing his hat, he stuck his head in the back room,
- where she was manning the phones.
- "I'm going over to the diner for supper, Myrtle. You want me to bring
- you anything?"
- On the phone, she motioned him into the room, then said into the
- receiver, "The sheriff is right here, Mrs.
- Hawkins. Maybe you d better speak to him yours el
- "Hawkins?" he repeated sharply, already taking the phone from her.
- "Margaret Hawkins?" At her nod, he said into the receiver, "What's
- wrong, Margaret?"
- "Well, that's just it," the potter said, hesitating.
- "I'm not sure anything is. It's just that Becca went running "
- Cursing himself for letting the mere mention of Becca's name get to
- him, Riley stiffened. He was all too aware of Myrtle's eyes on him,
- her sharp gaze missing nothing.
- "And?" he asked shortly.
- "And she hasn't come back."
- "How long has she been gone?"
- "Oh, I'm not sure... maybe an hour."
- "What about Chloe? Where is she
- "Here with me," she admitted.
- "She's no trouble. I
- just thought Becca would be back b~, now. I talked to
- Clara and Lucille, and they suggested I call you. Do you think
- anything's wrong? "
- What he thought was that she and her matchmaking cohorts were at it
- again. along with everyone else in
- ?
- town.
- "I'm sure she's fine, Margaret," he said dryly.
- "She's an experienced jogger, isn't she?"
- "Well, yes, I suppose she is," she said with some reluctance.
- "But she still hasn't caught Up on her rest from nursing all of us, and
- then the strain of the sale, and I'm afraid she~s pushing herself too
- hard. If she collapsed out in the desert somewhere, no one would be
- able to find her until morning. And it is getting dark."
- It wouldn't be dark for well over an hour and they both knew it.
- "Margaret..."
- At his chiding tone, her manner became abruptly affronted.
- "Obviously you're not interested, Sheriff. I'm sorry I disturbed you.
- Just forget I called." As far as guilt trips went, it was a beaut.
- Half-tempted to call her bluff, Riley hesitated. He had no business
- going out there. Becca was probably fine--the lady had made it clear
- on numerous occasions that she could take care of herself--and he
- didn't like being manipulated.
- Especially when he'd fought like hell to stay away from the Widow
- Prescott ever since they'd made love. And it hadn't been easy, dammit.
- He'd ended up hanging the mirror he'd bought from her in his bedroom
- instead of the guest room, and every time he looked at it, he thought
- of her. And ached. Seeing her again would only make that worse.
- So no one was more surprised than he when he heard himself say, "Don't
- get all hurry on me, Margaret Hawkins. I know what you're Up to, but
- I'm giving little old ladies a break today; so don't give me a hard
- time. I'll be out there in a few minutes, okay?" ~:
- Pleased, she made no attempt to hide it.
- "Thank you, dear boy. You just might get my vote before it's over
- with, after all." ~-: ,
- "Promises, promises." Smiling, he hung up and turned to see Myrtle
- digging through the sack lunch she'd brought from home. When she
- pulled out a banana and offered it to him, he arched a brow at her.
- "What's this for?"
- "Your SUpper," she retorted.
- "You probably wouldn't have eaten anything at the diner, anyway."
- His smile mocking, he took the proffered fruit.
- "You know me too well, Myrtle. I'll see you later." ~:! ;
- After a day of gossip and outright nosiness, the quiet of the desert
- was something to be savored. Her pace steady, the thud of her running
- shoes against the asphalt pavement the only sound in her ears, Beeca
- soaked up the peacefulness of her surroundings. She hadn't jogged in a
- while and she'd missed it. Given a choice, she could have run for
- hours, but the sun had already slipped a notch or two toward the
- horizon, casting long shadows. She'd have to turn back soon.
- Everything in her rebelled at the thought. She wasn't ready. The
- second she stepped back into the house, she'd have to face the bare
- spot on the living room wall and the little snippets of conversation
- about Riley and herself that her mind had been filing away all day. If
- she ran just a little farther, just a little harder, she might be able
- to outrun her own thoughts. and the memory of passion- darkened blue
- eyes and a slow loving that still had the power to heat her blood.
- '" Damn him, why couldn't she get him bUt of her head? Winded, her
- lungs burning, she pushed on.
- Fiercely concentrating on the placement of every step, she didn't hear
- the car behind her at first. When the sound did register, she just
- moved to the very edge of the shoulder and kept on running, half
- expecting a local rancher in
- ?
- a dusty pickup' to race by her any second. But the vehicle that drew
- even with her wasn't a pickup and it made no effort to pass her.
- Frowning, she glanced over just as the beige patrol car pulled to a
- stop on the shoulder in front of her. She didn't have to see the
- driver to know who it was. Riley. After the day she'd had, who else
- could it be?
- Struggling for breath, she stopped beside the car. ~She would have
- given anything to be able to greet him with total indifference, but she
- was hot and sweaty, with her hair pulling from her ponytail-to lay in
- damp curls around her neck. To her chagrin, she'd never been more
- aware of herself as a woman than when his eyes took a long, slow glide
- down her body.
- Her spine ramrod straight, she parked her hands on her hips.
- "Are you pulling me over for speeding?"
- He didn't smile as she'd expected.
- "Not quite. I got a call that you might be in trouble."
- "Trouble?" she par toted in confusion.
- "I'm fine. Who said I wasn't?"
- Before the words were out of her mouth, she knew. She'd told only one
- person besides Chloe where she was going.
- "Margaret," she groaned.
- "She call~ you, didn't she?
- He nodded.
- "She thought you should have been back by now."
- "But I haven't even been gone an hour!" Enjoying himself, he started
- to grin.
- "She claimed it was going to be dark soon and that if something had
- happened to you, no one would be able to find you until morning. So,
- being the good. sheriff that I am, I came looking for you."
- If she hadn't been so embarrassed, Becca would have been hard-pressed
- not to laugh.
- "Dammit, Riley, she set
- ~ 219 you up! What could happen to me out here in the middle of
- nowhere? You had to know I was fine. "
- He didn't deny it.
- "Maybe I just wanted to see you." The husky admission took the wind
- right out of her sails. Her heart jerking in her breast, she said
- weakly, "Don't say that."
- "why not? Because we're both running for the same job? Because you're
- not looking for a man and I've sworn off of women?"
- She had to give him credit--he Went right to the heart of the matter.
- "Isn't that enough?"
- "To make me stop wanting you? No," he retorted bluntly, "it's not.
- And there's not a damn thing I can do about it. "
- " He didn't sound any happier about it than she did, and suddenly, just
- knowing that she wasn't the only one having difficulty coming to grips
- with the loving they'd shared made Becca feel better than she had in
- days.
- "Me, either," she said ruefully.
- "I guess we'll have to live with it. I'll talk to Margaret. And Clara
- and Lucille," she added.
- "They won't bother you again." She hoped.
- She expected him to leave after that, but he hesitated, . his narrowed
- gaze taking' in the desert surroundings, the empty road that stretched
- all the way to the horizon, the peace of the late afternoon. Turning
- back to her, he asked, "How much farther were you going to jog?"
- It was a question her husband would have asked her, a demand of an
- accounting of her time that had her stiffening reflexively with
- resentment.
- "I don't know. Why?" Her tone all but shouted Back off and too late,
- Riley realized he must have sounded just like Tom Prescott. - "I'm not
- him, Becca." '~ , . "
- She didn't have to ask who he meant. The quiet reminder brought the
- sting of color to her cheeks, but her
- ? eyes never flinched away from his.
- "I didn't say you were.
- I just. " She shrugged, unable to find a simple excuse for her
- knee-jerk reaction.
- "I guess I just don't like answering to anyone. If you're worried I
- won't be safe out here" -- "Did I say that?"
- "No, but I know you. You think a woman can't cross the street without
- having a man there to stop traffic for her."
- His mouth quirking, he spread his arms wide and gave her a look of
- wounded innocence.
- "Hey, what can I say?
- Superman's busy, so somebody has to look after the damsels in distress.
- Personally, I thought I was doing a pretty darn good job. "
- "Well, of course you would. You've got a hero complex."
- "And you don't need me to hold your hand."
- It was a statement, not a question, one that weeks ago, Becca wouldn't
- have had any trouble agreeing with. But something had changed--she'd
- changed. And while she still didn't need him to hold her hand, want,
- she discovered with some surprise, was a whole other issue. Pride and
- the past, however, forced her to answer with a lie.
- "Not to cross the street or anything else."
- "Good. Because it's kind of hard to jog and hold hands at the same
- time."
- Caught off guard, she repeated blankly, "Jog?" Giving her a wicked
- grin, he turned back to his car and grabbed the mike of his radio to
- call in to the office.
- "Hey, Myrtle, how're things going back at the ranch?"
- "Slower than a snail on ice," she drawled, crackling at her own wit.
- "Why?"
- "I was thinking about taking off early and saving the county some
- money, since I worked all that overtime " ~.
- 221 during the flu epidemic. Have Mark and John reported in? :'
- "They're here now giving me grief because things are so slow. You want
- to talk to them?"
- "No, just tell John to take charge. I'm sure between the two of them,
- he and Mark can handle whatever crops up.
- I'll check in later to make sure everything's okay. " Unable to
- believe her ears, Becca waited impatiently for him to sign off.
- "You're going to jog in your uniform?" He grinned.
- "No, I've got my running clothes in the rear." Moving to the back of
- the car, he unlocked the trunk.
- "Hang on a second and I'll be all set." ~,:~,:):~ "You're going to
- change here?" .
- She sounded so horrified, Riley had to laugh.
- "Have you got a better suggestion? I haven't seen another vehicle
- since I left your house. So who's going to see?"
- "I will?" Even as the words left her mouth, Becca realized how
- ludicrous they sounded. She'd made love with the man, for God's sake!
- It wasn't as if she hadn't seen him naked before. :"~ ~: ~'~ ':: :~ :
- %..
- His shirt already unbuttoned, Rile~'~ eyes danced with devilment as he
- shrugged out of it.
- "I don't mind. Do you?"
- "Yes!" He was pushing her buttons and loving it. And she was letting
- him. Wanting to shake him until evemf tooth in his head rattled, Becca
- gave serious consideration to calling his bluff and watching him. But
- seeing him naked when they were making love was one thing. Watching
- him strip on a public road in plain view of anyone who came along was
- quite another. , With heat stealing into her cheeks until she was as
- pink as one of Margaret's muumuus, she shot him a scathing
- ? look and whirled away "You know, I bet Sydney would find it quite
- interesting that the sheriff makes a habit of stripping on the side of
- the road. Maybe I should call her."
- "Maybe you should," he said, chuckling as he checked to make sure the
- traffic was as nonexistent as he'd claimed.
- "We could sell tickets and raise money for the volunteer fire
- department. I bet there's a lot of women out there who would pay to
- see me in my shorts." Becca swore she wasn't going to laugh, but the
- darn man made that impossible.
- "You'd lose a lot of the little old ladies' votes," she warned.
- "But I'd win all the younger ones over from your side, and then where
- would you be, Mrs. Prescott? Hmm?"
- "Out sweet-talking all the men into voting for me since you stole their
- women," she countered.
- "Any more questions, Sheriff?"
- "Yeah," he said, stepping around her in his running shorts and battered
- Nikes.
- "How long are you going to stand here jawing? I thought you wanted to
- jog." Flashing him a grin, she was off like a shot, but there Was
- never any question of her outrunning him. With his long legs, it took
- him only seconds to catch up and keep pace. With their shoes hitting
- the pavement in unison and even the soughing of their breath timed
- companionably, anyone seeing them would have thought they'd been
- running together for years. , , And Becca didn't want it to end. That
- should have worried her, but they seemed a million miles away from
- civilization, and the hurts from the past were too far behind her to
- touch her. They couldn't, however, run forever.
- Daylight turned to twilight without them being aware of it, and by the
- time they turned and headed back the way they had come, the first stars
- were slowly beginning to reveal themselves in the darkening sky. When
- they reached his car, there was never any question that he would offer
- her a ride home and she would accept.
- The ride to her house was made in a silence that neither was willing to
- break, and all too soon, Riley was pulling into her driveway and
- cutting the engine. In the sudden stillness, his eyes met hers.
- "I'll walk you to the door." . "I :
- She should have told him no. She was perfectly capable of seeing
- herself inside without his help. But his husky words wrapped around
- her like a caress, stealing her breath, making it impossible for her to
- protest. Without a word, she stepped from the car when he opened her
- door for her and let him escort her to her porch.
- The shadows were thick there, the security lights in the yard not quite
- reaching that far, so it took a second or two for Becca to notice the
- note taped to the front door. Frowning, she pulled it free and stepped
- to the edge of the porch, where the light was better.
- "What is it?
- Scanning the note quickly, she glanced up, wry humor spreading a smile
- across her face.
- "A message from Margaret. Evidently, she's not too worried about me
- any more. She took Chloe into town for chili dogs at the Dairy Queen.
- She promises to have her home by nine." Which conveniently left them
- alone together. Again.
- Staring down at her, he should have made some quip that Margaret was
- definitely working overtime on setting them up, but he couldn't drag
- his eyes from her mouth. An hour, he thought bemusedly. They could
- have an hour together, maybe more.
- "Becca..." ~ / In the sudden throbbing silence that engulfed them,
- even he could hear the need that turned his voice hoarse,
- ? the need that he'd been so sure he could manage. He'd fought with
- it, suppressed it, tried to reason it away. all without success. And
- he couldn't do it anymore. She was the most impossible woman he'd ever
- known, but she'd somehow stolen her way into his heart and she was his,
- dam reit Even if she wasn't ready to admit it. Staggered by the
- thought--how had she gotten past his guard and made him trust her? --he
- could see nothing but roadblocks in front of them. But for once, he
- didn't care.
- He needed to think, to talk to her, but now, more than he needed his
- next breath, he needed to kiss her.
- "Don't ask me to go," he murmured roughly, taking the single step that
- eliminated the distance between them.
- "I can't."
- He swept her into his arms and slanted his mouth across hers, and it
- was ages before he let her up for air. Lightheaded, she didn't have
- the strength to care. She remembered every time he'd touched her,
- every time he'd kissed her, and none of those moments had ever been
- anything like this. His mouth moved over hers with a possessiveness
- that should have terrified her but instead warmed her all the way to
- her toes. His. Every kiss, every touch of his hands on her back and
- hips and breasts claimed her as his--sweetly, tenderly, completely.
- Overwhelmed, her throat tight with emotion, she clung to him, while
- deep inside, barriers that she'd spent years building and would have
- sworn were unshakable crumbled one by one, leaving her unprotected and
- vulnerable, with nothing to hide behind. She loved him.
- The truth slipped out of the dark to grab her by the heart, bringing
- the sting of tears to her eyes. When? How?
- The questions whirled in her head, but he was kissing her as if he
- never intended to let her go, his hands dragging
- ~: ~ ~ 225 fire across her skin, melting her bones one by one. And she
- didn't want him to stop. Ever.
- "Inside," she breathed against his mouth.
- "Come inside with me." ~ In answer, he took her keys from her and
- unlocked the door.
- Riley had seen her bedroom before, of course, when Margaret had slept
- there during the flu epidemic, but he hadn't had much more than a
- glimpse of it. Now, he could have spent an hour there just studying
- her things--the angel collection on the what-not shelf in the corner,
- the bodice-ripper romance novels piled on the table by the big,
- old-fashioned iron bed, the pictures, old and new, that covered all of
- one wall. But there wasn't time. Damreit, why was it that he never
- seemed to have enough time with her?
- "I want to spend the night with you," he said thickly as he brought his
- arms around her.
- "All night."
- With the admission, the need that always clawed at him whenever she was
- within touching distance slipped its leash. His hands rushing over
- her, he charted her every curve the way a blind man explores his
- surroundings-over and over again, leaving nothing to chance. The splay
- of her slender hips, the tempting fullness of her bottom, the sweet
- lift of her breasts against his palm. they were enough to drive a man
- slowly out of his mind. ~ He wanted her naked. Hot and naked and as
- desperate for him as he was for her. Her running shorts were slick and
- damp under his hands, and he trailed his fingers down to the back of
- her thighs, catching her in his grip and making her gasp, lifting her
- against his hardness, rubbing her wantonly against him until they both
- groaned.
- "Riley..." - . ~ :~;
- ?
- Gritting his teeth against the unbearable pleasure, he growled, "I
- know, baby. I know. You can't imagine how good you feel against me.
- Hang on."
- "What" -- ~ ~ Backing toward the bed, he felt the edge of the mattress
- behind his legs and simply dropped backward with a speed that had her
- crying out in surprise and the iron bed squeaking in protest. Chuckling
- against her mouth, he lifted his hands to her hair, snapping the rubber
- band that confined it. Instantly, the dark chestnut curls spilled
- forward around her face. Loving the feel of her weight against him,
- covering him, he fumbled for the hem of her~ shirt. Before either of
- them could catch their breath, he had them naked and between the
- sheets. Up until then, he liked to think he'd been in control. But
- then she was pulling him down to her, her smooth, warm skin gliding
- against his, her body all soft and yielding and inviting, and it was
- all he could do just to remember his name. The need raging in him
- turned sharply reckless and his hands became rough, tenderness, for the
- moment, beyond his-~'~ grasp. She was what he'd wanted, needed, all
- along. How could he not have known?
- They had time for him to take care with her, time for' him to seduce
- and drive her slowly out of her mind. But the urgency that was in his
- own blood burned in hers, and she didn't want a genre loving. Not this
- time. Gasping, she gloried in the rush of his hands over her, the
- heated passion of his kiss, the wild thunder of his heartbeat against
- hers. Her own touch as impatient as his, she stroked him with mouth
- and fingers and tongue, driving him on just as he did her, unable to
- get enough of the lean hardness of his body, of him.
- With nothing more than the flick of her tongue and the glide of her
- fingers on his thigh, his hip, his stomach, she drew shudder after
- shudder from him. Her blood was rushing through her veins and dark
- passion clouded her mind, intoxicating her, as she moved lower. Her
- hair brushed against him with tantalizing softness, and she delighted
- in the sudden tension that had him stiffening beneath her as she kissed
- the hot skin of his belly.
- "Honey, I wouldn't do that if I were you."
- His rough growl told her he was on the edge, pushed to the limits,
- struggling to hang on to the last remnants of civilized behavior. A
- wise woman would have heeded the warning, but she'd never been wise
- where he was concerned.
- She glanced up the length of his body, and her eyes were bright with
- mischief as they met his.
- "You know I never could resist a dare," she murmured, and moved slowly,
- deliberately lower.
- The little witch did it. She kissed him where he burned for her hotter
- than the fires of hell, her mouth sweet and gentle and loving. HIS
- body drawn tighter than a bow, he groaned low in his throat, his hands
- diving through the dark cloud of her hair to capture her face between
- his palms and hold her still.
- "Don't move, honey," he said hoarsely.
- "If you don't want this to be over with before it's hardly started,
- please don't move."
- She didn't listen, of course. He knew she wouldn't. She was intent on
- driving him crazy and he couldn't seem to stop her. No one had ever
- pushed him to this, to the very threshold of madness. A strangled
- curse ripping from his throat, he cried, "Enough!"
- Lightning quick, he had her under him, opening for him as her arms
- wound around his neck to drag his mouth down to hers. He couldn't
- stop, couldn't think, couldn't do anything but give in to the demands
- of his own body and hers. Surging into her moist, welcoming heat, he
- felt her close around him, surround him, and he nearly died with the
- pleasure of it.
- In the glow of the lamplight, her passion-dazed eyes met his.
- "Love me," she murmured, and she lifted her hips to his, taking him
- impossibly deeper.
- The darkness took him then, the heat and fire of her dragging him
- under, consuming him with need, swallow ins him whole. Reality faded
- to black, and he had time for only one last conscious thought. She
- didn't have to ask him to love her--God help him, he already did.
- He had to force himself to leave her. Sated, more content than he'd
- ever been in his life, he would have liked nothing better than to
- cuddle with her under the blankets and talk about the future that weeks
- ago he'd have sworn they couldn't possibly have. But there wasn't
- time, not with Chloe expected home in a few minutes. And not with the
- election still between them like a fight that couldn't be won.
- His mood soured at that, while tension clawed its way up his back.
- Nothing had changed, yet everything had, and he was still reeling from
- it. There had to be a way for them, he promised himself grimly as he
- drove away from her house. A way to set aside their differences.
- Damreit, somehow he'd find it. Because he wasn't losing her. Not now.
- Not ever. Not after he'd gone through hell to find her.
- "All units report to the Crossroads Bar at the intersection of Highway
- 22 and Old Foster Road." Myrtle's voice suddenly came on the radio
- with a burst of static.
- "Two drunk cowboys got in a fight and they're trashing the place. Young
- fools," she added in disgust.
- "They work
- 229 hard all week busting cows, then bust up each other come payday.
- "
- Wincing, Riley swore. How many times did he have to tell Myrtle not to
- air her opinion on the damn radio?
- Reaching for the mike, he said warningly, "Myrtle..."
- "Oh, hi, boss."
- Not the least concerned that he'd caught her editorializing again, she
- said, "I thought you were taking the rest of the night off."
- "I am, but I pass right by the Crossroads on my way home, so I might as
- well stop and lend a hand."
- "I'm sure Mark could use the help," she said.
- "He'S already out there. And John's going to head over there just as
- soon as he's through with a speeder out on Sunset Road."
- "Good," he said, switching on his siren as he hit the. gas.
- "Oh, and Myrtle? Try to limit the commentary,:
- okay? "
- She chuckled.
- "Gee, Boss, I thought that was what I was doing."
- Shaking his head, Riley signed off and raced toward the Crossroads. A
- favorite watering hole for local cowbdys, the bar was nothing fancy,
- just a wood-frame building with a long bar, plenty of whiskey and beer
- and a couple of pool tables in the back. Most of the cowboys who
- quented the place were pretty well behaved, but every once in a while,
- someone got a bee in his Stetson about something and busted up the
- place. If the damages were minimal and the cowboy repentant enough to
- pay for them, the bar owner was content to let Riley cart the
- troublemaker off to jail for the night. If not--which was rare-- the
- drunk found himself up to his neck in hot water and criminal charges.
- As expected, the poorly lit parking lot was full of pickups of every
- color, make and condition. Seeing Mark's patrol car parked haphazardly
- near the front door, Riley pulled up next to him and strode quickly
- inside, expecting to find his young deputy grappling with two soused
- young bucks who had more grit than brains. Instead, he saw in a single
- glance that the heated fist fight between two idiots had escalated into
- an all-out brawl. Every cowboy in the place was on his feet and
- throwing punches, chairs and beer bottles And Mark was right in the
- middle of it. And in trouble. His shirt was torn, his mouth bloody.
- As Riley watched, a giant of a cowhand buried his clenched fist right
- in Mark's gut, doubling him over. Swearing, Riley waded into the fray,
- pushing fools who were old enough to know better out of the way.
- Damreit, how the hell had this happened? When he got his hands on
- whoever had started it, he was going to string him up by his thumbs,
- then shut the damn place down for a month. Let these cowpunchers drive
- all the way to Tucson for a cold one for a couple of weeks, and he'd
- like to see the next one stupid enough to throw a punch.
- Recognizing a couple of faces in the crowd, he snapped, "Pete, Jackson,
- what the hell do you idiots think you're doing? Get your asses out of
- here before I haul you in and throw away the key."
- "You heard me," he growled, jerking a wooden chair Out of the hands of
- a skinny rancher who was so polluted he couldn't have walked a straight
- line to save his life. Shooting the man a hard glare that should have
- scared him silly even in his drunken state, he warned silkily, "I don't
- think you want to use that thing on anybody's head, do you? In fact,
- if I were you, I'd get while the getting was good.
- Otherwise you just might have to call that wife of yours from jail.
- "That goes for all of you," he yelled, raising his voice until every
- man in the joint couldn't help but hear him.
- "I'm giving you two minutes to clear out. Anyone left standing is
- going to get the book thrown at him. And if you don't think I'll do
- it, just stick around and watch me." For a minute, he thought every
- one of them was going to call his bluff right then and there. The jail
- couldn't hold half of them, and if their brains hadn't been swimming in
- alcohol, they would have realized that. But they weren't thinking,
- thank God, and the fight began to break up. If he hadn't been so
- concerned about Mark, Riley would have seen the two host' de drunks
- still trading insults behind him. But the crowd had closed around his
- deputy several minutes before, and Riley was too worried about him to
- spare a glance behind him. Then one of the dolts pushed the other, who
- snarled an obscenity and jerked a gun from his pocket. Suddenly
- bullets were flying.
- Swearing, Riley whirled, reaching for his own gun as all around him men
- who only seconds before had been beating each other to a pulp dove for
- cover. The only one left standing except for the jackass with the gun,
- Riley found himself face-to-face with a wobbly . 45. No one was more
- surprised than he when it went off.
- Chapte 12
- ~ ~ And God bless Granny Clara and Lucille and Margaret. And Riley,"
- Chloe added sleepily.
- "Amen."
- Surprised, Beeca gave her daughter a hug and helped her into bed.
- "I
- didn't know you'd added Riley to your prayers, honey. That's very
- sweet of you. " Yawning, her eyes already starting to close, Chloe
- mumbled simply, " He needs a little girl to love him. He just doesn't
- know it.
- "Night, Mama."
- Touched, Becca blinked back the sudden sting of tears. "" Night,
- honey. Sweet dreams. "
- For a long time after Chloe had fallen asleep, Becca just sat there by
- the side of her bed, wishing her life could be as simple and
- unconditional as her daughter's prayers. When Chloe loved someone, she
- added him to her prayers, and there was never any question again of how
- she felt about that person. It was so easy.
- For the longest time, Becca had convinced herself that ~that kind of
- acceptance was a gift bestowed only on children. But as she made her
- way downstairs and found her thoughts pulled back to the magical
- moments she'd spent in Riley's arms, she realized she hadn't given the
- seemingly insurmountable differences between them a second thought. All
- she'd felt was love, and nothing else mattered.
- He cared. She knew he cared for her--he never could have made love to
- her the way he had if his emotions weren't involved. Every touch,
- every kiss had spoken of his feelings for her. But he hadn't said the
- words.
- And neither had she.
- She was scared--she readily admitted it. She'd never expected to love
- anyone after Tom, never expected to put her heart on the line and
- chance getting it stomped on again. She wasn't ready for this. It was
- too soon; she was still too leery. Every instinct she possessed told
- her to run for the hills, but louder still was the voice that told her
- to forget everything but love and follow her heart. Tempted to call
- him just to hear the sound of his voice, she almost didn't hear the
- knock at her back door. It came again, this time more insistent,
- snapping her back to the present. Frowning, she hurried into the
- kitchen and flipped on the porch light, only to gasp at the sight of a
- very pale and obviously agitated Lucille staring in at her through the
- parted window in the door.
- "Lucille! My God, what's wrong?" she demanded, throwing back the dead
- bolt and jerking open the door.
- "You look like you've seen a ghost."
- "It's Riley," she said, panting for breath.
- "I just heard it on the radio. There was a riot at the Crossroads and
- some idiot pulled a gun."
- The blood drained from Becca's face.
- "Oh, God! Riley? He's not" -- .
- ?
- "He's been shot, honey," she said gently.
- "I rushed over here as soon as I heard. The announcer on the radio
- didn't say how bad it was, just that he was being treated at the
- Rawlings Clinic. I knew you'd want to know."
- Her heart in her throat, Becca whirled, looking blindly around for her
- purse and keys.
- "I've got to go to him?"
- Suddenly remembering her daughter, she stopped abruptly.
- "Oh God, I can't leave Chloe?
- "I'll stay with her," Lucille assured her quickly.
- "You go on, and don't worry about rushing back. If I get sleepy, I'll
- crawl into one of the beds upstairs." Tears stinging her eyes, Becca
- gave the older woman a fierce hug.
- "Bless you, Lucy. You'll never know how~ much I appreciate this."
- "Of course I do," Lucille blustered, returning her hug.
- "When my Tony was sick and in the hospital, nothing could keep me away
- from him. Now, go on. Get. That young man of yours needs you."
- She handed Becca the purse and keys that had been sitting right under
- her nose, then pushed her toward the door. Though her hair was
- uncombed, her jeans and blouse old and faded, Becca didn't stop to
- change. More afraid than she'd ever been in her life, she went. L ~
- "Stupid idiots. Waving guns around like this was the Old West," Tate
- grumbled as she bandaged the flesh wound on Riley's upper arm.
- "You're lucky you didn't get your hair parted for you. I hope you
- arrested the jackass who did this to you."
- "You're damn right I did," he said through his teeth, grunting as she
- secured the gauze in place.
- "And if I have my way, Billy Owens is going to be cooling his heels in
- my jail till the turn of the century. And even then I might not let
- him out. He could have killed me!"
- ~ ~ "A little to the right, and we wouldn't be having this conversation
- right now," Tate informed him, her expression somber.
- "Next time you rush into a damn fight, make sure the only thing you're
- liable to run into is somebody's fist."
- "Don't worry," he said tersely.
- "Next time I'm going in with weapons drawn and every deputy I've got
- right behind me. Then we'll see how quick these damn cowboys are to
- draw a gun" -A sudden, strangled sound from the doorway cut him off,
- and he looked up to find Becca standing at the entrance to the small
- cubicle that served os one of the din- ic's six examining rooms. As
- white as a sheet, her eyes dark pools of anguish as they met his, she
- hovered on the threshold as if she didn't know whether to come in or
- run away.
- Tate, glancing up at the sudden tense silence, bit back a smile and
- quickly put away her supplies.
- "I'll be back in a minute with some pain pills for you," she said,
- heading for the door.
- "Go on in," she told Becca, smiling.
- "It'll take me a few minute~ to find those pills." Becca hardly heard
- her. Her feet as heavy as two chunks of cement, she just stood there,
- unable to take her eyes from him, the acrid taste of panic still on her
- ton. ~. e.
- "I'm all right," he said in a voice as rough as sandpaper.
- "Lucille heard on the radio that you'd been shot." Her gaze moving to
- the bandage Tate had neatly applied, she swallowed thickly.
- "Your arm" --It's just a scratch. "
- "Tate said..." She couldn't finish. Tears swamped her, burning her
- eyes, filling her throat.
- "Oh, Riley..." ~/
- ?
- They both moved at the same time, she from the doorway and he from the
- examining table where he sat. Gathering her against him, he pleaded,
- "Don't cu3r, sweetheart.
- It's no big deal--just a flesh wound. It hardly even bled.
- If you don't believe me, ask Tate. "
- "I can't help it," she sniffed.
- "Damreit, you could have been killed?
- His mouth curled in a crooked grin.
- "Nah, there's no way' I'd let a loser like Billy Owens take me out.
- Anyway,
- I have it on good authority that I'm going to live to be a very old
- man. "
- "Oh? And who told you that?"
- "Clara. Andthe cards don't lie."
- Laughing, she rolled her eyes.
- "Tell me about it. She knew before I did that I loved you."
- The words just seemed to slip out, as natural and easy as a sigh. His
- hands tightening on her, Riley stood as~if turned to stone, only then
- realizing how long he had been waiting for her to say them.
- "Do you mean it?"
- Realizing too late what she'd said, Becca clapped her hand to her
- mouth, but the words had already escaped.
- She hadn't meant to tell him this way, but she could no more deny
- loving him than she could make herself drop dead beautiful. Her heart
- in her eyes, she nodded.
- "Yes.
- But I didn't mean to just blurt it out. At least not yet. I
- realize you could have a problem with this"
- Laughing, he snatched her back into his arms.
- "Honey,
- the only problem I have with it is that it took you so long to say it.
- Don't you know I love you, too? "
- He didn't give her time to answer, dragging her close for a hard, fiery
- kiss that was frustratingly short.
- "Where's
- Chloe? We've got to tell her. Do you think she'll be okay with us
- getting married? "
- "M-married?"
- ~ '~,
- , ~ At her shocked stutter, he grinned.
- "You don't think I'm going to let you get away from me now after it
- took me all these years to find you, do you? Sweetheart, I want a home
- with you and Chloe. And more kids." Cradling her cheek in his palm,
- he ran his thumb slowly back and forth across her bottom lip.
- "How do you feel about being a full-time wife and more? It's been
- awhile since you had Chloe. Do you think you'd mind diapers and
- bottles and three-o'clock feedings again?"
- Stunned, Becca could only stare at him, not hearing anything past
- "full-time wife and more." Suddenly, the past was racing back at her
- with frightening speed, and it was Tom's voice that rang in her ears,
- not Riley's.
- You're my wife, sweetheart, and I won't have people thinking can't
- support you. You don't need to work.
- That's what you've got me for-- to take care of you. With cold fear
- invading her heart, she asked faintly, "What about the election? What
- if I win?" Caught by surprise, he said, "Well, I guess I assumed you'd
- drop out of the race. After all, it's not as if you'll need to work,
- honey. My place is paid for and I make more than enough to take care
- of you and Chloe."
- "No." With pain squeezing her heart, Becca hadn't realized she'd
- spoken until she saw his gaze sharpen suddenly. Then she was backing
- out of his arms, her hands held up to ward him off when he would have
- reached for her again.
- "No," she said more firmly.
- "I was in a dependent marriage before, and I swore then that I'd never
- do it again. I'm not pulling out of the race."
- Hurt that she would even equate her marriage to Tom with what they
- could build together, Riley stiffened as if she'd slapped him.
- "Are you saying that you think I would treat you like Tom did? That
- I'd try to keep you under my thumb the way he did?" . ~
- ?
- "You can't deny that you like to be in charge," she retorted, lifting
- her chin.
- '~ "Hell, yes, I take charge. I'm the sheriff. That's what I get paid
- to do."
- She wanted to believe him--God knew she did. But deep inside her, a
- small voice reminded her that Tom had had a reasonable explanation for
- his domineering attitude at first, too. He'd made her feel loved and
- secure and treasured. until after they married. Then he'd gradually
- started to treat her like a possession instead of an equal, until it
- got so bad that he demanded a minute-by- minute accounting of her time
- whenever she dared to steal a few minutes for herself out of his sight.
- Her jaw set stubbornly, she said again, "I'nfnot dropping out of the
- race." '~ "Because you don't trust me." :
- "I didn't say that."
- "Oh, yes, you did," Riley said grimly.
- "You said it every way you could without actually saying the words.
- Believe me, honey, I know what you're doing--I've been there, remember?
- -wbut it's not going to work. After Sybil stabbed me and Danny in the
- back, I protected myself by playing it smart and not taking chances.
- But that's not living. If you don't trust someone enough to take a
- chance with them, then you haven't really got anything. "
- Hoping, praying that he'd gotten through to her, he searched her face
- for some sign that she was at least listening to him. But her face was
- closed, the set of her jaw as stubborn as ever. Hurt stabbing him in
- the heart, he turned away and reached for his shirt.
- "I guess that's what we've got, then," he said flatly.
- "Nothing. And a whole lot of nothing is still nothing."
- Beeca winced, each word striking her like a blow.
- "That's not true," she whispered.
- "You can't mean that.
- Not after tonight. "
- ~ ~? :~ ~"~ ~:~ ~ ~ He didn't pretend to misunderstand her. 'iWe're
- good in bed, honey.
- Better than good. But there's got to be more to it than that. So you
- think about it," he advised, settling his hat on his head.
- "And decide if you love me enough to trust me. If you do, you know
- where to find me. If you don't, well, then, I guess I'll see you
- around town ." He left the room without looking back, as if he didn't
- care one way or the other which decision she made. Tears welling in
- her tight throat, Becca swallowed a sob. Damn him, he was asking too
- much! She'd lost her independence once and only then realized how
- precious it was. She couldn't give it up again. If he loved her,
- really loved her, he wouldn't ask that of her.
- Lost in her pain, she didn't notice that Tate had stepped into the open
- doorway until she asked quietly, "Are you okay?"
- Hurting too badly to hide her pain, Becca hugged herself and blinked
- back hot tears.
- "No. Riley and I seem to have had a difference of opinion. Again."
- Having unwittingly overheard enough of the conversation to get the gist
- of what was going on, Tate hesitated, reminding herself that she was
- there to hand out medicine, not advice. But didn't bruised hearts come
- under a doctor's care, too?
- "I heard." Throwing caution to the wind, she took the only chair in
- the room and motioned for Becea to take a seat on the examining
- table.
- "I know what it's like to be a single mother afraid of being hurt
- again," she said quietly.
- "I went through the same thing and swore that I was never going to let
- a man get near me again. I had my future with my daughter all mapped
- out. Then I met Flynn. "
- "What happened" Tate grinned ruefully.
- "My heart knew before my head did that I could trust him not to hurt
- me. And if you love Riley the way I think you do, then your heart
- already knows you can trust him. You just have to get the me~ sage
- through to your head."
- "He doesn't know what he's asking of me, Tate. I'm afraid."
- "You?" scoffed Tate.
- "I don't think so. No woman who could pack a gun and arrest criminals
- in a city like Dallas could possibly be afraid of anything. Just trust
- your heart.
- It won't lead you astray. "
- Becca desperately wanted to believe her. But she'd trusted her heart
- once before and had lived to regret it.
- Tom must have given her a sign, a clue as to the type of man he was.
- But she'd been too much in love to see it.
- Was she being just as blind with Riley? Was he capable of the kind of
- fanatical possessiveness that would strangle her love faster than a
- bullet to the heart? ~ "Instinctively, she rejected the idea. But
- deep inside Where no one could see, doubts stirred by the past still
- lingered, haunting her.
- For the next two days, she couldn't sleep, couldn't eat, couldn't
- concentrate on anything but Riley and his absence from her life. She
- lost track of the number of times she found herself looking for him in
- town, hoping she would run into him, wondering what she would say to
- him if she did.
- Then, before she was ready for it, the day of the shoot-off and the
- community race arrived.
- The minute she saw him in the crowd that had gathered at the temporary
- shooting range set up on the edge of
- 241 town, she knew they couldn't go on the way they had been. Dressed
- in his sweats for the cross-country run, he looked grim and tired, like
- he hadn't slept in a week. He smiled at his supporters as they
- gathered around him, encouraging him, but it was a halfhearted effort
- that never reached his eyes. Then he looked up and spied her across
- the sea of people that separated them, and his expression turned
- positively harsh. Sparing her no more than a curt nod, he turned back
- to his supporters.
- The pain that squeezed her heart was sharp and immediate and brought a
- blur of tears to her eyes, horrifying her. What was she doing? She
- couldn't cry now! The competition was scheduled to start any second,
- and if she didn't get herself together, she'd never be able to see
- clearly enough to shoot straight.
- "Are you all right, dear?"
- Stiffening her spine, she turned to Clara, who hovered behind her with
- the other grannies and Chloe, and forced a grimace of a smile.
- "I'm fine. Just a little nervous."
- "You're going to win, More," Chloe bragged proudlY' "You always hit the
- cans in practice."
- Becca laughed.
- "Thanks, honey. I'll try to ~,.member that. Wish me luck."
- "Good luck! You're going to do ~t."
- "We're pulling for you." .
- "Get out there and shoot the lights out of the place, dear." With
- words of encouragement coming from all sides, Becca drew in a bracing
- breath, stiffened her spine and moved to the firing line at the same
- time Riley did. The crowd, anticipating fireworks, hushed in
- expectation.
- Taking the offensive, Beeca flashed her dimples for the crowd.
- "Well, Sheriff, it looks like it's put-up or shut-up
- ?
- time for both of us. Would you care to concede defeat now or later?
- .
- ~ The mob pushing in on them laughed, but Riley only gave her a steady
- look that told her she might fool the others, but not him. He knew she
- was just as miserable as he was.
- "We've come this far," he retorted.
- "Let's play it out, winner take all."
- Her eyes locked with his and Becca felt her heart skip a beat. So he
- hadn't given up on her. Relief flooded her, almost weakening her
- knees. Until that moment, she hadn't realized how afraid she'd been
- that she'd lost him completely.
- Suddenly wanting to smile, she arched a brow at him.
- "And if it's a draw?
- "It won't be," he promised quietly. And in his eyes was the unshakable
- resolve of a man who `?45.' knew what he wanted and intended to get it come
- hell or high water. With a throng of thousands listening, Beeca
- couldn't say the words crowding her heart. Facing the firing range and
- the bull's,eye set up thirty feet away, she reached for her . 38,
- which, along with Riley's, had been set out earlier. Taking aim, she
- let her breath out slowly and fired.
- And had the satisfaction of seeing the bullet hit dead center.
- Grinning at Riley, she stepped back.
- "You were. saying?"
- "It ain't over till the fat lady sings," he reminded her, and took aim
- himself.
- To the delight of her supporters, he just missed dead center. Unable
- to hold back a laugh, she teased, "I think I hear her warming up."
- "Stuff it, Prescott." ~ Laughing, she fired again . With the same
- results. And a few minutes later, when the smoke cleared, there was
- no
- ~
- question who was the better marksman. Riley didn't even have the
- excuse that his wound was bothering him. He was right-handed and Billy
- Owens's bullet had grazed his left.
- Trying not to gloat, Becca dared to pat him on the shoulder.
- "Don't feel bad. I'm sure you have other talents.
- Guns just aren't your thing. "
- She was pushing him, the little minx, and it would serve her right if
- he jerked her into his arms. But he didn't.
- ~"Don't let it go to your head. There's no way in hell'
- you're going to outrun me. "
- She didn't, of course. His legs were too long, hers too short. From
- the firing of the gun that started the community-wide race, it was
- evident that she was going to have to eat his dust from start to
- finish. Early on, she fell back in the pack of runners and never
- caught up. But when she crossed the finish line, she was considerably
- ahead of two of his deputies. And under the terms of their agreement,
- that made her a winner.
- Winded and sweaty, Riley didn't hesitate to concede that he'd misjudged
- her. A man of ethics right down to his toenails, he said in a strong
- voice that carried all the way to the back of the crowd, "You were
- right and I was wrong. I didn't think you had what it took to be a
- deputy, let alone a sheriff, but you've proven you've got the skills
- for the job. Congratulations."
- Weeks ago, Becca would have been glowing from that admission, but now
- all she could think of was how much she loved him. She wanted to tell
- him, to just walk into his '
- arms and beg him not to ever let her go. But nothing had changed,
- nothing that counted. Her supporters, sensing victory at the polls the
- following day, surrounded her and carried her off, their cheers ringing
- in her ears, and no one seemed to notice that she wasn't smiling.
- ?
- The last morning, Riley was up at dawn, too miserable to gp, too
- distracted to ct0 anything constructive.
- For thtfirst time since he'd ~e~tered public office, he didn't g~ a
- damn about the outcome of an election, and it was ~Becca's fault. She
- ha~a't come to him as he'd expected~resterday after the racee, and the
- knowledge that there Wata really good possibility that he was losing
- her tore hh! apart.
- In a l~r of a mood, he was air the polls the second they opened, loping
- to avoid both his supporters and Becca's.
- He shoh15 have known better. The whole county had chosen ~ es, and he
- couldn't walk down the street without somme making a comment about the
- election. Even at seven, thirty in the morning. 2qot lingering to
- chat, he made his way to his office as qtaicldy as he could, where he
- silently.
- dared anyone to comment that he wasn't supposed to be in until eleven.
- No one did.
- He Sl~t most of the day the~, filling the hours with paperwe~ and
- trying not to tbaiak about Beeca. For a while it grked. Then Mark
- cam~ in and dropped a bomb on him.
- Stunned, Riley looked up from the report he was filling out ~t his desk
- and frowned, sure he'd misunderstood.
- "You're what?" ~ ? :
- "Quittag, sir," the rookie said stiffly, his face pale except for ~e
- uncomfortable flush firing his cheeks.
- "I'm giving m~two weeks notice as of today."
- Setting down his pen, Riley sat back in his chair.
- "You've~ly been on the payroll four months. I thought you loved the
- job."
- ~ . ~ "I didn't."
- "Thenvhat seems to be the problem? Whatever it is, I'm sure ~: can
- talk it out. You don't have to quit."
- For a moment, he didn't think the younger man was going to answer.
- Squirming from one foot to the other, his Adam's apple bobbing in his
- throat as he swallowed, the young deputy looked like he'd rather eat
- live toads than admit what was really bothering him. Just when Riley
- thought he was going to have to drag it out of him, he blurted out, "I
- thought I could take it, but I can't, Riley. I'm sorry. I know I've
- disappointed you, but I'm just not cut out for law enforcement."
- Considering he was one of the most enthusiastic deputies he'd ever had,
- Riley found that hard to believe.
- "Is this a sudden decision or one you've been thinking about for a
- while?"
- Jerkily twisting his hat in his hands, the younger man looked down at
- his boots.
- "It, uh, sort of hit me the other night... at the Crossroads... when
- you were shot."
- "I see," he said quietly. And suddenly he did.
- "Mark, even the best men get shaken sometimes in a dangerous situation.
- It's not a weakness. A little fear is healthy--it keeps you on your
- toes and safe. The worst thing you can do is brood on it, so you just
- have to learn to shake it off and get on with your job. You'll do
- fine."
- It was good advice, but Mark still looked sick.
- "I've tried, but I can't. And it really shook Cathy up," he added,
- referring to his wife.
- "Every time I report to work, she's a nervous wreck, and I can't keep
- putting her through that, not in her condition. I don't want to lose
- her. So we've been talking it over, and I've decided to go to law
- school. I've always been interested in the law, and her parents are
- going to help us."
- Studying him with narrowed eyes, Riley had to admit that the kid had
- his priorities straighter than he himself had had at that age. He'd
- been so wrapped up in his job that he hadn't been willing to give it up
- for anyone, not
- ?
- even for Genie, so he'd lost everything. And he hadn't had anyone to
- blame but himself. ':' ~ "I think that's a smart move, Mark," he said.
- He rose to his feet and held out his hand to the surprised deputy.
- "Good luck to you."
- Expecting more of an argument, Mark dazedly shook his hand.
- "Thank you, sir. I'm glad you understand."
- Long after the younger man went back to his duties, Riley sat.
- staring after him, seeing nothing but the long, empty road that was his
- future stretched out before him. After the competition yesterday and
- Becca's impressive performance, there was a very good possibility he
- could lose the election. He should have been worried, at the very
- least concerned. But it was just a job. One that he loved, granted,
- but hanging on to it wasn't nearly as important as hanging on to
- Becca.
- He loved her. He'd known it for days now, but he hadn't let himself
- dwell on just how much she had come to mean to him. Now it-was staring
- him right in the face and he couldn't avoid the truth any longer.
- Without her in his life, nothing was worth a damn. )-: '~ He'd treated
- her just like he'd treated Genie. Beec-~ had tried to tell him how she
- felt, what she feared, what she needed, but he hadn't listened.
- Thickheaded to the end, he'd had everything worked out in his mind, and
- his only thought had been to rush her into wanting what he wanted. The
- fact that she needed the security of knowing that she could support
- herself and Chloe hadn't even registered.
- God, what a jackass he was! He must have sounded just like Tom. No
- wonder she'd turned him down flat.
- Suddenly needing to see her, to take her in his arms and explain what a
- fool he'd been, he wanted to drop everything and go to her immediately.
- But he'd promised her
- ~ ,~ 247 time, and that was what he was going to give her. even if it
- killed him.
- Unable to summon up much enthusiasm for the celebration party the
- grannies were planning for later that evening, Becca didn't object when
- an excited Chloe begged to go over to Clara's to help decorate. Too
- agitated to offer much help herself, Becca stayed home to wait for the
- closing of the polls. It was a torturous exercise.
- Every time she glanced at the clock, her heart seemed to stop. In
- another half hour, it would all be over but the crying. One part of
- her was greatly relieved--win or lose, she had the satisfaction of
- knowing she'd campaigned hard and well. But in her heart, she knew she
- was running out of time.
- Was Riley watching the clock the way she was? Did he feel, as she did,
- that if they let the polls close without seing each other, without
- talking to each other and working through their differences, that a
- horrible mistake was going to be made? She had to do something!
- ~ Trust him. Her heart cried out to her, refusing to be ignored, and
- everything in her wanted to comply. She loved him. Deep down, she
- recognized the truth of that unshakable conviction. A year, ten years,
- a lifetime from now she would feel the same because she couldn't do
- anything else.
- He'd taken her heart and she was never going to get it back. But was
- she willing to take a chance on him? Could she step into his arms and
- trust him not to take advantage of her love for him by turning into a
- tyrant who wanted to control her night and day? Did she love him,
- trust him, that much?
- Yes.
- The answer came to her like the flash of a comet in the night,
- stripping away the darkness that had clouded her
- ?
- vision. Riley wasn't a man to take advantage of his position-everyone
- in the county knew that no one was fairer than Riley Whitaker. He bent
- over backward with his staff and prisoners to make sure that no one was
- abused by the power of the sheriff's office. If he would protect total
- strangers, why wouldn't he do the same thing for the woman he claimed
- to love? i~:
- Dear God, how could she have been so blind?
- She had to go to him, tell him. Grabbing her purse, she started t rush
- out, then whirled back to phone Clara.
- "I
- don't know how long I'll be," she told the other woman hurriedly.
- "I'm going over to Riley's. Oh, Clara, I love
- Laughing, Clara said happily, "I know you do, honey. You stay as long
- as you need to. Chloe will be just fine."
- Later, Beeca didn't even remember locking the house or making the drive
- to Riley's. Suddenly, she was at his front door, her fingers shaking
- as she lifted her hand to the doorbell. She wasn't too late, she told
- herself fiercely. She couldn't be! ___ Nervous, her heart pounding so
- loudly in her ears she could hardly hear herself think straight, she
- took her courage in hand and stepped through the door the minute he
- opened it.
- On the radio in the corner, the early returns were already being
- given.
- "I don't know which of us won, and I don't care," she said quickly, her
- words tumbling over themselves before he could do anything but lift a
- brow in surprise.
- "I just know that I love you more than I ever thought it was possible
- to love anyone. I wouldn't blame you if you didn't believe me, not
- after what I said the other night, but I wasn't thinking clearly. I
- was just so afraid" -- ~
- ~: ~
- "I know, sweetheart. And I was a jackass for throwing an ultimatum at
- you. You should have grabbed me by the ears and shook me until I
- listened to you."
- "I never should have accused you of being like Tom,~' she continued, so
- caught up in what she had to say that his words didn't register.
- "I know you're not like that. You're not a control freak. You would
- never use your position or power to take advantage of anyone. You're
- not like" Stopping abruptly, she frowned.
- "What did you say?"
- His smile was slow and crooked and oh, so tender.
- "I was a jackass.
- Don't worry, it's only a temporary condition that flares up
- occasionally. I need a wife to keep me in line and make me listen. I
- hope you're going to accept the j oh. "
- "But..." Confused, she looked dazedly around for a chair, afraid her
- knees were going to give out any moment.
- "You were right. I wasn't ready to trust you .... "
- "You trusted me, honey," he assured her, reaching for her.
- "You would have never given yourself to me the way you did if you
- hadn't trusted me: Yo~ w.e~re just running a little scared. We both
- were." . ~ ~. : . " ~:;
- Her eyes searched his, and she saw the love there, the trust that went
- as deep as her own.
- "Oh, God, Riley, I thought I'd lost you. And all over a stupid job."
- Laughing shakily, she hugged him fiercely.
- "I don't care who wins- " Neither do I," he muttered against her mouth,
- kissing her as if he couldn't get enough of her.
- "Just as long as I have you."
- Lost in the taste and feel and wonder of each other, it was a long, hot
- moment before either of them heard the radio announcement.
- "And for everyone out there who has been holding his or her breath
- waiting for the returns on the sheriff's race," the newscaster said,
- "it looks like
- - ? you ladies are doomed to disappointment. Early returns indicate
- that Sheriff Riley Whitaker should win reelection by a slim margin. But
- don't despair, ladies. Ms.
- Prescott ran a fine race and really shook things up for a while. "
- "Boy, did she ever," Riley growled, nipping at her ear.
- "I'm sorry, sweetheart. I know how much you wanted to win."
- Not the least bit disappointed, she laughed softly, her cheek nuzzling
- his as she wound her arms around his neck.
- "I won you instead. I think I got the better deal."
- "Oh, I don't know about that. I got you, a wife and possibly a new
- deputy all rolled into one. That definitely makes me the winner."
- Surprised, she drew back slightly.
- "New deputy? What are you talking about?"
- "Mark gave his notice this afternoon--he's decided to go to law school.
- Which means I'm going to need a new deputy. So what do you think? Are
- you interested in the job?" . "
- "Are you kidding? Where do I sign up?" Chuckling, he grinned down at
- her.
- "I sort of thought you would be. Of course, things are going to have
- to change a little.
- I'll be your boss. Think you can handle me calling the shots? "
- Her green eyes full of mischief, she pressed against him.
- "I can handle anything you can dish out, Sheriff," she murmured
- sweetly, the heated promise in her seductive smile like something out
- of his dreams.
- "And don't you forget it."
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